The Anonymous Blackmailer Ch 1
Terry and Eve meet in a dark, cold park.
[Author's note: This 7-part arc is obviously one of non-consent: it's about two people being sexually blackmailed. Along the way, there are many kinks explored... exhibitionism, femdom, maledom, BDSM, pegging, a little gratuitous cock-caging and, yes, adultery (though non-consensual). Triggers for you? If any of this isn't your cup of tea, please pop off to a different story. But if you choose to endure the ride, please enjoy...]
*Tuesday*
This is terrifying. It's nighttime and I'm sitting on the edge of a ditch near a culvert under the road in the city park. There is no one around... except for all the muggers, murderers and rapists I've imagined in every bush I've passed, but I was told to wait here at 10:30 for instructions. I'm cold, terrified and fighting between despair and anger.
The internet is a marvel. So many things we can do, so many things we can learn. But it has that one tiny little social flaw.
Anonymity.
The anonymous messages. How she got a virus on my machine, I'll never know but she knows everything. I call her 'she' only because of her email address. She has enough to put me away for life, destroy my relationships with my family, my wife, my friends. She can prove everything. Anonymously. It's too late to make a difference, but she won't let me run an antivirus or turn off the computer anyway. And I have to leave it on with the camera and microphone running all the time.
The blackmailer has forced me to give her access to the cameras around the house. She has my passcodes, bank accounts, etc. And she's committed enough crimes with my identity that I'll never be able to prove it wasn't me.
Plus, some pretty nasty work engaging in illegal porn and verbal harassment of innocent women - Sandy, my girlfriend, will never speak to me again.
It wasn't me, but... damned if I can prove that. And damned if it doesn't look like me.
It's chilly: I should've brought a sweater. Are the chills from the temperature or from my fear?
I am startled to hear a noise approaching me. Is it one of those murderers? Am I being set up for something even more nefarious? I have no weapon and really don't know much self-defense - I'm an artist, damn it!
The noise goes quiet, but I think I see a shadow moving at the edge of the bridge over the culvert. Is it a kidnapper sizing me up? What is happening? My heart is beating fast, a pulsing throb in my chest. This has been a hell of a week. I haven't slept, haven't been able to eat well. But the terror I feel now is so real, it's palpable? The figure disappears again into the shadows.
"Hello?" a small voice comes from the other side of the culvert. It sounds female. And it caught - as if there's fear there too.
"Hello? Are you... who I'm supposed to see...?" I don't know exactly what I'm supposed to see, exactly, but I assume it has to be another person.
"I think so? I think you're who I'm supposed to see..."
My heart calms. She seems as nervous as I am. Unlikely she's my blood-drenched, multi-fanged, curly-horned demon murderess. Just my damn imagination in the shadows.
"We're not seeing each other like this." I stand to present a full body to her.
And she walks under the bridge. She's thin and has a fluidity to her walk, like she was once a dancer, but she's stumbling in the dark on the uneven surfaces. And as soon as she comes out from under the bridge, in the wan moonlight, I see that she's got long blonde hair, glasses and seems relatively pretty.
Evil people aren't pretty. Are they?
She approaches cautiously, but with a certain strength. An act of will. I see she's shorter than me, maybe 5'4", and wearing sensible jeans and a light parka. Why didn't I bring a jacket? Its's cold!
How do you meet a complete stranger who's part a mysterious plot to ruin your life? No clue. So, I simply hold out my hand, and say, "Hi, I'm Terry." Damn that sounds as weird here as dressing in a bathing suit for a wedding.
She's got her arms crossed over her chest, but takes a deep breath and shakes my hand, a tremor in hers. "I'm Eve."
"Uhhh... what brings you here tonight?"
"You first."
Well, the blackmailer didn't say what I could or could not say here, so, what the fuck? "Uuummm... Yeah... I'm being blackmailed. You?"
"Fuck, yeah. Me too. I'm being blackmailed!"
Well, damn. So she's not the blackmailer, indeed. "So you're not friskyC..." I find this hard to say out loud, "frisky... and pardon me for quoting this, but 'clit'?"
She looks at me dumbfounded. I'll take that for a 'no.'
"That must be why we're allowed to talk to each other, huh? We're both being blackmailed. Who is it, do you know? Who is blackmailing you? What for?"
She shakes her head... she appears to be on the verge of tears. I get that: I've been tied in knots for days now and the adrenaline is high. But maybe, like me, she's relieved to finally be able to talk to someone about it. "Some asshole with an address of suckmyd!ck... But the 'i' is an exclamation point."
I'm frozen. That's one of the accounts on my computer that the blackmailer created. It's me - well, at least my identity - that's blackmailed this woman. I know the email address, because the asshole blackmailer gave me access to see what a dirtbag I've apparently become.
"Oh."
"He has nudes of me... but they aren't me - I swear! Must be fakes. And apparently, I've got a huge Onlyfans following where I've posted some lewd stuff - all deepfakes. And he's made it look like I'm smuggling drugs and selling them on the darkweb and laundering the money through some Swiss bank; oh, my god, have you seen the dark web? It's horrific! And apparently, I've been cheating on my husband with a couple lesbian lovers and a BBC; My husband, Ben, would never stand even a little cheating: it will be an ugly divorce.
"This asshole will ruin me!"
"Sounds like my blackmailer. Maybe the same person?" And a sense of dread clouds in on me when I put it together.
"Is there an account in your name called ffriskyc!t.suckme? Where the 'i' is an exclamation point..."
She looks a bit shocked. Apparently, I've put it together before she did.
"Fuck! Is suckmyd!ick you?"
"Yeah, no... I mean... whoever it is that used my identity to blackmail you used yours to blackmail me. 'Suck' is an account she made for me and 'ffrisky' for you.
And then I consider my pronouns. "Oh. Now it strikes me: I keep calling my blackmailer 'she' because of your username. You call the bastard 'he' because of mine. We don't even know what sex they are... I thought at least I had narrowed it down to only half the population of the Earth..."
She plops herself down on the side of the ditch where I sit. She looks at me with ironic wistfulness for a moment reacting to my meager attempt at gallows humor. Then her face gets sad and she actually starts to cry. Letting out all the anxiety that she, like me, must have felt over the last several days.
I want to cry too.
I move next to her, as depressed and scared as she is, but I try to hold it together since I feel a responsibility to comfort her. Something primal about it... I'm the male here, it's my job to care for the female, right? And, yes, maybe I'm lusting for some of her body warmth: why didn't I bring a sweater?
"I'm freezing."
I look at her, hoping she'll take the hint. But she's in her own thoughts. I think she's sobbing and I want to comfort her.
"Um, look. I think both of us are in a bad place emotionally and it looks like we're in this together. But I really am cold. May I put my arm around you? To help both of us emotionally and also because I'd appreciate the warmth."
She looks at me like I'm an alien from another galaxy. Then I see her resolve fade and she takes a deep breath between sobs. She nods a bit, looking at me with doe eyes. I guess all social conventions go out the door as soon as two people realize they're alone together, in a world about to crumble in on them.
I scoot closer yet and put my arm around her. At the first touch, it feels awkward, like I don't know where to put it. Then she slowly leans into me and rests her head on my shoulder, still crying and we adjust a bit until we're both as comfortable with the awkward embrace as we can be.
Between sobs, she laments, "I've felt so alone in this...
"Is this the point? What the fuck is happening here? Do you know why he... she... IT!...has decided we are fair game for... it... to blackmail? What does it want?"
I snicker a bit "Y'know, it feels better to call the blackmailer 'IT.' An 'IT' isn't human. Who... no... WHATever did this to us is inhuman..."
"Yeah. Fuck, 'IT!'"
I snicker and restate myself: "Fuck IT! Commas matter."
She looks at me with that terrified, sad look, but I start to see the edge of a grin start on one side of her face and she chuckles for a thousandth of a second. It's kind-of endearing.
I hug her tighter.
"You told me your blackmail... Only fair I tell you what IT has done to me. Apparently, I'm harassing and blackmailing innocent women - like you? - and forcing them to give me lewd nudes which gets them more under 'my' control. I'm selling the nudes on the internet and setting up auctions, promising the high bidders... oh, I can't even say it... but... 'I' have arranged for them to be kidnapped when I get the high bids and... and I'm having an affair and... I can't even say what else. It's awful."
We both have the basic outlines of what's happened to us. I don't share with her the full depths of my identity's depravity. She doesn't share any more of hers. We're both too terrified to talk.