Today my problem with penises was finalised by the Headmaster. I still thought I could control it till them. Thought I could be normal. I thought it had all happened because I was eighteen and a half and had never seen a cock. I thought as I approached nineteen I would settle down; it would take the edge of my insatiable sexual desire.
A whole month had gone by since the time in the headmaster's office when I had gobbled up the cum on his flaccid cock. Sometimes I'd catch him looking at me but he never did anything. I think now he was making quite sure I didn't tell anyone. I often thought about him sucking my nipples though, he'd been so good at it.
It was a summer day. I remember it very clearly because I'd been rubbing my nipples that morning, and I'd shoved my T shirt on and I so loved the feeling of the fabric against them. They were so sensitive when I got them big and juicy like that, and so I decided to go to college without a bra. Lots of the other girls did it. I used to watch their nipples and wonder what it would be like to suck them. I thought I might be a lesbian, which would solve the penis problem for good, except I really didn't want to touch another girl's vagina. And I couldn't forget how, in the middle of my arousal, I'd eaten the come off Jed Bonner's cock as if it was a feast. I was disgusted with myself.
The message that I was to go to the Principal's office came just before the first bell.
I wasn't at all sure about this. I mean, I hadn't forgotten how good he was, sucking my nipples he was just fantastic, the king of nipple sucking, he made me want to moan and whisper and beg. He made me want to say filthy stuff. But I didn't want to see his cock again. I didn't know what I might do.
When I first got to his room he was looking cross and I didn't suppose he'd be doing any tit licking. I was disappointed actually, I could feel them, all excited behind my shirt. I looked at his mouth.
"Clover Moffatt, he said. I am concerned about your nipples."
I stared. "I'm sorry sir."
"They seem to be sticking out. Have they been sucked?"
"But..." I wasn't sure what to say. He knew he'd sucked them till I'd screamed with pleasure. He knew I wanted him to suck them again. What was I supposed to say? I thought I should be bold. I opened my shirt, popped my breasts out of my bra so they stood forwards.
"There they are sir. You sucked them yourself."
"Has someone been sucking them lately Clover?"
"No sir, they're just a bit... hot."
Suddenly he had me, both arms in a half Nelson, and I saw there was a big bowl of ice cubes on his desk.
He scooped a handful and rubbed it over my left breast, gripping my left nipple. The ice melted on the skin. My breast was cold. It was gorgeous.
"This should soothe it nicely," he said.
I didn't feel soothed. Between my legs was really wet.
"Is that nice Charlie? Is there something you wanted?"
I nodded. There was no point pretending.
He tweaked the nipple, rolling it between his finger and thumb and started to eat the ice cream off me, licking it away from all over my breast, edging towards the nipple, bit by bit. I could feel his other hand on my inner thigh, could feel his finger edging inside my pants. I groaned. I couldn't help it. It was his tongue on me.
"Beg, Charlie"
"I'm sorry, sir?"
"Beg me to do what you want."
"Suck them, " I said desperately. "Please sir."
"Why?"
"Because I love it when you suck them."
"What will you do if I suck them?"
"What do you mean sir?"
"My best friend Cyril wants to play. You met Cyril last time."
He sucked his finger and slipped it over my clit. It was wet and warm. "I can suck those tits of yours till you beg for Cyril"
My clit grew like magic. And I swallowed. "Please sir, suck them."
"You know what you have to do Charlie."
I remembered the enormous cock. Cyril. "No sir."
"We'll see. Charlie. You can have a sample. Then we can agree about Cyril."
"Sir?"
He turned me round, laid me on the floor.
My nipples reached out like semaphore. For a moment he was poised over one of them. Then he sucked.
Christ that man was good. In later years, when I was a big success, I paid men to come in once a week to suck them for an hour. Some of them had to suck me for hours before I came, he could do it in minutes.
I was lost in it, the feeling, the sucking. So lost I hardly noticed his finger starting to rub my clit. I hadn't asked for it but I didn't care. He was sucking, chewing, kneading, and he was making me beg.
"Oh god sir, please sir, suck me sir, do it to me sir, I love that. Suck me harder. Feel my clit sir, oh that's good." I could tell he loved me talking dirty and I was good at it. I'd do it as long as he'd suck me. My cum was building up and building up.
He was clever. He held me on the edge like a pro. Every ten seconds I had to say "suck me sir, suck me some more," and as long as I did that he carried on. My clit had been getting bigger and bigger but now it was waiting. It didn't know what he'd do.
He took his mouth off my tit and pinched my clit hard.
"Beg for him, Clover Moffatt. Beg for Cyril."
I shook my head. "Please sir just suck them. I love it when you suck them. You're so good. Suck me more like that. Suck me and rub me and I'll do whatever you want."
I didn't want Cyril but if that was what it took...
And then his mouth was off me, and instead there was a finger and thumb pinching each of my nipples, pulling them out and kneading them like playdoh, hard and rough and on the edge of pain. I wriggled but I couldn't move, and he pushed my legs up and moved my pants aside.
My clit. He had found it with his tongue. His tongue was on my clit, in my cunt, prying, prodding, licking. He knew it like he knew my nipples.
I twisted, to try to stop it. If this carried on I'd be begging for Cyril to fuck me. I'd be a slut again. I mustn't. I must control myself. Already the thought of that huge, ugly purple organ was becoming dirtily exciting. Already I wanted to suck it. The kneading fingers on my breasts kept going, and excited my round swollen traitorous clit even further.
"Beg for Cyril, Charlie. Beg."
Oh God I was horny. I thought of that vast purple cock, so ugly and dripping, and I wanted it thrusting into my hands, my mouth, I wanted to worship it and lust after it and play with it and suck on it...I'd lost control. I didn't care.
"Please Sir. Let me suck Cyril. I want to suck Cyril."
"What will you do?"
"Anything sir. I'll lick the shaft and suck the end and stroke him and rub him and do whatever you want."