The world came back to me as we drove. As it did, my anger built. As my anger built I realised the emotions it was replacing.
Lust. Desire. Satisfaction. Want.
"What the FUCK!" I yelled at David. We were in the car alone, and the guards weren't in the back. I didn't recall seeing them in the garage either. Why hadn't he brought them?
"Yeah, you did get fucked," David spat. "What, think you will convince me you didn't enjoy it? That you didn't want it?"
"I didn't want it!" I hadn't enjoyed it... had I? Or had I been drugged? Again... I didn't want the answer to that question right now. "You knew..." I accused him. "You knew this would happen!"
"Love, I
told
you this would happen, did I not?"
"Well..." He had. Well, he'd said Josh would fuck me. "But you knew... you... I mean..." I was still struggling to collate my thoughts. David seemed to understand though, because he sighed.
"Yes, I did know. Josh told me he wanted to fuck you. I hoped you wouldn't take the bait, but as the evening wore on-- "
"Bait? It was a set-up?" Had Josh and David plotted before the evening had even begun?
"Not so... When we arrived, we were separated. No? Well, during that time Josh came to me and said he wanted to fuck you. I said no."
"Yeah... right--"
"I did. We had a deal, remember?" Well, yes, I did. And I had broken that deal. "Do you remember on the balcony when we were speaking? After I'd found you with Josh? I had a message to my phone."
"Yeah..." he had. "It wasn't until after that message that you made the second deal, about me leaving here a virgin."
"Aye. Well, that message was from Josh. When we'd spoken earlier I'd refused to let him fuck you, and he asked what it would take. He meant how much."
"How much?"
"Money, love. How much money." Money! Josh had offered David money to let him fuck me? "And I said no amount. But he pressed. I explained we had a deal--"
"You told him unless I tried to escape, no one could fuck me?" I asked.
David nodded.
"And so Josh took me out on the balcony and offered to help me."
"Aye. I found you and was rather unimpressed." David chuckled, though I wasn't sure if he was unimpressed with Josh, me or both of us.
"And the message you received was from Josh, telling you that he'd offered to help me?" David had scowled when he received the message.
"He asked me if he could fuck you now."
"And you said yes. You're a piece of shit, you know." He had known I wouldn't leave a virgin. Fucking bastard.
"No, I said no."
"Really?"
"Really. I said until an actual escape had been planned and attempted, no fucking. Like I said, I did hope you wouldn't take the bait." And, he had tried to stop me from going to Josh after that.
"You're still a fucking piece of shit." I spat.
"Aye, well, nobody's perfect. Like you. Playing the good girl... enjoying the gangbang--"
"I didn't!"
"No? I think you did, you just needed a push to get there--"
"No, I said. "This wasn't about me or what you thought I wanted or liked at all. You just wanted to watch me be fucked. This was all about your own perverse desires. Well, did you enjoy your show?"
"No," he said. "I'd rather fuck you myself. But you didn't want that." He sounded disappointed. On the bright side, at least I made some money out of it."
"Money?"
"That." David nodded towards the thick A5 envelope he'd chucked on the dashboard. I grabbed it with my free hand and opened it. Inside were two neat, thick bundles of 50 euro notes.
"How much is here?" I asked.
"Five from each." He said. "Plus an additional two from Josh, for taking your so-called virginity." David smirked.
"Five... you mean five thousand? Each??? That's... how many..." I didn't even know how many men I'd fucked.
"Five men, 27k in total."
"Tewnty-seven thousand pounds!"
"Euros," he corrected. Bit less than that in pounds."
"I don't care! This is mine!" It meant nothing to me in captivity, but the principle! Also, if I ever did escape, it would be useful.
"Oh?"
"I earnt it. It's mine!"
"You slave. You own nothing. Besides, if it weren't for me you wouldn't have earned a thing." If it wasn't for him, I'd be a lot better off. But no point going down that road.
"OK, but I should get a cut. Admit it."
"You slave. Own nothing" He sounded short, but I didn't hear conviction in his words.
"Is that what you really think?" He said nothing here so I prompted him.
"Wouldn't getting a cut at least be an incentive? Or something"
"Yes, but others disagree."
"What others? Isn't this place yours? Aren't you God."
"Woman."
"Women?"
"No, woman. Just one. Her." There was a strained note to his voice.
"Lilly?"
He nodded.
"Did she sign the divorce paperwork?" I asked. David didn't answer. "Well, she doesn't know that you got the money, or at least how much they paid, right? Give me a cut. She won't notice." As a slave held in captivity, money was pretty meaningless. But, aside from the principle of the matter, I was curious to learn more. If Lilly was against me having a cut, would David defy her? "You've got twenty-seven thousand pounds--"
"Euros."
"Euros... whatever. Well..." Euros. Why was it Euros? It was possible that they'd transported me to a different country back when I'd first arrived. "David, where are we?" I asked
"Want a map with an escape route on it?" he asked.
"No, just what country? Euros, not Pounds?"
"Oh, that. No, usually we use American dollars for business. Universal, see. Everyone operates in American dollars. Except the French, of course, but all through Asia, it's all American dollars."
"I see..." I didn't really. Did he mean business in general, or just his business?
"But, not with the Americans."
"Why on earth not?"
"Well, don't want them getting more big-headed than they are. Obnoxious, they are. Think they are the centre of the world and they have the universal currency. So, when dealing with the Americans I do Euros. Takes them down a peg."
"So... let me get this straight. The American dollar is the universal currency you use, but not with Americans because they think it's the universal currency?"
"Sure!" David chuckled.
"Right... well... anyway..." Country confirmed. What other information could I get out of him?
"It's just, they think they're better than everyone," David clarified. "I don't like that."
"Don't
you
think you're better than everyone?"
"Not everyone. Just most people. Also, it's because I
am
better than most people. But they think they better because they're American, not through their own merit. They racist, see?" The word
racist
reminded me of what Josh had called David.
That Chink.
That made me feel a bit uncomfortable that I'd thought he was good guy.
"When you say 'The Americans,' you mean any American, or just those specific ones?"
"Just those specific ones."
"But you do business with them." I nodded to the money.
"Aye, well, I do business with a lot of people I'd rather not. Business makes bedfellows you might not normally snuggle under the sheets with, no?" Well, that was true. My father had done business dealings with Josh's dad. But that was a little different from David's idea of business.
"You said if I left the party a virgin--"
"Which you did not--"
"Yes, I know. I was there? Remember?" David chuckled and I continued. "You said you'd take me anywhere I wanted, I could leave, if I still wanted, right?"
"But you did not--"
"I know, I just had a question about it!"
"What?" He'd know if he'd just let me speak.
"You said if I still wanted to leave, something might happen before then to make me change my mind about not wanting to be a sex slave for the rest of my life. What was that?"
"Ah. Well... it's complicated."
"We've got the whole drive."
"I..." He trailed off and was silent a moment. "I was going to tell you some things."
"Things you said before it would be too dangerous to tell me?" I prompted.
"Some."
"You could tell me now," I pushed him. "If you think it would have made me stay, then surely you think it would stop me from trying to escape all the time. Wouldn't that be a lot less bother for you?" A smile filtered over his face. "Well?"
"Aye."
"So?"
"Let's get back first."
"Why not now?"
"It's easier... there's some things I want to show you. In my lab."
I tried pushing him for more, and asking other questions, such as why the guards weren't with us, but he wouldn't give up anything further.
The rest of the drive was passed in relative silence. When we'd entered the car, David had pulled my left hand across my body to my right side and zip-tied my left hand to the fabric loop of the seatbelt buckle. It was a simple, but effective hold. I couldn't twist far enough to reach the car door handle with my right hand, and while I could have reached to the right and grabbed the steering wheel, to what end? The roads we were driving on were deserted, I was exhausted and naked, but for the blanket which David had wrapped around me.
Eventually, we arrived back at the academy and David took me to his lab.
"So. Spill," I said, trying to cross my arms and glare at him while still clutching the blanket around my body.