I was on my way to an AA meeting for the first time in a week. I had been going to my SA (Sex Addicts Anonymous) meetings every almost day instead. I have an abnormally high libido for a young woman. Sometimes the thought of sex just overwhelms my mind so much I can't concentrate on anything until I make myself cum. That's why I had to enter SA in the first place. I hadn't slept with anyone, flirted with anyone, or even touched myself since I started going. It was hard at first, but it got easier. I still dressed the way I did before SA. Tonight I was wearing a tight crop top with a zipper down the front, the fabric straining over my 32DDs. My ass was covered with a plaid schoolgirl-esque skirt. I'm short -- only 5'1 -- so I was wearing my signature stiletto heels. I know I could draw some attention, but everyone knew I was committed to SA so they left me alone. Until tonight.
I sat down in my usual spot and saw a new face across the room. He was a ruggedly handsome man -- he seemed to be around 25 like me. His eyes were a clear blue and he smiled at me while everyone started filing in. I noticed his muscular arms and calloused hands...I bet those hands would feel good around my throat... I shocked myself with that thought. I had been avoiding this voice in my head, but it had suddenly come out to play. I took a deep breath and told myself to focus on the meeting. When he introduced himself, he had a southern accent that made my heart pump even harder. I tried to avoid looking at him, but I couldn't. I fell out of focus from the meeting and started thinking about having him inside me. I started getting wet and I could feel my thong started to get soaked through. I shifted in my seat, crossing my legs, trying to rub my clit with my thighs so I could give myself at least a little relief. It didn't work. After a few minutes I went downstairs to the bathroom. I splashed water on my face and reminded myself about my commitment to SA. I wasn't going to be a whore. I wasn't going to touch myself. I just had to get a grip. I took a few deep breaths and looked at myself in the mirror. I silently talked to myself, psyching myself up to return to the meeting.
The bathroom door swung open. Shit. I forgot the fucking lock. It was him. "I saw you looking at me," he said.
"Yeah, I mean I look at everyone. It can get boring," I replied, shakily.
"No, no I saw you really looking at me. And then I saw you cross your legs..."