Chapter 13: Resolution
Lucas stalked the halls of the Citadel looking for a cafeteria or lunchroom, anything. He'd only been searching a few minutes before he ran into Mattie again. She was with a rather portly and sickly looking man, who seemed perturbed that Lucas had interrupted.
After awkward greetings, Lucas asked, "Where can I find some food? We're starving."
Mattie chuckled, "Certainly, there's a cafe one floor below."
The larger man spoke next, "If that will be all?"
Lucas got the picture. He left the unlikely couple and found his way back to the elevator banks. While he walked, he searched for other exits, ways to escape, anything. Lucas arrived at the elevators and pressed the call button. He needed a plan and fast. He saw how upset Sarea had been, how crushed she was. Lucas knew then that he'd have to find another way to get close to the man who'd made him this way: Dominic Westerson. Before he'd bonded with Sarea, he'd have done anything,
anything
, to get to that man. Now, feeling what she felt, knowing what it might mean to make it permanent, he realized there were some boundaries he just wouldn't cross.
The elevator dinged and the doors slid open. Empty. Lucas entered and pressed the next floor down: 45. The doors clanked shut, and the sense of dropping turned in Lucas's stomach. His mind still turned over his options. He'd have to fight their way out, and even then it seemed like they were dead. If he could get the inhibitor off of Sarea, she was a capable figher in her own right. Maybe if he found where her deck was -
The doors opened and Lucas's world toppled over.
In front of him, speaking in low tones with Alexia, the woman from the landing pad, was Westerson. He was older now, obviously, and wore a trimmed salt and pepper beard. New mods blinked across his temple and arms. He kept his hair high and tight and wore a fashionable pea coat over a simple button down shirt. His brow was furrowed in response to something Alexia had just said.
"Ms. van Hutton, please. We can push it further. Imagine having the mayor in your -"
Alexia hushed him with a raise of her hand and turned a smile toward Lucas, "Lucas, my dear, have you met our esteemed Doctor Westerson?"
Lucas's mouth was a desert. He swallowed to get some saliva back into it before responding, "No, I'm sure I haven't."
Westerson eyed Lucas up and down. A hint of recognition appeared on his face, causing Lucas's heart to thud into his ears. He said nothing, however, and extended his hand for a handshake.
Lucas had unwittingly clenched his fist so hard that his nails left imprints in his palm. He forced himself to take hold of Westerson's hand and shook it briefly.
"Pleasure to meet you," Lucas said.
"The pleasure is mine," Westerson said.
Alexa spoke, "Dr. Westerson, Lucas here is about to form a permanent bond tonight with your formula! Are you excited, Lucas?"
Westerson's mouth scrunched into a point in distaste before he put another smile on. Lucas's face turned crimson.
"Yes," Lucas stammered, "Yes, I am. I was just coming to get us some food."
Alexia put her hand before her mouth and laughed delicately, "Indeed, you will need your strength. Both of you. If you'll excuse us?"
Alexia stepped to the side and gestured for Lucas to exit the elevator. He had stayed where he was the moment he saw Westerson. Lucas forced a chuckle out and stepped between the two of them into cafe. Westerson and Alexia moved into the elevator where Westerson immediately resumed their hushed conversation.
Lucas turned and watched them as the door closed.
Fuck
,
fuck, fuck
, Lucas thought. This changed everything. He wasn't just close to Westerson, he was on his doorstep! And he hadn't recognized him. To be fair, Lucas had had many modifications since his time as Westerson's scrubber. Lucas absent mindedly picked out a few dishes for Sarea and himself. His mind reeled from this new discovery, but he was resolute.
He had to go through with it now. Sarea had to understand. And even if she didn't, well, he hoped it wouldn't come to that.
Chapter 14: A Proposal
By the time Lucas returned with the food, Sarea's stomach was rumbling loudly. That didn't bother her, though. What did was what she felt over the bond just a few minutes before. Lucas had changed. Something had stunned him. Sarea's stomach had dropped when it happened. It could only mean bad news.
Lucas gave her a cursory hello before he set the bag on the coffee table and pulled out rice, chicken masala, and, to Sarea's great surprise, salads of spinach and romaine. Greens like this were hard to come by under normal circumstances - the breadbasket of America had been lost to fallowed fields decades before.
Lucas, seeing her surprise, said, "I know. I was surprised, too. Fine living for slavers, eh?"
Sarea smiled at his joke in spite of herself. "I suppose so," she said, "Did something happen while you were out?"
Lucas froze, salads halfway out of the bag, for a second. Setting the food down, look of resignation came over his face, and he said, "Yes, I met someone from my childhood that I had not expected to see for a long time. Did you feel something over the bond?"
"Yes," Sarea said, fear tinged her words, "Who did you meet?"
Lucas stared at her in excruciating silence, then he raised his hand, palm towards Sarea, and stood up. He pulled out his phone and connected it to the room's television, swiping through a few shows before choosing a loud, trashy reality show about saving failing restaurants. He cranked the volume until Sarea winced at the noise.
Lucas took a seat closer to her, their legs touching. Sarea's body responded by blood flowing between her legs. She was slick, again, and frustrated.
Will I always be like this around him,
she wondered. Lucas began unpackaging the food with a smile.
He leaned over as he took the lid off the salads and said to her, almost too quietly to hear, "I have a proposal for you."
Sarea caught on quickly and acted as he did. She opened the rice and laid plates before them both. Her stomach twisted with nerves. She turned to him and said, "What might that be?"
Lucas dished himself rice and masala, careful to keep his salad from touching the sauce. He whispered back, "The man who made me a Scrubber, who took me from my parents, he's here. I just saw him. He's why I'm here, why I've done all of this."
Dread filled Sarea's stomach, erasing her hunger. "Oh no," she whispered, her face crestfallen, "Please no."
Lucas sighed as he scooped some rice and chicken onto Sarea's plate, "I know, but like I said, this is a proposal, you can say no."
Sarea picked her plate up and stirred the food on it with her fork, "What's the proposal?"
Lucas took a large bite of masala and rice and chewed slowly before responding, "Bond with me, tonight -"
"No, no," Sarea interrupted, "Not that."
Lucas sighed and took another bite. He said, "I don't see a lot of other options here. Would you rather be dead than bonded to me?" Lucas eyed the camera, "Laugh, now, like I'm flirting with you."