After the party
Hollie got up early with time alone to think. Last night Roger made tender love to her, leaving her feeling like a princess rather than a slave. Perhaps not a princess, as she was wearing chains. The love making had been deeply satisfying, and dirty. She remembered screaming obscenities at one point, which were certainly not lady like.
She needed to stop playing at being a slave! She felt trapped in a vicious circle, which was tightening around her more effectively than the chains. The longer she remained this boys slave, the more she left moral decisions to him. Abandoning her morals meant she was free to behave like a slut. As a slut she needed to be his sex slave, and so it went on in ever decreasing circles.
With so many close calls, there had been enough warnings to stop this madness. Promising Roger to be his slave for life was going too far. It must end today!
"You're dressed, Cindy," Roger said in surprise. The modest dress didn't hide the slave collar, though her name tag was tucked in out of sight.
"Yes master," Hollie demurely answered. She dare not upset him for she needed the chains to be removed and a lift to the apartment. Being dependent upon him didn't help.
"Why?" he asked.
"I need a lift to my apartment," she quietly said.
"You said you needed to stay with me. You even promised to be my faithful slave," he calmly stated.
"I can't," she said; trembling like a leaf. She stood away from him, not daring to get close.
"What's the matter, Cindy?" he soothingly spoke.
"I keep getting into dangerous situations," she started to explain.
It wasn't right to say he got her into them. He was only eighteen, and she was twenty-six. She was a responsible teacher and an experienced woman. It wasn't his fault she was getting carried away on an appalling need to be humiliated.
"It's not your fault," she started again, and faltered.
It sounded like a familiar line, when breaking up with a boyfriend. This had been more intense and exciting than that kind of relationship. She had felt more alive than at any time in her whole life. It was too powerful to handle, otherwise she might have said it was enjoyable. It was sometimes, lots of the time.
"I'm afraid. Afraid of what's happening to me," she said, knowing the truth had been reached at last.
"I've been called Cindy so often I'm beginning to forget my name," she blustered, groping for an explanation.
"I'll look after you, Cindy. I can and I will. You will be my slave, with nothing to worry about, nothing at all," Roger said, while moving slowly toward her.
"Please don't touch me, I'll be lost if you do," she groaned.
He stopped right in front of her, allowing her to continue. "Tell me, tell me everything," he encouraged.
For a moment she hesitated. As though a gag had been removed the words came tumbling out. Not always in the right order, and even when they were, they didn't always make sense, though everything had an intense meaning.
As though completing a marathon she began running out of puff. She took a deep breath looking at Roger with a seriously worried look. She had told him everything, all her worries and fears. She felt pathetic, for it was her own fault for getting into this strange predicament.
"I've become an uncontrollable slut. I'm so easily aroused to the point of, well, you know what happens. I feel as though my whole life is out of control," she sighed, signalling an end of the outpouring. It was only then she realised they were sitting on the sofa together.
"I'll control you, and I'll master you, Cindy. You asked me to remember?" Roger reminded her.
"It's not right. Yes, I enjoyed some, a lot of what happened. It has been the most stimulating time of my life," she admitted, and took a deep breath. "You did the most wonderful things to me, I can't bring myself to describe," she solemnly stated. "I've got to go, or I'll never recover. Please, let me go, and wish me well. I don't want to sneak away while you're out," she moaned.
"I can't let you go! Anyway, there's no where for you to go now," he said, shrugging his shoulders. Roger closely looked at her face, seeing a growing determination. Without saying a word, he made up his mind. She must have seen it in his eyes, for she made to get up, and to at least put some space between them.
He grabbed the chains and collar. Pulled her over his knee and tightened the chains. She was wearing a full Sirik, something new. It took awhile, as she was struggling, and not playfully like last night.
"Please, let me go! I can't stay like this, please master. I'll visit you, honest, just let me have some time alone. I'm falling into being a real slave, I can't think straight with all these things you do to me," Hollie shouted.
"Keep still!" Roger said, and slapped her bottom.
"Let me go!" she yelled, while kicking at him. Her hands were tight together behind her back, so all she could do was ineffectively wave her legs around.
Eventually he had the chains tight about her body, pulling her limbs into a hog-tie position. They had played at it before, now it was for real. She was his prisoner.
"Please Roger, let me go!" Hollie complained. She couldn't get angry with him, nor could she be fearful, knowing him so well. This had been fun before, but now she needed to escape, before it was too late.
"Please master, if you love me you'll let me go. Just for a few days. I promise to come back to you. I'm afraid of what's happening to me. I've changed. I used to be a nice girl, now I'm a slut. I can't help it. I'm juicing all the time. Oh! Hell! I am now," she whined.
Roger put his hand between her legs and wiped her smooth engorged sex. He put his hand under nose, cupping her chin, preventing her from turning away.
"Smell your arousal, Cindy. Lick it from my hand," he ordered.