Zadia was on baby-sitting duty again. At least, that was how Trish thought of it. It was how she felt. She would rather have been left with Marek and Laura, but they apparently weren't in the compound right now - although Jordan said she'd be seeing them soon. The way he said it made her feel like he was keeping some kind of secret from her, but he said it like it was a surprise, so she hadn't pushed for a fuller answer.
Their... relationship, if she could call it that, wasn't like any other relationship on the Moon. The more she observed other relationships around the compound, though, the more she could see it was similar to some of those. Except that Jordan exerted a level of control over her that others didn't have try to. Not even Marek with Laura.
When she'd gathered the courage the question Zadia, the other woman had just snickered and said Jordan was bossier than anyone else in the compound. She also said Trish was the only one who had been able to put up with him, and pointed out a woman whose relationship with him had ended after she'd refused to let him pick her clothes out and called him several names publicaly. Trish kinda wished Zadia hadn't, mostly because the other woman - Asa - was a stunningly beautiful woman with dark brown hair, full lips, and Amazonian proportions. Like Lisa, Asa made Trish feel small and insecure. She'd twisted the skirt of the dress Jordan had picked out for her around her fingers until Zadia had noticed and made her stop.
Could it really be called "putting up with" his complete control over her when she didn't really have another option?
Well, she supposed she could have left.
Now she couldn't help but wonder what Jordan would do if she tried to buck against his control. Would that be the end of their relationship? Would he kick her out of the compound, send her back to the Moon? Or just spank her and do as he pleased anyway?
Was there really anything she COULD do to stop him?
Did she really want to?
Trish found comfort in the morning routine. She liked being pampered and bathed, having her hair brushed - and if there was something she really didn't want to wear, Jordan had always been willing to listen. Once or twice there had been a dress or skirt made out of fabric she'd found uncomfortable, he'd immediately gotten rid of those when she'd told him. On the other hand, when it came to colors she disliked, if he decided she was wearing pastel pink that day, then she ended up in pastel pink. Even if she preferred purple or green.
She peeked over at Asa again, who was flirting with a large soldier Trish didn't know. The man was practically salivating. And Jordan had gone from that to Trish?
Maybe her entire appeal really was just that she didn't fight him much on anything. Or that he could come down hard on her when she did. Glumly, she picked at her skirt again. Did Jordan really want her, or just any woman who would do as he said?
"Stop looking so down," Zadia said, nudging Trish with her elbow. "It's a beautiful day. Jordan's taking you to Rio tomorrow. There's no reason to be down. And if he sees you looking down, then I'm going to be the one in trouble." She said that last sentence teasingly, but there was a seriousness behind it too.
Trish sighed, trying to push a smile on her face.
"Oh good, now you just look like you're constipated."
Zadia's exasperated observation startled a laugh out of Trish. She wouldn't say she and Zadia were friends exactly, she found the other woman too intimidating to really be comfortable with her (not to mention Zadia wasn't entirely trustworthy, since she was under Jordan's command - Trish never knew how much of what she said and did Zadia would report back to him), but she was becoming used to the other woman's blunt humor and was no longer afraid of her.
"What was Jordan like when you first met him?" she asked, partly because she was curious and partly because she wanted to be able to think about something other than Jordan's other women and his relationship demands.
"Angry," Zadia said, leaning back on the bench they were sitting on, tilting her face back towards the sun. Her dark brown hair glinted with coppery highlights. "Mmm, more like enraged. Constantly getting into fights. Would have gotten himself killed if it hadn't been for who he was."
"Who he was?" Trish echoed, suddenly riveted. The way Zadia was talking, it was like she was saying things that were commonly known, referencing things she expected everyone to think about... but Trish didn't know.
Zadia opened her eyes and arched one brow at Trish. "The old Warlord's son? He didn't tell you?"
"No..." Trish blinked in shock. Jordan was the old Warlord's son? The one the Wolf had taken over from? The one the Wolf had killed - if she'd understood correctly.
"Ah." Zadia closed her eyes again, shrugging. "Well, he did hate the old bastard after the man kicked his mom out of the harem and to the streets when she became sick. The old man thought Jordan would stay by him, but he didn't. Tried to get her medicine on his own... apparently he ended up finding the Wolf, who had a connection, but by then it was too late. She died. He stayed with the Wolf. And I met him not long after that. He was still pissed as all hell, especially at the old Warlord, always picking fights with his men and doing things to disrupt the peace. I thought I was going to be the Wolf's right hand, just because Jordan couldn't control himself, but then Jordan seemed to realize the Wolf was his best chance at taking out his old man... and he got his shit together. Too bad." She grinned. "But I'll get his position now. I was really too young for it then anyway."
How come no one had told her this before?! How come Jordan hadn't?! Although, he had mentioned some things from his past... he'd told her about his mother... maybe he didn't tell her about his father because he didn't like to think about it. After all, he'd had a hand in the man's death, Trish was sure of it, even if the Wolf had done the actual deed.
"The harem?" Trish asked. She wanted to keep Zadia talking, to find out more while she could since Zadia was feeling so chatty. If Zadia told Jordan what they'd talked about today and he got pissed... this might be her only chance to find out.