When Trish woke up, she was alone. Thankfully.
A few more tears fell and then she saw the glass sitting at the bedside table, full of water, and reached out to grab it. Her throat was so dry, it felt like the great African desert. She drained the glass and then looked around the room.
There was nothing for her to do. She fell back, laying there and staring up at the ceiling. She didn't know how long she lay there before the door opened, but when it did, she jumped so high it felt like she was levitating for a moment. Jordan came in and stopped as the door slid shut behind him, staring at her.
Trish curled up into a ball, tucking her legs under the skirt of her dress.
"Good, you're awake," he said, studying her. She stared back at him, unsure of whether or not he required an answer. "We're going to go back to the Wolf's room."
Horror, humiliation, shame, fear... all of it slid through her in under a second. "Are... am I... is it going to be like that again?"
"No. Not for you," he said, his voice matter-of-fact and conversational. Trish blinked.
"Not for me?" She wasn't sure she understood."
"Not for you," he said firmly. "You're mine. Pet and Toy are his."
From this astounding statement, Trish gleaned several pieces of knowledge - Jordan definitely didn't personally care about Alex or Bella. He definitely did care about her in a way that he didn't care about them. And, for some reason, he'd decided to put an end to the public displays involving her.
The sudden urge to jump up and throw her arms around his neck in gratitude was somewhat understandable, but still horrifying. After all, he'd been the reason she'd been put in that position in the first place
On the other hand...
Trish remembered what he'd said when he realized he'd taken her virginity. He'd indicated he wouldn't have done that in public. Leaving open quite a few other things. Today, he'd been aroused by being part of the audience, and then by having an audience. He was both a voyeur and an exhibitionist. One whom had decided to forgo the latter, because it upset her.
Unless he was going to indulge in exhibitionism with someone else? Bella maybe?
Her reaction to that was even more upsetting because, instead of feeling pure relief, she actually felt a little disgruntled. Almost... jealous. Which she immediately wanted to deny, but she couldn't completely deny the fact that her feelings about that idea weren't 100% positive. And that was horrifying in and of itself.
Maybe she was just becoming numb to horrifying things. It felt like every other thing that happened to her seemed or felt horrifying, maybe it was just becoming standard and therefore less remarkable. Another horrifying thought. Ugh. She needed another word to describe things, but she couldn't think of anything that so well encompassed what she was feeling.
She looked up at Jordan, her lips pursed. He'd been standing there, waiting for her to work through her thoughts, a blank expression on his face. Seeing her focus on him, he held out his hand.
"Come on, baby girl."
Baby girl. Such a different name from Pet or Toy.
Knowing she didn't have a choice, Trish got up and took his hand. Tried not to feel comfort from the warm, strong grip and the knowledge that he'd decided to protect her from the worst of the Wolf's depredations. Looking her over, Jordan frowned.
"Let's change your clothes."
When she looked down, she only partially understood. Her dress was wrinkled from being slept in and there were a few, small, dry stains from his cum leaking out of her and onto the skirt. What she didn't really understand was why he cared.
But he did. Within minutes, he had redressed her in a dove grey dress, very loose on top and with a flowy skirt. Trish longed for pants.
"Why are there no pants in the wardrobe?" she asked. She didn't know why but she felt more comfortable asking him questions now. Maybe because he'd already answered a much more important one, and in her favor.
He didn't seem bothered by this question either. "Soldiers wear pants, even off duty. Civilian women wear skirts. It's the easiest way to identify them."
She bit her lip as he took her hand again, leading her towards the door.
"Why do civilian women need to be identified?"
"So we know they're not soldiers." His tone was blase, uncaring. He truly didn't seem to mind her asking questions, even if his answers were very short. And completely uninformative, in this case. Trish was getting the idea Jordan didn't do much talking unless someone was asking him questions. Even his small talk at the meals had mostly consisted of listening to others.
As they walked down the hall, she mulled his answer over in his mind. The skirt wasn't just a way of identifying a civilian woman, she had a feeling, it was a way of claiming them. Still, it might also serve several purposes. If the compound was attacked, the civilians would be immediately identifiable. Easily protected. She also supposed this was why no one had molested her, the way she'd seen Alex and Bella being casually groped by the soldiers. Her skirt was protection.