When I was 18 I got in a fight with my 20M cousin, Adam, over the phone after he said he loved me as a woman. When my parents found out about it, they called back to yell at him only to believe him when he called me a liar and that I must have misunderstood him. They told me to grow up and be more mature. A couple days later they showed me my plane ticket to see him. They told me I could make up with my family or move out. I picked the former.
The trip was set for 10 days. Fly there Friday morning and then Fly back on a Monday morning. Getting on the plane my stomach was in knots and my heart was fluttering in my chest. Subconsciously I knew something was going to be different about this trip.
When I got there, my cousin was overly happy. Telling me all sorts of things that had been going on in his life. He had joined a band after dropping out of highschool and they were still, as he said, "going strong". The first day was uneventful, although he was too happy.
The second day started fine, and then he asked if I wanted to see his band play. I said sure as I was afraid to make him angry (He was a lot taller and bigger than me. I was 5'10" at 140lbs. He was 6'4" and over 350lbs.). He takes me to the guest bedroom and to a desktop computer. He pulls up a video from YouTube. The band is terrible, it's literally just him and one other person.
I remember my parents always harping on me to be nice and if I have nothing nice to say then say nothing at all. So I told him they did well and that the drummer (his friend) was good at staying on beat. I wasn't looking at my cousin when I said this but I could suddenly feel his heat radiating behind me. I didn't know what to do so I kept looking forward. I was scared to turn around and see how close he was to me.
"I still love you" I can practically feel his breath brush against me. His body is radiating an insane amount of heat. How can a person be this hot.
"What was that?" I say in desperation, hoping beyond hope he would take it back and pretend he didn't say anything, "did you say something?" I immediately know I've made a mistake when I feel his hands on me. His left hand grabs my left shoulder while his right pulls my loose hair to the side exposing my neck. I start to stand but his large fingers dig into my clavicle. It sinks in how large he is. Making me feel tiny in comparison. I wanted him to fuck me. I wanted this man who was so much stronger than me to absolutely control and abuse me.
"I said I still love you" he has bent forward at this point and his nose is against my neck as he talks. I can feel his inhalation deepen, "you smell so sweet" my skin crawls but my pussy betrays me as it starts to tingle at his words. "Even though you denied me at first," he licks my neck to emphasize a point my misfiring brain can no longer follow, "but now your going to be mine." The buzzing in my head, creeping of my skin, throbbing of my pussy, and shaking of my heart becomes a cacophony in my mind. It's so loud I can't understand human language. I turn slightly to the right to look at him, forgetting how close he is to me.
His lips crash into mine. He has me pinned to the chair with his one hand. My teeth clench tight as I frantically and pathetically flail my arms against him trying to knock him off me. His right hand snatches a wrist and both his hands begin to squeeze slowly. Some part of me is screaming that how slowly he increases the pressure seems practiced. But an actual scream opens my clenched jaw when finally it feels like my wrist bones are grinding together and about to snap. The struggling, mixed with the pain and rough kiss has my pussy juice soaking into my panties.
His tongue eagerly plunges into my mouth. My stomach churns as my pussy tingles in delight. I'm so confused I don't even know how to respond anymore other than to struggle. But I never thought to bite the lips and tongue ravaging me.
He jerks my arm and shoulder to the right dragging me out of the chair. It clatters to the floor as we both fall over. My cousin is on top of me and begins to straddle my thighs. He quickly grabs my arms before I can respond to the sudden exit from the chair. My wrists are caught in his massive right hand and his left is gently caressing my face. His smile looks so full of love, desire, lust, and maybe a small amount of sadness. His hand and eyes trail down my body. He pulls my shirt and two bras up exposing my DDD breasts. They bounce around slightly after being released. His smile broadens and now he looks like a little kid on Christmas.
"Oh, what a good girl you are." He strokes the outsides of my breasts before lightly caressing the nipples. "Hiding such huge breasts must have be hard." My pussy seems to squeeze at the compliment. His hands trail down to my pants and he begins to unbutton and unzip them. I've finally found my voice at this point and I begin to beg while stuttering.
"A-adam! Please! Le-let me g-go!" I try to buck my hips but he is so heavy I barely move him at all, my top half only sways side to side slightly as I try to struggle from under his grasp. He has a smile that someone would give their child after they did something useless but silly. Knowing he likes that I'm struggling I fight harder. Then he begins to pull my pants and underwear down.
He does it slowly, watching my face as he slowly removes the clothing from my cunt. And at this point that's exactly what it was, a cunt. He finally looked away from my face and down at my exposed lower lips. It's so obvious how wet I've become since I keep myself hair free. My cunt exposed itself by slobbering so noticeably for a familial cock. Cousin smirked as he slowly placed his left index finger against my lower lips. He gently swipes up and down just barely letting the tip of his finger go between them. I'm still begging him to stop, but he isn't paying any attention to what I'm saying he is just staring at my cunt while he lightly plays with it all while keeping me pinned to the floor. He suddenly looks up at me "You're a virgin right?" He looks serious, overly so "I won't take someone's sloppy seconds."