I hate my living situation. I am stuck living with my ex as we bought a house together and after deciding to split up we can't find a buyer and neither of us can afford to buy the others share.
It has put my sex life on hold as can't really bring a guy back when Dan is in the next room. Best I've managed is a few quick fumbles in taxi on the way home after some works drinks, that just left me feeling just frustrated though.
I have started to build up a good collection of sex toys and they get a lot of use but I still have to be quiet as I know that he will be listening should I start to make any kind of happy sounds and I don't want to give him the satisfaction of listening to me masturbate.
A few nights ago I'd been out for a drink after work with some of the girls which had turned into many drinks and that resulted in me having a few too many. After a slight accident on the dancefloor where I wet myself I was just put in the taxi and sent home. It had been a good night with some grinding on the dance floor but nothing else, and my friends made sure I left alone.