I wasn't exactly a late bloomer, to tell you the truth. I was just very studious, being raised in a rather conservative Asian family. To say I was an overachiever would be the understatement of a lifetime. Being a straight-A student wasn't enough, I had to be the best in every class. So naturally by the time I reached my senior year in '69, I was the best of the best, class president, homecoming queen, you name it. Perhaps it was just senioritis kicking in, but I felt that I had earned myself some playtime at the end of my high school with only months left towards summer. After all, I also just turned 18 and thought that as an adult I should have some secrets from my overbearing parents.
Like most Asian girls, I've always been slim. However, don't be disappointed if I tell you that even in my youth I was not 5'10" built like a model with D-cups or with a face like Lucy Liu. Standing at only 5'4", my teenage legs were still slim and long compare to my body. To compliment my firm hips, my B-cup tits were more than a handful for any boy. However, most of my confidence then came from my face. Through my lifetime, many have complimented on my lovely eyes that curl downward into a frown whenever I put on a sweet smile. Yet despite it all, it was my reputation as one of the most popular girls in class that I was able to pick among any of the boys to be my boyfriend.
You probably think it was weird of me to have a boyfriend with only months left in school since we were all heading to college after summer. Well as I've said, I just wanted to have some fun. And you can't really have fun with a boy in '69 unless it was your boyfriend or the rumors would start running around. So I picked the captain of the basketball team, Josh. He was a sweet boy; tall, handsome, and very charming. Like most basketball players, his body was athletic yet slim, just the way I liked, or so I thought.
At the beginning we'd just fool around like any other teenagers, trying and experimenting. The more we did, the more I discovered just how hard it was to resist the sexual urges. It didn't take long before I let him pop my cherry. After that, we just fucked whenever we could, even in the school stairwell after hours during one of his practice breaks. However, most of the time we were over at his home and had the place to ourselves. His father didn't come home until around 6 pm and his mother not until almost close to 8. The more time I spent there, the more I got to know his whole family that eventually they insisted I call them by their first names, Jack and Nancy.
Now Jack, Josh's father, was very different than what I had expected. He was in his early 50s I believe, but yet built strong as an ox. Most of the time, he was wearing nothing but a skin tight t-shirt and jeans around the house. From what Josh had told me, he was some sort of blue collar laborer. Unlike Josh, who was well... a pretty boy, Jack was rough and scruff with stubbles all over his face like he never had a clean shave. When I first saw him, literally the only thought that went through my mind was, "ew."
However, he was a really sweet guy and often treated me like his own daughter. I admit, there were a couple of times I found myself ogling over his huge biceps when he was fixing the house or something. It was confusing to me how my body would flush at the sight of such a rugged old man. In hindsight, I could only say that much of what we value at first when we were young were just social constructs of what the society brainwashed us with on TV shows, movies, politics, etc... Growing up in southern CA, all the girls were looking for that pretty boy with the fancy car, slick hair, and that funny and sensitive persona. Well, that was why I picked Josh and for a while I thought that was what I wanted, until...
--- The Roughneck ---
One Friday evening as I was snuggling with Josh on the sofa watching TV in just my gym shorts and t-shirt, his father Jack came home with a pizza. Telling us that Nancy was on call at the hospital, yes she was a doctor, he was bored and wondered if he could join us. Josh teased him about being a 3rd wheel before negotiating for a couple of beers. Looking at us with a disapproving smile, Jack finally caved in and said we could share one can. I never had beer before, so I was eager to try it as I held the glass while Jack poured for us. It tasted bitter and to tell you the truth I didn't like it at that age.
As we watched the movie, it didn't take long before Josh just passed out next to me. It was the first time I was alone with Jack and the awkwardness soon set in. Though the movie we were watching was not really adult rated or anything, but at one point there was a PG-13 sex scene. Feeling a bit uncomfortable, I hugged my knees tightly as I sat there on the sofa with my boyfriend passed out next to me. That was when Jack looked over at me from his single seat to the left of the coffee table. His eyes moved up and down my body, sending a rush of blood through my veins. As I tried not to notice, he suddenly spoke, "You know, you're one sexy piece of meat. I can see why my son likes you."
Stunned at the boldness of this man, I was speechless for a few seconds before awkwardly replying back, "Um... thanks?"
"You know, I like to apologize," Jack continued much to my confusion.
Looking at him sizing me up like a hungry wolf, I bit my lips before asking, "For what?"
"Oh, for my son, of course," the father of my boyfriend continued, "You know I've seen you two together. Sometimes I came home early and well... Josh didn't close his door all the way."
Those words sent a chill down my spine as I squealed in embarrassment. Before I could respond, Jack immediately interrupted, "Oh oh oh, don't be embarrassed. Girl, with a body like that, you got nothing to be embarrassed about. If anything, I am the one who is embarrassed."
Still not sure what he was talking about, I inquired and he explained, "Well, I saw the way my boy handled you, that is no way to treat a woman. I mean, seriously does that get you going? He's all petting you, nibbling on you, like a little kitten. Come on..."
As I wrestled with the thought, still somewhat embarrassed and uncomfortable, I couldn't believe it when those words came out of me, "Um... well, how... uhh, I mean... what do you think girls like?"
Leaning over closer to me, he whispered in a low tone voice, "To be held down, roughed up, used and fucked like a piece of meat."