"Hello Alanna," Ms. Bliss said, sitting down gracefully next to the cage. Alanna nodded at her, smiling, but she didn't speak. Ms. Bliss smiled back understandingly. "I know we already had a talk before about whether or not you're happy here, I just need to reaffirm that. If you feel abused under the current circumstances or no longer wish to remain here, you may choose to go with me right now. You would be put into a group home and taught a trade to earn your upkeep. I will tell you honestly that it is not as nice a home as you have here, that you will be watched by the government for the remainder of your life, and that you will not receive as good of an education as your Master has been providing. It will also be nearly impossible to return here if you changed your mind. However, you will also have more freedom, there will be no corporal punishment, and you will still be cared for and many women have pleasant and happy lives under those circumstances. Do you understand everything that I'm saying?"
Alanna nodded, to indicate she understood, but her heart was beating madly in her chest. Her feet and bottom seemed to ache more than ever, and the bars of the cage she was in felt very close around her.
"Knowing your options, Alanna, do you want to stay here?"
Inside the cage, Alanna froze. Watching her, David's groaned and dug his nails into his arms. What was she going to say?
Did she want to leave her Master? Would it be better for him if she did? Alanna knew she had been a selfish slave. And not a very well behaved one. But Master cared for her. She nibbled on the bottom of her lip. Was it selfish to say yes?
"You look confused Alanna," Ms. Bliss said gently. "I'm going to ask a few questions to try and clarify your feelings before I ask you again for a decision. Is your hesitation because you don't know what you want?"
Alanna shook her head emphatically.
"So you do know what you want. Are you hesitating because you're afraid?"
Not really. So Alanna shook her head. She was a little afraid of not doing the right thing, but that wasn't really what Ms. Bliss was asking.
"Okay, now don't take this as a decision. Whatever you answer now, you can still make a different decision. Do you want to stay here?"
Immediately Alanna nodded her head. In the other room David felt the tight bands around his chest suddenly loosen and he realized that he'd been holding his breath. For awhile, it seemed like, as he gulped air back in.
Ms. Bliss looked thoughtful. "Yet you hesitated." She eyed her student speculatively. "Damn him. I understand why you're not allowed to talk but it would make this a lot easier."
The way Alanna both curled in on herself and glared told Ms. Bliss all she needed to know. In addition to being a teacher, Ms. Bliss was quite good at reading body language cues, she had to be in order to deal with the Repiban women who were so suppressed even when they were allowed to talk they rarely shared their true emotions. Alanna had immediately gotten defensive for her Master and yet looked anxious about him as well.
"Are you worried that your Master doesn't want you?"
Alanna looked down and nodded, tears pricking her eyes.
"I wouldn't worry about that dear," Ms. Bliss put her fingers through the bars of the cage, and Alanna gripped them gratefully. "He's doing everything he can to keep you, even if it may not always feel like it. Try to trust him." Alanna nodded again and squeezed her teacher's fingers before letting them go.
****
David banged his head on his desk.
This was so much more difficult than it should be. His heart raced and then cooled and then raced again. Somehow he had to get on top of this situation, make sure to keep Alanna's training on track - although she was already trying much harder than she had before - and yet make sure to keep her spirits up as well. He didn't want her depressed or broken. Or worried that he didn't want her.
It would have been just like her to tell Ms. Bliss that she wanted to leave because she thought it was what he wanted. She was the most compelling mix of submissive and feisty, caring and selfish, and he didn't want any woman other than her. Demagon women were too independent, Repiban women too submissive... Alanna was the only woman he'd ever met who managed to be both. Add that to her penchant for roughness and being punished and it was like she'd been made specifically for him.
Which was when he realized exactly how to bring her back to him.
*****
After Ms. Bliss left, Alanna tried to settle down and relax in her cage. It wasn't easy. Too many thoughts were running through her head. But at least she was thinking now. She was determined not to let her Master down. Ms. Bliss thought that he wanted to keep her, and Alanna didn't want him to change his mind. Or to regret that decision, if it was true. And if it wasn't then the best thing for her to do was prove to him what a good girl she could be and that she was disciplined. Of course, he sometimes seemed to enjoy some of her antics, but now that she'd thought over it, it was obvious that he only enjoyed the ones that happened privately between the two of them. Never in front of other people.
What on earth had she been thinking when she'd barged into his office?
Easy, she hadn't. Master had been absolutely correct when he'd said that she'd been acting more like an animal than a human. Looking around the bars of her cage, she'd never felt more like a human. Why did being treated like this mean that she was finally using her brain? Now that she was truly thinking, she was remembering all the little moments that Master had carved out for her. Realizing how tired and stressed he was the entire time. And instead of appreciating what she was getting, she'd taken it for granted and then tossed it aside in her quest for more.
Alanna was going to improve, starting with showing her Master that she COULD be disciplined and follow orders completely.
Laying on her back on the mat, Alanna pressed her feet halfway up the side of her cage to keep the pressure off of her buttocks and studied her toes as she started humming again.
*****
David didn't leave her in the library much longer after that. An hour after Ms. Bliss had left he came back in, hiding a smile as Alanna rolled back onto her hands and knees.
Opening the cage door, he stood to the side.
"Come out here Pussy."
Alanna crawled out and then immediately got into position, wanting to please her Master. The presentation of herself without his order sent a wave of affection over him. Unfortunately he had to hide his pleasure at her attitude.
"I am displeased, Pussy."