Welcome to my dark little corner of the universe, as with almost all the things I write, this story consists of many dark, non-consensual themes, a little DV, some violence/abuse, imprisonment, kidnapping, and occasionally even a little bit of torture. If any of this or my terrible grammar offends you, then this is not the story for you! Stop now! It's been a busy quarter, sorry for the delay, I cannot wait to start working on the next
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Arioch untied his mother while Dale and his boys waited outside, leaving the front door open, allowing a breeze of fresh air to roll in. Just as I was wondering if he was going to chain me again, he called Odin inside and made him sit by the front door.
"And in case you get a wild hair up your butt, Freya is walking around the perimeter until I return. Help her clean up, I'm going to make sure they actually leave, then I'll come back to fetch you." He turned to his mother, tossing a blanket from the back of the couch over her naked still form.
"Mother, if she tries to leave...kill her." I turned to Skye, she had finally wrapped the blanket around herself and was sitting down in the chair Ephraim had previously occupied.
"Of course, dear," she replied, then he was gone.
"Can I help?" She gave me a small smile.
"My robe, on the back of my bedroom door, could you fetch it for me please?" I nodded. Odin let out a low rumble as I walked past, but I kept my pace slow and as long as I didn't go near the door, he seemed content to continue doing such. I was nervous about what horrors I'd find in her room, so I didn't bother to turn on the light, but what happened to be shining in from the bay window was enough to illuminate the tragedy. From what I could see, it was mostly empty. There was no furniture besides a few trunks against the wall and a giant dog bed in the corner of the room. Was that where he made her sleep? I quickly grabbed her robe, shutting the door behind me before making my way to the table where I draped it over her shoulders.
"Would you like some water?" I offered.
Why are you helping her? She's the enemy!
I wanted to hate her as much as I hated her son, but whenever I looked at her all I felt was overwhelming pity and disgust; how was I supposed to hate someone I pitied?
"That would be lovely, thank you." By the time I returned with a glass she had her robe on with the sash tied. The robe was a dark red with golden vines covering the surface. She thanked me and took a few sips before setting it down on the table.
"I heard what happened last night...how are you feeling today?" I glared at her.
"I was branded like livestock, how do you
think
I'm feeling?" I demanded. God did it feel good to speak freely again. I hadn't realized how difficult it was to keep my mouth shut until my safety had begun to depend on it.
"You must understand, it's important they mark us, it protects us. The vines specifically represent our family. Other sects are different. Dale has a tree entwined with his, I've also seen one with antlers, a cross and even one with mistletoe."
"I don't want his protection!" I snapped in return. If his protection meant being passed around his family like a damn chip bowl, I didn't need it.
"Being chosen is hard, but when you are called upon by the Lord, you must answer. It is our sacred duty to take care of this family. You should feel honor in your role, you are very lucky to be chosen, my dear." The cool, calm anger returned with such ferocity my hands started tingling. I clasped them tightly together and rested them in my lap. The last thing I was feeling at that moment, was lucky.
"Did you even try?" I finally asked, no longer able to hold back.
"Excuse me?" While her eyes were a little glassy, my words seemed to snap her out of her post-coitus haze.
"You were free once, you got away and stayed away for a decade...tell me, how long before you just gave up?!" I expected her to respond with anger; rage was something I easily understood but she just looked me up and down and gave me a small, sad smile.
"I was a lot like you once. Stubborn, defiant, quite a bit mouthy too. I called all the women weak, told them they were nothing more than brainwashed idiots." She snorted in amusement, shaking her head at the memory.
"Submitting to Clyde became a lot easier after he sent Samson away...He knew I would never leave without him; I couldn't risk what would happen to him or take the chance of never seeing him again. When he was home for the summer I was kept in the basement and chained. The better I behaved, the more time I could spend with him. After a few years, it became easier, eventually, your heathen life will fade away and it won't hurt so much... It is very easy for you to sit there and judge me, you've barely even stepped foot into my shoes." I felt the anger leave like a balloon deflating in my chest as her words sank in. I couldn't even imagine how helpless she must have felt.
"I at least gave him ten years as a carefree boy. Coming back was never something I wanted for him, but I think his time out there at least helped soften up some of his rougher edges."
"Soft is not a word I would use to describe your son, like ever."
Maybe psychopath
. Her eyes narrowed at my comment.
"It can get confusing to tell the difference between the two sometimes, but if you get to know Samson, you will start to see. He's not like the others and he's not like Arioch."
"You said he has poisoned blood in his veins, what did you mean by that?" Her smile disappeared and she stood abruptly, shuffling her way into her kitchen, making herself suddenly busy. She started pulling out raw materials and mixing bowls. It was clear she didn't want to answer the question and just as I was about to give up on getting an answer, she spoke.
"Clyde wasn't Samson's biological father, but he was the only father Samson's ever known. Clyde's younger brother Christopher was the one who fathered him. Sometimes Clyde had to make long trips into town for supplies, Dale's business was a local operation back then, and he left his little brother in charge. At the time I thought anything was better than Georgie; I thought
he
was a mean son-of-a-bitch. I was instructed to obey Christopher as if he were my husband, not as if it mattered whether I was obedient or not." She seemed more at ease to talk as long she kept the rest of her focused on her task, she didn't use measuring cups or spoons, she didn't seem to need them. By the smell of the batter I knew right away it was pancakes.
"Who's Georgie?"