You could have been cautious, though perhaps you wouldn't have done a single thing differently.
For the first few days in college, you kept to yourself as you always had. Buried in your books as if raising your head would necessitate the need to interact with the world outside of them, a safe haven from the complications and discomfort that interactions can bring. It wasn't that you didn't occasionally look fondly at the relationships of others around you. It's just that the fear of the unknown wouldn't allow you to traverse outside the safe haven of your solitude.
'The shy girl,' that's how Julia first referenced you. Few terms could make you withdraw further than being directly labelled as shy, yet the more Julia spoke to you throughout your first week in college, the more that you realised this person, who you deemed 'the cool girl', wanted to befriend you. It took a little while to coax you out of your shell a little more, yet the prospect of not just making a friend, but befriending one of the most popular people in college, allowed you to feel more accepted.
Often in the past, you'd looked on, wanting to not just win people over but also be admired, yet too afraid of any imagined repercussions and confrontations to commit yourself and push past your fears of rejection. Yet here you were, the first couple of weeks of college and already friends with THE Julia.
You had known before when people's eyes were lingering on you. Since Julia befriended you, her remarks on how attractive you are helped you not only appreciate the gazes but also meet them head-on. While you weren't quite ready to actively hang around with Julia's clique, you couldn't deny that the thought of being amongst the popular group was enticing. Being around Julia had helped you realise that your interests and hobbies weren't a cause to be the outsider -- she shared many of the same likings. In fact, she admired your love of reading, writing and photography. For once, your pastimes weren't making you feel like an outsider.
When Julia finally invited you to her house, you felt like a different person compared to the timid girl who walked through the college doors. No longer were you an outsider looking in.
You feel so foolish now, yet at the time, it seemed so normal. Julia clearly was very interested in your photography and looked fondly at your self-portrait shots. You weren't quite certain exactly how much she enjoyed some of the more risque shots, the ones that helped the most when you needed to build your confidence more in the past, but you found out soon enough. One, in particular, stood out to her, your chest sensuously pushing against your white bra while your lower half was bare, your legs angled to conceal your intimacy as if daring the viewer to glance closer, to will them open. When she suggested trying her hand at taking some photos, having you restrained to do so, you suspected she had some rather more erotic intentions. Though the only reasons you went along with it -- with her restraining your wrists and ankles to the bed frame -- was suspecting how good the images would turn out and also being a little aroused by the thought of her being into you in ways you hadn't previously suspected.
"Let's make sure these look really authentic," she says before pulling your lingerie up tightly.
You gasp in surprise as she ensures that your delicate mound is perfectly outlined against the tightly pulled-up material. After a couple of photos, with you doing your best to look alluringly into the camera, she abandons all pretence and begins caressing your body.
"I think if I work you up a little more, the pictures will turn out even better, right?"
You do not even attempt to hide your delight; not only were you befriended by someone you admire, but now that person was also attracted to you. Sighing in pleasure, you didn't care at all that Julia tightened the restraints while teasing you with her fingertips. This was a little fantasy come true.
For quite some time, Julia worked you up, taking care to avoid touching your nipples and pussy directly, but getting close enough while touching everywhere else to ensure you were frothing with need. It felt like an hour had passed, yet still, no matter how much you had been begging, she wouldn't give you the attention you truly craved. Once you felt like you were finally at your wits end and about to scream out, Julia stopped and walked over to her computer.
"I think you'll be the perfect star,"
Suddenly, you realise the amount of messages constantly popping up on her monitor.
"Let me introduce you to my anonymous audience. You are our new guest."
Julia then explains how her streaming cam show has been a huge source of income, though bringing you into the picture will raise the bar even higher.
"You're our new star. You can try and hide it and pretend, but I see how you've looked at me before. You've never been with another girl, but I can tell how much you want it. The viewers are going to send suggestions, and I'm going to act them out on you."
When you ask about who is watching, she moves back over to you and whispers, "Well, not only are you about to become a star, but everybody in the University will know you and how much of a kinky play doll you are. They are going to love seeing me do all sorts of things to your gorgeous body. After all, that's why you were posing for me, right? Now you'll be posing for all of them."