He'd been fucking me like this for around thirty minutes now.
My mind was horribly broken. I'm not sure any psychiatrist could ever hope to repair it. It was panic, I told myself with what little brain cells I had that were still functioning. All the other ones were acting as accomplices with my attacker. I was terrified. Miserable. That's why I was so upset. It had to be!
And yet, as much as I tried to believe that to be the reason my rationality was mostly dissolved, the primal part of my mind was screaming at me for denying myself pleasure for so long. It was true- I haven't been getting any action for months lately, due to how busy life became. But the strangest thing was, it was as if the man knew about it.
Was he a stalker?
By now, his powerful shoulders were covered in bite marks and drool, though it didn't faze him at all. In fact, anytime he made a move that made me wetter from either hole, he amplified it. A small part of me was wondering how I hadn't become dehydrated by now. Perhaps the headache would arrive after the ordeal. I dreaded it.
Suddenly, he let out a long breath, then set me down. I couldn't actually stand due to being ravaged with my legs open at a constant angle, and slid down to the floor. It was unpleasant to have my bare ass cheeks hit the sidewalk, but that was the least of my concerns right now.
"Railing a small thing like you is easy," he huffed, leaning against the wall. "But I'm not a machine."
This whole time I was lost inside my head, I hadn't even considered he was exhausting himself inside of me. I hated the fact that deep down, I was disappointed. Bitterly so, in fact.
He crouched down in front of me, noting the glassy look in my eyes. "The lights aren't on upstairs, are they?"
I gained my composure and stared daggers at him.
"Looks like the power came back," he quipped, before pushing me backwards and yanking off my jacket. Then, he lifted my blouse all the way up to my neckline before removing it from my body entirely.
"Let.. go!" I weakly commanded, not expecting him to listen. "I-"
My words were instantly cut off by the sound of a mix between a wail and a moan as he leaned forward to swoop up one of my nipples in his mouth. I was too displaced from my own mind to realize the sound was coming from me. The entire fuck session, I forgot how sensitive my breasts became when I was aroused. Without even registering it, I arched my back to offer him more to suckle. He had a barely noticeable grin on his face as he lashed his tongue all across my hard nub, just before popping off with a full blown smirk.
"I think, mentally, you're the one letting go," he pointed out. "I went for a lick and you wanted me to swallow your whole tit."
My face burned from embarrassment. "No. I was trying to- to get away. By pushing you off."
"If you really weren't enjoying this, why is half of my cock not the color I was born with? You're quite the painter."
I hung my head in shame.
"I hate myself," I muttered.
"You shouldn't," he stated. "But you've been denying yourself. That is a form of self hatred."
"How would you know what I do on my free time?" I snapped, my head now turned up to face him. "Have you been watching me?"
"I don't have to. The way your body reacts to me says it all."
To prove a point, he leaned down to suck my other tit, making humming noises that drove me crazy. He also tried to inhale most of it, which we both knew was impossible due to the larger size of my rack. Still, the D in my bra size might as well have stood for Determination, with the way he was giving almost half of my boob an oral exam. I tried to fight off my reflexes, but once again, my back muscles insisted I thrust forward to fill his mouth with soft flesh. I needed to be away from this evil monster, but I also needed him to tease my nipples until I cried.
The tears in my eyes caused by the intensity of my arousal showed him just how much he was scrambling my brains.
"Yiuh mjgdd a pusdhgs," he mumbled, his mouth still enveloping my breast.
Despite his manipulations, I found it in me to give him a quizzical look before once more looking like a druggie on a high.
He pulled off my nipple after a quick bite that made me squeak. "I said, you made a puddle."
I looked down to find that I was, unfortunately, ridiculously wet.
I couldn't help but make the most obscene sounds as he laid me flat across the pavement and sucked my tits in rotation, utterly lost in bliss. Fate was cruel to me and allowed my arms to wrap around his head without my permission as he flayed my nipples with his unreasonably long tongue. One of my hands was even tousling his thick, fluffy hair. Every time he abandoned one breast to nurse on the other, my body reacted as if it was the first time every time, with heightened sensitivity. I don't know how the hell he did it, but that mouth was working witchcraft.
The way he caressed my unwilling but cockdrunken body all the while was another demon altogether. It felt like being touched by lightning when he dragged his fingertips across my forearms, stomach, and thighs, with the occasional tap on my clit. At any point, if I wriggled too fiercely beneath his grip from rabid desire, he'd slap my hot, soaked pussy, and rub my juices across my ass cheeks. Every hit induced a fresh set of lustful tears streaming down my face, and it took all the effort in the world to not beg for more. My clit was burning with passion, and I knew that the puddle I created was a lake now. If he dared to leave both of my swelling mounds unsucked for too long, I'd let out a desperate noise, like a dog being denied a favorite treat. And the man would pinch my clit before indulging me, choosing a nipple to attack a just few seconds later. It really sickened me to feel like he belonged there on top of me.
The stupid part of my mind was starting to become possessive.
"Sit up," he ordered, out of the blue.
I looked up at him in surprise, noting that both of my breasts were comfortingly warm with his saliva. But if he stopped now, the air from the outside world I'd nearly forgotten about would make them unbearably cold. Anything besides the touch of his overpowering body was too cold, really. He had somehow reprogrammed my brain to desire him, and him alone.
Ridiculous!