***** Friday August 6, Jesus spends the day on the sofa
"Put on something silk. Get some takeout menus and come join me in the living room."
She took out her brushes, painted her face with powder, did her eyes and lips. When she got down he was sitting on the couch naked, his legs played wide. There was a LEGO ninja cartoon on the TV. "You look beautiful Mrs O'Hare." And she did. Her hair was glossy and pulled back, tied in place with a salmon ribbon. She wore a black slip that covered her breasts with intricate lace and hung to the tops of her full white thighs. She wore no heels and her flat naked feet made her stance girlish, a contrast to her womanly body with it's abundant jiggly flesh. On her neck hung the silver chain with crucified Jesus hiding between her breasts, and the dog collar, leather and crude compared to her and everything else she wore.
"Shut all the curtains and get that round carpet" He pointed at the sitting room, his other hand grasped his penis and flopped it around "I'm going to spend the day here eating food I have not had in six years and getting my cock sucked."
A charge shot through her, nervous and claustrophobic, leaving her breasts achey and a panicky quickness to her breathing. She concealed it, and was pleased. She put take out menus on the side table, scurried around, closing curtains, pulled the carpet under his feet and finally sat next to him on the sofa, composed.
"She's barely holding it together," he thought. He could see her lip quivering against her will, and the pink hue in her cheeks. He pointed at the carpet, "Down bitch."
Again the shock through her body. She smoothed the silk slip down with her hands, her eyes shifted to his sex organs. "I can't do this. Look at him, a Mexican boy with long unkempt hair, half my size, playing with his limp tally-whacker in my living room. But Alan..."
A surge of resentment went through her. "Me on my knees. It's all about making me grovel." But she felt the other thing too; the submissive instinct a woman carries around secretly, like a make-up kit in her purse. When humans first clubbed each other over the head, women found themselves standing over their husband, his head opened like a coconut, brains in gory bits over the high grass and strange men around her, covered in blood, full of the lust for killing. Afraid for their lives, and their children, women find a language of posture and high pitched pleading, groveling in erotic submission, begging for the bloody men now looming over them to spend their aggression in rape, instead of butchery. The first move in the choreography is lower your gaze and kneel. Reluctantly she slid off the couch and knelt between his legs. His cock stiffened.
The new captive looks around for the assailant's woman, always a few yards behind. She will scream for him to crack her skull, exult in her pain during the rape, then after the triumphant husband has shot his load, the wife will mutilate the helpless captive, scar her face so the men will always prefer their wives over chattel. Jesus has no woman, a lucky break for Mrs O'Hare. So on her knees and eyes down she moves to the next step, which is to slide off her clothes so the man can kneel behind her, her ass up in the air, and together they make a bargain in the flesh, he takes her fertility and she lives. Madeline wore a silk slip, more naked than naked, so there was no need to undress, and Jesus didn't want her to raise her ass to him; he wanted her to suck. He script-blocked her. Still, sucking was a language of begging; the desire to please was rising in her body. She smelled his groin, salivated. She understood the carpet now, she would be her knees all day. Her head bowed, her face concealed by dark glossy hair falling over her eyes, pink ribbon wiggling on top.
He stroked her hair with his hand, fingered the ribbon, gentle. Then he slid his fingers over the silk lace on her bosom, down lower, pushing the silk against her tummy. He cupped her pubic mound with his fingers and pinched her a little. She's got no panties on. He thought. "She needs to be mounted bad. Wants her place cemented. You have to wait Mrs O; you earn that."
Still bowed she murmured "Should I wag my tail like a good bitch?"