They'd fallen asleep in each other's arms last night.
They talked and giggled, he pulled her close, and light kisses turned to deep, sensual kissing and gentle play. It was hard for her to put into words what it was that was that she found so attractive about him. His body was tall, strong and athletic -- exactly her 'type', but it was his mind.
He was sharp and smart, sometimes annoyingly so, but he knew exactly when to pivot -- when to just listen to her and hold her, and amazingly, he could somehow make her laugh when she was angry. She hated him for it in the moment, but as the anger instantly dissipated, she could let go of it and the tension would just flood out of her. She'd never had that with someone before. To make things worse (actually better) the way he touched her, it was like he knew exactly where her pleasure was, how to delay it, extend it, how to control it. It was all quite new to her.
His hand moved between her legs, with slow, deliberate motions that made her twist and buck against his palm. He hooked a leg inside her thigh, forcing her legs open, leaving her exposed. As his fingers sped up, he felt her whole body tighten, and suddenly his pace slowed to a deep, heavy grinding motion, pressing down on the source of her pleasure. Her back arched, she moaned loudly, and he locked his body, holding her in place until her breathing calmed.
They chatted and kissed, and as she climbed out of bed, she slipped on a little cotton top and popped to the bathroom. He always thought that was funny - 'Donald Ducking' he called it -- a top but no bottoms, an outfit that had modesty in all the wrong areas.
He lay there naked, smiling, content. She climbed under the covers putting one leg over his two and placed her head on his chest, dragging her fingers through the soft dark hair, inhaling his smell in long, deep breaths, and drifted off to the steady rhythm of his chest as it rose and fell.
The little retro digital alarm clock on the bedside cabinet blinked [04:23].
She stirred.
She was on her side, and he moved gently behind her, one arm around her belly. The big spoon. He was in that perfect position -- a warm embrace, their bodies aligned, but he kept moving -- something wasn't quite right. She half opened her eyes, but the room was still dark. In the fog of being half asleep, she felt him press lightly forward and roll her over onto her stomach. It was single fluid movement, which felt like it was happening in slow motion - and yet somehow her reactions were slower still.
Lying face down, she jolted suddenly awake, her eyes opening wide, searching for a shape or detail to orient herself in the darkness as she felt his palm spread over her hair, his entire hand covering the back of her head, pinning her down hard against the bed.
Fuck. She knew what this was.
He liked this game. She liked it too. Truth be told she LOVED this game, but it was precisely because it scared the fuck out of her -- it always came from out of nowhere, arrived uninvited, derailed whatever plans she had -- even if they were as simple as a peaceful night's sleep.
Her heart thumped, breath left her and darted back in, short and quick. It was like some sort of delectable panic attack. She could feel the white cotton sheet pressed hard against the side of her face and suddenly his whole weight was on her. She felt him aligning, hips on hips, chest on back -- he matched her, but was larger, stronger, heavier in every place.
She breathed in hard. It may have been a pillow or the duvet obstructing her mouth - it could simply have been the weight of a fully-grown man pressing down on her back that made it hard to get enough air in her lungs. She fought for every breath and twisted beneath him, trying to offset his weight, trying to find an opening to slide out.
She gathered her arms underneath herself and he moved instantly -- as if he'd been waiting for her to try. His elbows dug down into the mattress either side of her, pinning her arms into her sides, locking her in a weak position.
She froze, held her breath - he was going to talk, he was going to say something terrible.
Her every instinct wanted to be strong and oppose him, but the more she relaxed, the more he did. She allowed her frame to go limp and accept the weight, submit to the control. His elbows began to take some of his weight and his chest lifted slightly.
She inhaled long and slow. It had happened so quickly -- in such a rush of sensation, but now she was aware of him pressed up against her. He was hard. As hard as he could get. It was solid - like a pipe pressing into the soft flesh of her ass cheeks. She knew when he got like this, he would get so excited - he had even told her once that 'his cock would strain so hard that it was actually uncomfortable. It needed relief, release.'
She loved the idea that he was so totally aroused by her. Also, fuck him.
He whispered in her ear:
'We have a new game tonight. I want you to get up. I really do. I want you to try really hard.'
The words bit into her -- they just made it worse. She knew it was hopeless. Pointless. He was too big, too heavy, and strong too. And he knew exactly how to shift his weight, how to manipulate her into positions where her muscles couldn't align, where she could never get any momentum up. 'I want you to use these pathetic little girly arms of yours to push yourself up off the mattress. I want you to try and fight me. To escape. I know you'll never fucking do it, but I love feeling you try.'
It sounded like something a shark would say just before it ate you whole. Pointless and cruel, maybe it gave you a little hope, or perhaps it just made it obvious exactly how fucked you were and gave you a few seconds for that to sink in before the inevitable.
As if fear makes you taste better.
He pressed her head down into the bed again and lifted up his body -- she felt his other hand move down, taking his cock -- thick, fat, and hard, and pressing it against her from behind. Christ. She was so wet already, her body just surrendered to him.
His stiff cock sank straight into her. Rigid, unyielding, it pressed up and inside in a single stroke and with it came that feeling -- that feeling of something a bit too big squeezing into a space that was a bit too small, a delicious pressure that seemed to exert, to press outward in all directions at once - and with it, came the weight of his body again. He covered her, but now he was inside her. His middle tightened, and his hips tilted upwards -- he was braced, unrelenting -- his entire body committed in the act of pushing in. Deep. Deeper. THERE.
The tip of his cock pressed on that spot all the way up inside her. Fuck -- somehow in that exact second it hurt - and yet it was the most delicious thing she could feel. Her eyes rolled upwards as they closed. She breathed out a long, anguished 'haaaaaaa.'
Suddenly the feeling disappeared, and there was just the tip inside. She inhaled sharply as his closed fist pulled her hair back hard, her head raising up off the cotton bed sheet.
The calm, controlled way he spoke, in contrast to the tight grip holding her hair, only emphasised the undercurrent of threat: 'You're in trouble now, little bird. I'm going to slam this up inside you so fucking deep and hard it's going to make you cry. If you can get me off you, then I'll be nice to you again. If you can't, then you're going to take what you're given -- understand?'
She breathed in hard and blurted out a YES. If she'd been meek or unsure in replying, he'd have pulled her hair more or smacked her. She knew better.
His other hand snaked up the front of her, his palm spreading across her throat, his fingers wrapping around. 'Oh, and the harder you push, the harder I squeeeeze' he snarled the word and his fingers closed a little, pressing the soft flesh of her neck.