Chapter 4: Are You A Slave?
Marcie's drive back from her parents place was very different than her drive out there. When she drove out there, her heart was filled with dread and desperation, but after her talk with her father, her heart was now filled with hope and serenity.
It wasn't that her father solved her problems for her. He just gave her reason to believe they could be solved. She no longer felt defined by β thus burdened by β what she had done. It allowed her to believe that she wasn't stuck in a cycle where she needed to drown out the things she had done, and in turn, creat new things to be ashamed of that her sense of desperation created.
She now needed to take stock of her life, so that she could reject the things that weren't working, and build on the things that were. It's not like she couldn't have done this before she had talked to her father. She had known for some time how ridiculous it was to believe that having sex with her sorority sisters was going to help her keep her urges under control. At first it seemed kind of obvious that it should work. After all, if you do something enough you'll grow bored with it; that wasn't working with sex. The more she did it, the more she wanted it.
Even though she knew that eliminating sex from her life would solve her problem, throwing it all out was not an option because of Beth. What she thought was odd, was she was sure that her father thought her problem was with a boyfriend, yet even though he was wrong, her problem was still the same. Just as a girl would have a hard time putting the 'genie back in the bottle' after having sex with her boyfriend, she had the same situation with Beth. She couldn't tell her no more sex if she wanted to keep her as a friend.
Not only did she have to deal with Beth's demands, she also had to deal with how horny she was after Sandra was through with her sessions. She had to admit that Sandra's methods were effective in teaching math, but as long as she was taking instruction from her, she was going to have her fire stoked red-hot by her, which required release afterwards; this was another reason she had to continue with Beth.
Her sessions with Sandra were probably the most conflicting thing she dealt with because of her reactions to the spankings. After several months of them, she was always quite beside herself from the moment she laid across the arm of the couch and received those warm-up spanks. They lit her fire like nothing else she encountered in her life, and she despised herself for it. Being turned on by being spanked just seemed so wrong that she felt she must do something to control them.
She was thwarted at every attempt she made, because she kept encountering evidence that other girls like to be spanked too. She didn't know how that could be possible, but it was true. Not only did Beth say she was spanking Samantha that fateful night, but it was clear Jessica was turned on by what happened to her also. Nonetheless, just because others were as excited by it as she was, was no excuse for her to like it too, and somehow she was going to find some way of mastering that desire.
Initially she made great strides in getting her sexual desires under control. She completely stopped seducing her sorority sisters, and she had gotten back into masturbating more often, which helped a lot with the post-Sandra sessions. Within a couple of weeks after her talk with her father, she had actually gotten to the point where she felt she could confront Beth, and start talking to her about turning their relationship into a non-sexual one. Then something happened that completely tripped her up. It was the release of the video from the king of the Spartan Kingdom.
A week after the news report that Marcie saw about a man killing police officers who were trying to take custody of his son, a video appeared on YouTube. It didn't last long there because of the sex and violence in it, but it didn't need to be. It was soon posted to sites like YouPorn, and many others. In a matter of days, it had gone completely viral.
Some people had stripped the tedious and boring speech that was at the front of it, so that the sex part could download faster and be sent around easier, but the sex part made no sense on its own, and created a demand by many to see the whole thing. What really got it moving around the Internet was all of the condemnations that were made of it. Many people on the left and the right were condemning it, which got everyone in the middle curious to see what would get both these groups to agree on something.
With less than two weeks left in the school year, Beth burst into Marcie's room saying excitedly, "I've finally got that Spartan Kingdom video!"
"You have?" replied Marcie. She had been very curious to see what all of the fuss was about, particularly now that they appeared to be carrying out the threats mentioned in it.
"Yep," confirmed Beth. "The first part is like they say it is. Some right-winged nut is yammering on and on about how this country is not this country anymore, and how he plans to punish Christians for it. But the second part is absolutely delicious!"
Marcie was sitting at her desk cramming for exams, and Beth plopped down on the bed. "I can't believe this whack-job in the front of it. He's a conservative who blames Christians for the decline of this country. Can you believe that? Boy is he confused."
Beth popped back up, "Come on up to my room. I have it on my computer."
Marcie followed her out of her room, and up to the president's suite. As they approached her iMac, Beth said, "The ending has a real sick twist, too!"
Marcie was looking over her shoulder as Beth sat at the desk and clicked on a video file that was on her desktop. When the media player launched, a face appeared that mesmerized her. The face froze for a second while the computer was loading in the file, which gave her a chance to take in its features. The face was that of a man that was mature without appearing old in any way. The only hint of age came from the dusting of grey along the sides of neatly trimmed black hair. The face looked wise, but not solemn, and even had a wry smirk to it.
Then all too soon for Marcie, the face on the display started talking, "My name is Gabriel Alexander, and I am the king of the Spartan Kingdom." Marcie was enthralled by the voice. It was smooth and firm without an apparent accent. "I've made this video to ask you a simple question. Are you a slave?"
Marcie thought his question was oddly prescient, considering her situation, then he continued, "Now I know why many of you are watching this video, so feel free to fast forward to the part you came forβ¦"
"Don't mind if I do," Beth said. She then proceeded to grab the slide bar and move quickly through his speech.
"Hey! Wait a second!" Marcie exclaimed. "I want to hear what he has to say." She said this as she slid in along side Beth on her chair.
"If you insist," Beth replied petulantly. "Don't blame me if you get bored silly."