Ch. 05: A Lesson Taught, A Lesson Learned
Well, I tried. I made the best escape attempt I could; it wasn't my fault that the cop I thought was rescuing me was really in cahoots with the slavers and used me in the back of his squad car, just to make sure I got the message.
I'm going to be getting a lot of messages, I have a feeling, now that I've been recaptured and returned. I've been put in a cell, my chained wrists suspended from a ceiling hook and my ankles shackled to bolts in the floor, and I'm waiting to see how I'm going to be punished for my transgression. I don't have long to wait.
After a couple of hours, two slave captains, neither of them Master Marco, enter my cell without saying a word. One of them tightens the wheel device that puts tension on my body, so now I'm stretched out as far as they can get me, standing on tiptoe. Then the other blindfolds me. I wait an agonizing few minutes for something to happen. Then they start to methodically whip me, front and back, taking turns. The lash they're using has wide, soft, flat leather blades, so as not to cut or mark my skin—mustn't damage the merchandise—but it hurts like hell, the way they wield it. I never know where the next slash is coming from, or landing on: they strike my breasts, my ass, my pussy, my thighs, pretty much all of me below the neck and above the ankles.
The pain is allowed to fade slightly before another blow lands on me, and pretty soon I'm floating in a state between exquisite agony and exquisite euphoria. After a while, they take me down and chain me spread-eagled on my back on the bed in my cell. One of them shoves a vibrator into my pussy and a plug up my ass, gags me and hooks up electric clamps to my nipples and my clit. Nothing happens for a while, then the clamps and vibrator kick in, and I arch on the bed, screaming behind the gag. I'm still blindfolded, and before they leave me there, the trainers put silicone plugs in my ears: so basically I'm without sensory input, nothing to focus on except the random sensations being inflicted on my nipples and clit and cunt and ass. I'm sore and aching from the whipping, and the shocks are painful enough to make me scream and tremble, but I also still have that warm glowing feeling where my skin was struck.
It's a lesson, of course. I'm being taught that I'm nothing but fuckmeat, that I must be punished for running away. But they're not trying to get me to respond, they're trying to break me. And they're going to succeed. They've been doing this sort of thing for decades here, capturing girls and turning them into salable slaves. Some of them, like me, rebel and try to escape. But the funny thing is, I tried to escape because it was something I felt I should do when I had the chance, not necessarily something I wanted to do.
I have no idea how long I'm left like this, but when a trainer comes in again I'm limp and unresistant and exhausted. He pulls the vibrator out of my pussy and immediately shoves his cock into me; again, it's the only thing I can focus on. Even the irregular jolts of electricity still shocking my nipples can't distract me from the sensation of his huge cock pushing into me. I just lie there unmoving: I'm too exhausted and also the restraints stretch my body out so that I can't move. This seems to be what's intended: I try to concentrate merely on breathing, and I am incredibly aware of his cock slamming my pussy. He can do whatever he wants with me: but he comes quickly, with no concern for my response, just rapes me silently and efficiently, to satisfy himself, and pulls out.
Over the next days, I have no idea of time. I'm regularly beaten, chained, even locked in a cramped metal box like a dog's kennel, where I can't stretch out and am kept in the dark. I find that this kennel terrifies me more than even being whipped or shocked with electrodes, and I'll do anything I'm told to avoid being locked in it. Gradually, though, I begin to stop fighting my captors; the metal box is changed for a small recess in the stone wall of the cell area, with a metal grate over the front like the bars on a cage. It's a little bigger than the feared box: I can sit up or lie down with my knees drawn up, and I'm grateful for the extra comfort, if you can call it that.
I'm also starved for at least a day or two, allowed only water, then I'm fed only porridge that I have to lap up from a dish on the floor. I'm so hungry by the time the porridge comes along that I don't protest, not even inwardly. I'm not allowed to be on my feet: I'm always either on the bed or other piece of apparatus, or on my hands and knees, ordered to move around on all fours like a dog; any other tidbit of food I'm given, I have to eat straight from a trainer's hand.
Before I'm fed, I'm always used hard, so that I begin to associate being fed with being fucked, all to make me as dependent on masters as they can make me. I'm still being beaten, at random intervals; sometimes with the whip I know so well, sometimes with a riding crop across my back and thighs, once or twice with a thick leather belt that snapped on my ass and stung like hell. And I find myself trying to please, eagerly; I'm being trained like an animal, with treats and punishments. And it's working.
I'm fucked continually, of course, by trainers, male slave trainees and even, occasionally, a favored client who's allowed to contribute to my lessons. None of them are gentle with me, and that's the point: to demonstrate that I have no choice but to submit. Sometimes I'm taken to another room and bent over a wooden sawhorse-type frame, padded with leather, where I'm used by one man after another. They come up behind me, shove their dicks into my cunt or my ass and drill me until I scream. Other times I'm fastened on my back to an X-shaped frame, also padded; the X shape allows me to be used by two or three men at once.
When I'm not actually being fucked, I always have something stuck up my cunt or my ass, or both: a vibrator, a dildo, a butt plug. I'm also wearing a set of chains that hook to my steel collar, then divide, one to each wrist and a single chain that runs to my feet and hooks to both ankles.
I've been used dozens of times since being recaptured: my cunt and ass and mouth respond now to the slightest touch, even the sound of a man's voice is enough to get me instantly wet. If I'm standing and I hear a man's voice, whether he's addressing me or not, I drop to my knees like a conditioned reflex. I've been broken completely. I'm a blank slate: not yet a slave, but no longer an independently thinking person. I wait to be commanded, and I respond instantly and as perfectly as I can. I'm being taught perfect obedience, which is what the trainers have told me all along would be my greatest test and greatest pleasure. I follow commands automatically, I don't even think about obeying; I just do it.
As I've been gradually broken, the multiples increase, until I'm being used by many men at a time: in my cunt, my ass, my mouth, between my breasts, with a cock in each hand. It's all part of breaking me, forcing my will out of me, so that all I have left is the burning desire to please. And it's effective: I feel myself more a slave every day, every hour, every time I'm used, feel my will slipping away into a well-trained obedience. I'm a fucktoy for men to do with as they please, nothing but a dedicated piece of prime fuckmeat; I had been told that since the night I was brought here, but now it sounds real and true. My body is no longer my own, it belongs to men who want to use it.
Then all of a sudden, I'm not being used at all. I'm chained to the bed on my back, legs wide apart, collar and wrists hooked to the head of the bed. But no one uses me; I don't even see a man, and I writhe on the bed, moaning with desire. I can't believe how desperately I want to be fucked; then I realize this is part of the punishment and training both. I'm being taught how much I now need to have a cock in me, and how this is entirely arbitrary, at the pleasure of men, to use me or not use me as they choose. Being fucked is not my right; it's the right of men to fuck me, and my duty to serve them.
The next day I'm allowed to stand on my feet for the first time in it seems like forever, but is probably only a couple of weeks. I've been showered and groomed, and I look at myself in the wall-length mirror just beyond the bars of my cage: naked as usual, my perfect, creamy skin gleaming in the soft light; my hair, clean and shiny, hangs to my waist in rippling red-blonde waves. I don't need or use makeup, but my eyes have been expertly enhanced by the resident beautician, with shadow, liner and mascara, and pale peach lipstick to make my lips look full and wet.
I'm wearing all my slave things: steel collar around my neck, matching shackles on wrists and ankles. My pierced nipples and clit and pussy lips are enhanced by the gleaming steel that transfixes my flesh, and the ring in my nose is connected by a fine, strong chain to the chain that links my nipples. And to complete the picture of slavery, the brand on my left thigh stands out against my pale, smooth skin. I'm satisfied to look at myself, even proud: that girl in the mirror is no longer the girl that was a student and a dancer and all the rest. She's a slave, and she knows it, and she loves it.
Master Marco comes in; I haven't seen him since the day I was recaptured, and of course I go instantly to my knees. He gives me the command "Down!", and I bend over, forehead touching the floor, breasts just brushing it, ass in the air and back arched, in full prostration. He sits in the chair and watches me for a while, but I do not speak or dare to break position, not without a further command.