Hello wonderful people. I fear it is that time of year again, that dreaded march towards the end of the semester, which can mean only one thing...finals.
More from me at the end, with some footnotes.
Enjoy!
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She was singing again. He paused outside the door, listening to the rise and fall of the clear notes. The melody was lovely though the words were muddled by the barriers between them. Most of her songs were unfamiliar, Irish folk songs that no sailor bothered learning, full of sad tales of love and loss instead of the bawdy ditties they swung pints to in the mess.
Her voice rose as she reached the climax of the song and he used the opportunity to slip through the door unnoticed. She was tucked away in her little storage space as always, hiding from him. The song ebbed as she rolled through the tragic end, another lover lost, another dream shattered. The cabin grew quiet and he thought she might have felt his presence. He placed the meals on the table and waited.
The day had been trying. The repairs had been progressing slowly, the rudder was still drifting to starboard and the third gun port was in shambles. Normally Roland would take meals with the watches in order to stay close to the men. They'd elected the dimwitted boatswain to quartermaster and Roland knew it meant he would now effectively be doing both jobs. And there was more than enough work for two men. The crew was unsettled between the attack on an English ship for some idiotic revenge plot, the loss of the captain who'd convinced them to undertake it, a magical passenger, as well as the inevitable pursuit by the British Navy. It was enough to chafe even the most stout-hearted of the men. The work was keeping them busy but, ultimately, too focused on the problems at hand. He needed something to ease their minds a bit.
A week had passed since that foolhardy attack on Kenna's ship, a week he had spent trying to hold the fractured crew together despite the difficulties that idiot Dougray had left for him. But tonight he wanted to sit down, eat with his girl, and peel back another layer of her silence. While the men were a constant source of work, Kenna was a delight to spar with, and he was looking forward to the fight.
She was a puzzle, and one he very much enjoyed solving. Especially when she resisted it so.
He heard her shift in her crawl space and he looked to the shadows there. Two bright green eyes looked back at him. She shifted her gaze to the table and he could tell she was confused by the number of plates, but quiet resignation followed it and she turned to climb down into the cabin proper. He didn't move to help her this time, enjoying the way her pale white leg stretched down, toes spread as she searched for a foot hold. The tattered shirt rode up over the swell of her buttocks and he had a stunning view of the smooth orbs as she strained to lower herself to the floor. She tugged the shirt back down as soon as her hands were free and she turned back to him.
He stared back at her, meeting her gaze with his own. He saw the flicker of uncertainty that seemed more and more obvious every time he entered the room. She was coming along nicely, passionate little thing that she was. It was not surprising that he saw her unconsciously twine her fingers in one blood red lock of hair that hung down over her shoulders, her lips parting in the most delicious way. She was aroused by the sight of him. The beast inside him purred contentedly.
"Come, Kenna." She did not move immediately, and her defiance made his cock harden. Slowly she unfolded herself from the wall, moving with an unstudied grace he found endearing. He motioned for her to sit in a chair as he set out the food before them.
She eyed him suspiciously, noting every change in his behavior with apprehension. He sat down and leveled his gaze at her. Her jaw clenched and he could see how unhappy she was at the idea of dining with him, but given that he was her only source of foodβno sailor on board being willing to come close to the siren locked away in the cabinβshe had little choice but to comply. He found the arrangement worked for him rather well.
When she settled stiffly across from him he pushed a plate in front of her, never taking his eyes from her face. "Please," he said, gesturing for her to begin. She hesitated again, her eyes darting towards him and then back at the food before her. Before long she grasped the spoon in her hand and began to eat. He saw the way her left hand moved towards the spoon first until she pulled it back below the table. Her hunger had cracked the training she'd clearly had to use only her right hand.
They ate in silence, though not an entirely uncomfortable one.
When she was done he gathered the plates and put them back in the bag, leaving it by the door for the next day and he turned back to her, her sharp eyes fixed on him as she considered his movements. Roland held back a smile. She was perfect, just enough of a challenge to keep him from complacency.
"Sing something for me, Kenna," he said.
She took a few moments before he saw her come to a decision. "What would you like to hear?"
He gave her a small smile for her compliance. "Something from home," he said, settling back in his seat. "Do you know
Early One Morning
?"
Kenna nodded slightly, considering him before turning her gaze downwards. When she started the song he felt his cock swell again, her voice clear like a bell and precise without the frills some of the more showy singers might use. There was a wonderful mix of frailty and strength in the sound of it, one that reflected the woman behind it.
He'd chosen an English song to confirm a suspicion he had, that Kenna was a consummate storyteller. There was a quality in her singing that he understood was not simple talent. She was a natural to be sure, but she'd been taught how to change her voice, her lilt, and accent to fit what she was telling. The song was a simple one so he could hear how she imitated the proper English cadence. She was good, not perfect but very proficient. When she finished she turned her gaze back towards him. He considered her for a moment; the stiff way she held her back, the flash of defiance in her eyes and he decided, rather impulsively, that she needed to be loosened up further.
He got up slowly and made his way around the table, enjoying the tremor that ran through her as he approached. "How did you come by that accent? I'd always thought the Irish could never lose their garble." Her lips tightened further as he came to stand before her, the only sign the insult had meant anything to her.
Her back seemed to straighten further as he came behind her. The crook of his finger saw her long hair over her shoulder and her neck bare to his fingertips. He could see her quickening breath under the delicate skin of her throat. He leaned down and pressed the softest of kisses there.
"I asked you a question." He spoke directly into her ear and he felt her flinch. Instead of giving her a moment to recover he kissed her again behind the ear and then just below that, feeling the pulse in her neck as her heart raced.
"I grew up in a port town hearing all manner of people," Kenna said quietly, her breathing studiously controlled as she tried desperately to compose herself. Roland smiled and reached for her, drew her to standing and settled her bottom on the table, pushing her legs open so he could stand between them.
Her face was turned up towards his, her lips parted as her breath slipped out in small pants. The green in her eyes gave way as the dark centers expanded. He ran his fingers over her cheek and down her jawline, feeling the fluttering pulse as he continued down her neck. He dipped his head, bringing his face close to hers, and paused, watching as her body tensed and leaned towards him. He gloated internally but did not show it, knowing it would drive her away from him.
"Is that all? No storytellers in your family teaching you tricks for how to change your speaking style?" Roland watched as the questions hit their target. She was wary, not just of him and his proximity, but his questions and speaking of her past. He watched as a practiced blandness crossed her face, her expression almost pleasant.
"My mother taught me to sing and tell tales. I suppose I just have an ear for the way others speak." A good lie, and someone further away and less suspicious than Roland would have missed it. But he had seen her unmasked and the pretense was obvious to him.
Roland leaned in and kissed her softly, keeping her in place with two fingers beneath her chin. She held herself stiff for a long moment before he felt her lips change, not returning it but lessening her resistance. He ended the kiss but remained very close to her so she could feel his breath against her cheek as he spoke. "You are a very good liar, Kenna." She stiffened immediately, pulling away so he could see the fear in her green eyes.