Rachel sat on the passenger seat in her car, massaging her fingers as she tried to warm them up. She looked at the half filled parking lot and the hotel building and thought she would rather stay in the car than go out to meet a guy she had never met before. She turned her head and looked back at her husband Ian, who was waiting for her to get out. She finally nodded her head and pushed her door open.
She could feel the warm fingers of Ian's hand as he reached and gently took her hand in his. She hated him for talking her into this. She hated herself for giving in and finally telling him she would do it again. "Just one more time," she thought to herself. She hated him, but when he reached and she felt his warm fingers warming up her frozen hand, something softened in her and she squeezed his hand back and held firmly on to him.
"Thanks for doing this for me," he said. Walking closer to her as they passed in the revolving entrance door, they passed through the lobby. It was warmer inside, but still her legs felt like rubber and she held tight to Ian's hand as they stood and waited for the elevators. Only while standing there, Rachel noticed how her hand was clenched to a fist as she held her coat tight to her body and quickly released her grip, brushing the coat over her stomach. She shifted her weight from one leg to the other, feeling her exposed knees rubbing against the coat.
A week ago Ian started talking her again into meeting with another guy. It wasn't the first time he talked to her about it and she did agree to meet a few other guys before in the hope that it would satisfy him and make him stop. But it only worked for a time and then he would start asking her to meet with yet another guy.
Rachel was caught up in her thoughts and suddenly realized they were walking to a door. Ian wasn't holding her hand anymore and all she could focus her eyes on was the room number sign.
"Come on. Knock on the door. It's already past nine," Ian said and gently tapped her shoulder to wake her into action.
Sam got in the room half an hour earlier. He brought a wine bottle and pulled the bed sheets off, putting the pillows away to have the bed clear of anything that could get in the way. He was a man in his early forties with a strong build and few white hairs in his short cut black hair. He was wearing plain jeans and a short sleeved buttoned shirt that showed his arm muscles. As he heard the short knock on the door, he opened it and checked out the figure of Rachel, completely ignoring Ian who was standing behind her. "Welcome." He smiled at her as he reached his hand out and took her hand, gently leading her inside and turning her over slowly so he could inspect her body with his eyes. "I'm Sam," he said after few more seconds as he turned to Ian. "I'm glad you came in on time. Would you like some wine first?" He stepped behind Rachel and reached for her coat as Ian was introducing them.
"I'm Ian and this is Rachel," Ian said shortly with his eyes fixed on Sam's hands as he pulled the coat gently off Rachel's shoulders and exposed the cheap but elegant blue dress she had under it.
Rachel felt a bit uncomfortable, not used to being scrutinized like that. She was taken by surprise as Samuel leaned and kissed her lips and then went to put her coat away. "It's nice meeting you both," he said with his back to them as he half filled two glasses of wine and handed them to Ian and Rachel.
"You seem a bit tense Rachel," Samuel said as he glanced over her dress and brushed his finger on the side of it, starting to turn her over again until she was facing Ian. Getting behind her, his fingers brushed over her neck and touched the zipper of her dress as he slowly slid it half way down.
Samuel could feel Rachel's body tensing and saw Ian eyes focused on Rachel and him. Rachel looked at Ian's eyes, knowing he loved her but it hurt her a little that he didn't seem to care about the discomfort she was showing. Samuel brushed his hand over the exposed skin of Rachel's back and then put his hands over her shoulders.
"I want you to kneel down," he said quietly and glanced again at Ian to see his reaction. Rachel nodded, keeping her eyes on Ian as she slowly knelt down, feeling like this wasn't really happening to her.
Samuel pulled the zipper open and slowly took the dress off Rachel's shoulders. He pulled the dress down and brushed his fingers over one of her bra shoulder straps. The bra looked fresh and new as if it was never washed before.
"Did you buy a new bra just for me?" He asked - pleased.
Rachel felt exposed as she felt Samuel's fingers touching her underwear. His touch felt tender, but it could be that he mocked her.
"Ian took me shopping," she finally said.
Samuel looked at Ian as he reached lower and slid one of his hands into Rachel's bra cup. He kept his eyes on Ian's as his fingers were slowly grabbing and kneading on her warm soft flat tit.
Rachel closed her eyes, hating how wrong it felt to let another man touch her breast. She was hoping he would somehow dislike her and change his mind, but he kept kneading her bare breast silently.