This is the story of how I was gradually pulled into promiscuity from an otherwise normal life due to certain sequence of events.
I'm Shikha and this story begins back when I was in school and eighteen years of age. I was in my twelfth standard and I was always good at studies. I had not had a boyfriend or any relationships until then. I had a lot of friends at school, but somehow, I never had a relationship or hook ups with anyone by then. There was this boy that I barely had an acquaintance with, and we used to talk seldom, at best. However, as time progressed, we talked a bit every now and then in class and exchanged numbers, however, everything was still just on a friendship-only level.
Then, I clearly remember even now, that it was out of the blue that this boy (we will call him Ravi), contacted me and asked me to meet him in the evening. Out of innocence, I imagined that it would just be a regular hangout, however, at the back of my mind I could sense by the nervousness in Ravi's voice that it could be a bit odd. Anyway, Ravi came to meet me, later that day, in the evening. He directly started by telling me that he was fond of me and that he loved me. I was surprised and at first, I didn't know how to respond. However, as I had never experienced any relationship previously, my mind told me not to say no instantly. I told Ravi that I needed time to think and that was how we parted ways that evening.
We stayed in contact and Ravi tried asking me after a couple of days regarding what I had decided on his proposal. I tried delaying it as much as I could and so this continued for almost a week. I wasn't already attracted towards Ravi, however, based on the limited conversations that I had with him, and the way how he handled himself in class, I knew a couple of things for certain. I knew that he was a nice guy for starters, however, also that he wasn't really much interested into studies and would more often than not be the one of the guys to be shoved out of class for not completing homework, talking in class or any other such silly reasons.
Ravi was one of the popular guys in class, but for all the wrong reasons. Although he wasn't interested in studies, talk or laugh in class during sessions, be busy gazing out of the window etc, but otherwise being very intelligent and smart. But he wasn't the "bad guys" group, he was a nice and kind guy. After having procrastinating the decision for more than a week, after being pestered for a response, I finally accepted his proposal. He was on the highest cloud level possible and from that point onward, he would wink at me at school etc and we used to talk a lot at school and also on the phone, once we both were at our homes.
Our relationship went great and we sometimes used to walk back home together from school to spend some time together. We used to discuss every detail in the daily chitchats that are necessary to build a relationship from scratch. This same routine continued for a while until Ravi started talking about how he wanted to get to kiss me. I was very innocent and immature back then and we had almost no physical contact back then. After delaying it for a couple of months, we had our first kiss and from that point onward, he used to try to put his hand on my skirt while in class, whenever we used to get the chance to sit together. I was still not ready for all that, so I used to stop his advances. He did get upset due to that, but out of love, he always decided to control him and his frustration.
As time progressed with nothing more than the occasional kiss and slight touching sometimes when no one was looking, it was still a wonderful time we had. We both completed our schooling and it was time to take admission in a college for further studies. It was a welcome relief to get rid of the school dresses and the normal school routine. I was especially happy with that, as I could now wear different outfits and dresses as I pleased, and wasn't confined to the cage of a school dress. We both got admitted to our respective colleges and life transgressed into the college atmosphere and culture.
It was at this time, that I grew fond of wearing tight tops, jeans, skirts and dresses more often than before. Out of the lot, skirts, dresses and outfits were my most favourite. I had always been slim and enjoyed a good figure, almost close to perfect, if I do say so myself. Due to this, whenever I would wear a figure hugging (body con) dress, I couldn't help but notice more than just a couple of eyeballs trying to get a glimpse of me, albeit discreetly. This led to boys and sometimes even girls linking my name with that of another boy at college and teasing us both about it. This kind of attention is very attractive and while I tried to avoid it, some attention is never turned down by a young, attractive girl.
This new found attraction, linkups with other boys and attention, however, did not turn well with my boyfriend Ravi. I was forthcoming in telling him about any such new occurrences, however, I could feel him getting increasingly jealous and angry due to it. We had our usual fights using that and I would ask him not to become so jealous, upset, insecure and angry about this and that I was always avoiding such situations anyway. But he continued with his same response to this and slowly started trying to restrict me from hanging out with friends and wearing certain clothes. I told him that it wasn't right of him to do that and eventually we both grew habitual to it.
There was a guy named Shubham at college and he was one of the guys I was linked up with in gossips at college. It was just because we used to talk frequently at college and nothing else was really going on between us. Once, me, Shubham and another girl and guy were going in Shubham's car. Shubham's friends started teasing us by saying that they should let Shikha sit in the front, otherwise Shubham will become upset. Another guy named Advesh, who was from another building at college, somehow got hold of my number, called me, and asked me out on a date right away on that same call. I was totally committed to Ravi at all times, though, so I turned down Advesh's advances right there.
There was an occasion when another guy named Anshul typed something on his phone (he was sitting behind me in college) and tapped on my shoulder and showed me his phone. I read the long message which read, "Hi Shikha, I have seen you in college a few times but we never talked to each other yet. I really like you and would like to be friends if possible" and couldn't help but smile at this approach. I normally don't do this, but he asked for my number and in the flow of the moment, we quickly exchanged numbers. Anshul kept messaging me daily and we also talked on the phone at home. This was the first time I didn't tell Ravi about all this. We talked for a few days and he tried to flirt with me. Then after a few days, I felt guilty, even though nothing direct or inappropriate was discussed or talked about. I told Ravi everything and that we exchanged numbers and have even been talking since the past week. Surprisingly, Ravi didn't explode with anger, as I expected him to.
Slowly, with time, Ravi improved his nature and converted his immaturity, jealousy and anger and quite surprisingly, started teasing me back about such accuracies. I felt weird at first, but I was pleased at the change of nature in Ravi which was most welcomed, to say the least. Most of our fights in the past had happened due to this nature of his, which he had changed. Later on, he used to ask me what I did and would try to ask me if I had any more of such interesting encounters. It is important to note here that we had still not had sex, as I was too immature even then, and I wanted to wait until marriage for sex. Ravi had always been troubled by this. While we have had oral sex in the past, at my place, we never had sex due to my abstinence of the same.
Ravi had to move to another town which was about 1200 kms away from our hometown, due to his family shifting to another state for a few years. We were heartbroken due to this but we agreed to keep everything as good as it was going. About five months passed by, and during this time Ravi had only one opportunity to come back and that is when we had met. During the same few months, after Ravi left, I grew friendship which a girl named Roshni. Roshni and I used to share everything with each other and we had a very strong friendship in a very short span of time. Roshni had a boyfriend named Rahul, which she very keenly told me everything about, in our usual conversations, which were aplenty, to clarify. Roshni told me how Rahul was usually into deviant behaviour, alcohol, sex and sometimes even drugs. Roshni was a confused girl, but she was mesmerized as well as obsessed with Rahul, or more specifically, with the sex she was having with him.
Roshni was usually overly descriptive and truthful in sharing her experiences and that of with Rahul. She had told me, in the past, how Rahul used to have sex multiple times with her in the same day and usually back-to-back. She was totally hungry for the sex that she was enjoying with Rahul. This is probably why she was tolerating Rahul and the thing that she didn't like in him. Roshni was aware of and had told me about the different girls that Rahul has a sexual relationship with. She still chose to be with Rahul even though Rahul barely tried to hide his sexual endeavours from Roshni.