ATTENTION: The story below has instances of non-consensual sex, bullying, and alcohol use that leads to sex under the influence. Please do not read if those do not interest you. It is also just a fantasy, a slight bend on reality. If you're looking for something more realistic, this might not be it. There is no sex in this first chapter.
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My Momma told me 3 things growing up. One, there is no shame in asking for help, but don't take advantage of people's kindness. Two, if you smile at your enemies, they'll usually lose steam and screw off. And three, you can catch more flies with honey than with vinegar. I thought about these tenets almost every day growing up. I really had no choice. I was an only child, and always was a little on the chubby side. With no older brothers or sisters to look out for me, I had to play the happy idiot in the face of bullies and the rest of the world.
I was amiable to a fault and always lent what I could out to people, cause Momma said it would come back to me. That was the Christian way, she said. With permanently rosy cheeks, and bright red curls, I was constantly pinched and cooed over for being "cute". Being soft spoken and polite only made it easier for kids to refer to me as a "teacher's pet", a "goody two-shoes", and a "suck-up". It wasn't really my fault, I don't think. The teachers and nice people from our town would stick up for me sometimes, cause they all saw me as "Maybelline's sweet daughter Sherry", or "That bright girl Sherry Tucker".
So I played to my strengths and life was a bit easier. Still, when the teacher's turned their backs, and the sweet people in town weren't looking, my classmates and other kids would harass me something fierce. I tried to smile through it all, offering compliments to every insult, and even hugging people who tried to push me down. Yes, often enough times, those easily bored kids went off to find someone who would cry or beg for them to stop, but other times it would just get me the same treatment the next day.
Unknown to those kids, I did cry. I laid in my Momma's lap bawling almost every day, begging her to tell me why everyone was so mean. It was just me and Momma for the longest time and she was my rock. I'd spend the weekends and hours after school on weekdays in her garden or in the kitchen helping her with everything. She played records, and we danced. She taught me everything she knew. I was baking, weeding, and quoting Scripture by heart by the time I was 10.
When I joined the choir at church it gave me a reason to avoid going outside where those kids were, and it made Momma so very happy. She would attend every practice, waving her worn bible in the air and crying out in joy. Of course, the moment the kids in town heard, that just added to their distaste for me. I couldn't get away from them but the things my Momma taught me really did work, so I kept trying to be friendly until those kids got too old to bother. Sure they still snickered at the clothes I wore that my Momma and I would make together, or call me rude names in the hall, but thankfully it hardly ever got physical. Maybe a shoulder shove or paper balls thrown but my Momma said I was strong and I believed her, so those things went mostly ignored.
Years later, when I was 16, having my birthday, my Momma introduced me to Duke Holiday, or Mr. Holi as he said I could call him. Turns out my Momma and Duke had been courting for over a year, and she thought I was ready to find out. Being a Momma's girl and slightly possessive over my best and only friend, I was mistrustful at first. But Mr. Holi had complimented my angel's food cake that me and Momma made and he came bearing the sweetest gift I had ever received.
It was a cassette player and a pair of baby blue headphones. I had drooled over this exact set in the magazines in the hair salon my Momma worked at for months. She'd even snuck one of those magazines home for me to stick on my wall. With the permission of my Momma's boss Mrs. Jessie, plates of my brownies and cupcakes would be sold in the shop so I could save up for the set. But Mr. Holi had done all the work for me in the end, buying the set himself. My Momma even gave me all the money from my sweet sales too!
That night my Momma let me have a tiny glass of sherry, like my name, to celebrate my 16th birthday and Mr. Holi spun me around our carpeted living room with Momma's records playing. We all laughed until our sides hurt and at the end of the night I thanked Mr. Holi for his gifts and taking care of my Momma. He told me he wants to start taking care of the both of us starting real soon, then said goodbye to Momma with a sweet kiss.
I used that saved up sweets money to buy some cassettes. My Momma and Mr. Holi came too. While I was trailing down the aisle behind them, I heard giggling erupt and it caught my attention. I saw Missy Taylor and Shawna Matthews staring at me and realized I was the source of their amusement. They knew it was getting to me so I just smiled and waved. They stopped giggling and looked over at me awkwardly. I told Missy I saw her flips and somersaults in PE just last week and she could be an Olympian if she wanted, then I congratulated Shawna on getting Greg Surley to take her to the Spring Formal, he was a real cutie and I hoped they had fun. Thankfully, Mr. Holi called for me and I waved again before walking off. I couldn't help but chuckle to myself at those two, took the wind right out of their sails, didn't I?
That wasn't the last time Mr. Holi came to visit with us. Soon every Friday night, me, Momma, and Mr. Holi found ourselves dancing and watching tv like three peas in a pod. It was 2 months into me knowing him that he'd asked my permission to propose to my Momma and she nearly fell over with happiness. I jumped over myself to say YES! We hopped right into the planning, I begged Momma to let me make her wedding dress and the cake and she agreed. Mr. Holi chimed in as long as some of it was my angel food cake, he was happy.
My Momma and Poppa Holi had a fall wedding. I was the maid of honor, my baby cousin Suzy-Ann was the flower girl and the church ladies all pitched in to make the food. It was a great big wedding. Uncles, aunts, my grandparents and a gaggle of cousins from every side came. I shook hands with some of Poppa Holi's relatives and everyone raved over the cake. I started crying the moment I saw my Momma walk down the aisle and I was still teary eyed by the end of the night. She looked so beautiful in the pearls, white lace, and satin.
When it got to the toasts Poppa Holi went up on stage and held up a glass of champagne. He thanked everyone for coming, thanked my Momma's church for the delicious food and then raised his glass to me. He thanked me for the dress and the cake and being a good daughter to my Momma. Finally all the glasses went up for Momma, Maybelline Tucker, the seamstress, beautician, and best darn tambourine player in town. She was radiant, her eyes full of tears and her smile lighting up the room. I can remember that night as one of the happiest days of my life.