"Rape me," Wendy said.
The TV was on with the sound muted; some old Pop Idol shit neither of us were really interested but we both got a kick from making fun of the contestants. The light was off and flickering shadows from the TV screen danced on the walls. We were just getting intimate on her couch when she pulled back and smiled at me and said it.
There was a look in her eyes I hadn't seen before; a smile with a healthy dose of lust. The hot, pouting, I dare you look a lot of the strutting female pop stars have perfected. You see it if you watch their videos.
She turned it on for me and it turned me on for her.
"-Just for fun," Wendy said. "If you want too."
She was leaning back on the couch and watching me. She has great eyes, dark, sexy eyes that sparkle. She was smouldering then. The light from the TV flickered on her cheek bones and shadows crossed her face. She pulled me close and kissed me, a deep, lingering kiss that had my already straining erection aching like a bastard for action.
She kissed my cheek and moved against me. Her body was all soft curves just waiting to be explored. She smelt good, she was exciting. She nuzzled my neck. Her hand was on my chest and I took hold of her wrist and held it down beside her. She smiled and tried to pull free and when I tried to kiss her she turned her face away. I was getting into it then. It was just a game but it was starting to feel real. She was making it real.
I tried to kiss her again. I wanted her more than ever.
"-No," she said.
She wouldn't let me. She was slipping down on the couch, leaning away from me, and I followed, trying to find her lips. I kissed her neck, her ear, her chin. My excitement rose another notch. Her hair was in the way and she was turning her head side to side, avoiding me.
"Please, no," she said and the breathless way she said it and the little moaning sounds she made when she clamped her lips shut to stop me kissing her had me wondering how long I'd last. I was practically on top of her and she was moving under me. I was trying to kiss her and she kept resisting.
She kept trying to pull her arm free so I grabbed it with my other hand and held it over her head. I groped her left breast with my free hand. I did it roughly, pawing and squeezing, and Wend arched her back like she didn't want it. She moaned. It made me want her even more.
I held her chin and kissed her then. She tried to turn her face away and couldn't. I kissed her roughly, the way I thought a rapist might. I even grabbed a handful of her hair and held it tight, held her still that way and kissed her. I could feel something powerful inside me. It was sexy and intense.
I nibbled her ear. I could do anything I wanted. "I'm going to fuck you," I whispered. I said it without thinking and Wend immediately moaned and strained against me. She was wearing a skirt and I got my hand down and started pulling it up. I felt her bare leg.
"Don't, please don't," Wend whispered.
She was breathing faster and trying to stop me. It was crazy, like it was real or something, and all I could think about was getting inside her. I was forcing myself against her, pushing my erection against her stomach. We were straining against each other. I was sweating. Her hair was in her lovely eyes, now and again I saw their whites, saw the desire and excitement in them.
She moaned again when I got my hand under her and squeezed her ass. I wanted to feel everything at once and I forced myself on her, kissing her neck urgently and running my hand quickly up and down her body, pawing at her chest and then grabbing her ass, touching her wherever I wanted. All the time Wend was trying to stop me, not trying too hard, but enough to make it seem real.
We took it onto the floor and I got her on her back in front of the TV. She looked beautiful lying there; wonton, sexy, vulnerable. Her blouse had pulled out, it was creased, she was panting and I could see her chest rising and falling. I could see her navel. Her skirt had risen almost to her waist and I lay beside her and I got my leg between hers and I pinned both of her hands above her head with one of mine and looked down at her. I kissed her cheek and she turned her face away. Her mouth was open and we were both breathing hard.
The light from the TV flickered as I put my hand on her breast. I squeezed gently and Wend moaned. I took my time feeling her up, enjoying it like it was the first time. She couldn't do anything to stop me with her arms pinned. I moved my hand leisurely from one breast to the other. I like breasts and I liked the idea of fondling Wend's when she couldn't prevent it. It was weird, it was great. Something had kicked in; it was like I was someone else and Wend was someone else.
"You want it," I said. Any other time it would have sounded lame or something, but not then and not like that.
Wend arched her back again. It made her breasts stand out firm and round under her clothes, made them more of a handful. When I started to undo the buttons she writhed underneath me.