I slept like the dead. I had really not slept much at all on Saturday and Sunday until after my unfortunate experience with Carrie. Part of me wondered if the whole thing had been a dream, but my dick was still huge, so it must have been real. I woke up around two in the afternoon which was no problem since I'd had Steffie set her appointment with Shantiqua Smith for 4:45. I read over her file again with that little voice in the back of my head doing commentary.
Confuses sex with affection...
"She's embarrassed to be a whore, so she pretends that she wants dick only because it represents 'love' when the simple truth is she's just a cum slut."
Obsessed with dieting, serious self image problems due to body issues...
"Body issues??? She's got huge tits and an ass to match. Much more and she's afraid she'll get too fat to get a man!"
Need to get her to face the underlying cause of her need to have sex and to become accepting of her body.
"Too easy..."
I left full of ideas for straighting this girl out. The voice was oddly quiet.
When I arrived, Steffie was surprised. "I hoped you would find something better to do..."
Sarcastically, I replied, "Now, Steffie, is that anyway to greet me after all we've meant to each other?"
She got up and shut the door behind me. She turned and looked me straight in the eyes. Part of me was concerned, part of me was curious, and the voice said, "You can stop her anytime." She put her arms around me and kissed me like I was her life's greatest love.
"Damn you", she muttered under her breath as she kissed me again. I felt her nipples harden against my chest and I pulled free of her grip.
"We're about to have company, Steffie. Young minds to mold, remember?"
Before she could respond, there was a knock at the door. With a heavy sigh, Steffie answered it. We were stunned. Shantiqua was dressed to go out, not for a therapy session, with her painted on jeans, a loose top with a plunging neckline and more cleavage on display than any three typical girls put together, and a fair amount of bling.
"You wanted to see what I look like when I go out, didn't you?"
Then, she noticed me. "What's he doing here? I thought this shit was private and confidential?"
"Rick is my assistant, I felt a male perspective would be valuable in your case."
"Don't I get to decide that kind of shit?"
"Ms. Smith, I would really appreciate the chance to help you with your situation, but it is entirely your choice. If you feel that you would be intimidated or anything by my presence, I can go." I tried to sound professional.
"Whatever!," punctuated by a hand gesture, "You can stay."
Steffie motioned her toward the couch while I rolled a full length mirror over there.
"Rick, would you like to start?" and Steffie went back to her desk.
"May I call you 'Shantiqua'?"
"Sure. Can we get this moving? I'm supposed to go out later."
"No sweat. You seem to have a bit of an obsession with your weight."
"I'm really fat, if I let myself go."
"So, how are you now? Are you happy with your size?"
"I ain't never happy with my bubble butt, but I look pretty good right now."
"Well, I would think you must be pretty pleased considering how much you're showing off."
"She wanted to see..." I cut her off mid-sentence.
"I know, do you have any idea why she wanted to see you this way?"
"You tell me." Shantiqua was getting more and more defensive. I was enjoying that.
"Well, it could be because she wanted to know if you gave men the idea that you were, well, easy."
"Easy? Have you got a point to make or what?"
"Well, making this as simple as I can, you look like a whore which would make me and most men think you are 'easy'."
"I do not have to sit here and be insulted..."
"How is it 'insulting'? You're dressed like a slut. You dressed your self, didn't you?"
"I do not look like a slut!"
"Girl, I can see the pimple on your ass' left cheek because those jeans are so tight. Your nipples show every damn time you stick your chin out and pout because your top is so open. Stand on any street corner and you'd have them lined up! Do you even know how many guys you've been fucked by?"
She jumped up. I forcefully told her to sit back down. She did.
"Look at yourself in this mirror and tell me what you look like. Now, you can stand up and look at your reflection."
"Well, I, umm..."
"A guy sees you and all he sees is big juicy tits and pants to peel off. Good girls don't look like that."
"I have to make the most of what I got."
"Why? You sure aren't dressing like that to pick up a preacher to marry!"
"You don't understand!"
"I don't understand what? I don't understand that you're just a slut who wants sex all the time?"
"That's not true!"
"Really? You haven't had sex in how long?"
"None of your damn business!"
"Would that be minutes or hours?"
"Fuck you!" She started for the door.
I can't describe exactly how I felt right then. It was rage, like with Carrie sort of, because this little bitch was disrespecting me when all I was trying to do was help her, but not like I was actually angry. I knew what needed to be done. I had known all along. The little voice in my head was laughing. Steffie went over and locked the door, just in case. It was after 5:00 and everyone should have been gone, but why take chances?
"Get out of my way, bitch! I thought you were here to help ME and you just sit there and let him abuse me!"
Steffie just smiled. "You really are just a stupid slut, Shantiqua, and the only 'abuse' you get is what you bring on yourself. Rick hasn't even started to abuse you... yet." Then, she laughed as Shantiqua tried to open the door.
My erection had been growing the whole time. Now, it was ready to burst out of my pants. She hadn't noticed it before, but no one could miss it now.
"That's not right...", she mumbled, "...that can't be real."