One last look in the mirror proved that I was ready. I smiled a wicked smile as I turned away and my long blonde hair flowed behind my in the wind my quick turn had created. I was feeling a little naughty. This was really the first time that I was venturing out into the "scene" in a long time. There was no fear, no apprehension. This surprised me. What there was, was raw lust. Desire. I think that this is the feeling that I must have had as I dressed in my short black shirt and thigh highs. I laughed as I thought about trying to get my garters hooked. It looked like a crazy dance. I actually fell onto the bed at one point. I am really out of practice. I grabbed my keys and tossed a few condoms in my purse. Be prepared.
What the hell am I, a boy scout? I was not planning on meeting any Boy Scouts today. I wanted a man. I wanted someone who will take me to the edge and push me. I was ready.
I dialed up Christine's number as I pulled out of the driveway. "I am on my way," I told her. "I took your advice by the way. I look pretty slutty though."
She laughed through the phone and I could almost see her face light up. For years, Chris has been telling me that she would be there for me if I ever left him. She has been through her share of heartaches too. Her last lover, Meghan, left without so much as goodbye. We both needed this night out. When I pulled into her drive she came bounding out wearing very close to what I had on. She was smiling and kissed me on the cheek as she got in. I just laughed and pulled into traffic. We both were extremely horny, it showed. She jokingly said that if we couldn't find what we were looking for, we could always go home early. I laughed nervously. I have thought about what it would be like to be with her. To have her kiss me and touch me. I wouldn't admit it to her though. Maybe someday, but not tonight
.We walked into the crowded club together, but Chris soon left me to myself. This was her scene, her thing. I knew a few people at the bar so I made my way over to them. I did notice the looks as I walked by. I was flattered but still was feeling out of my element. I smiled politely and ordered a drink. I found that after two, I was feeling quite at home and was returning some of the lusty glances I was receiving. One man in particular caught my eye. He was about my age and was very good looking in a sloppy yet sexy way. It made me want to run my fingers through his hair. I loved the feeling he gave me when he smiled at me. I drained the last of my drink where he could see and was happy to see that he took the hint. He ordered me another and came to perch on the stool next to mine. His presence overwhelmed me. I said thank you and touched his arm. Again an electrifying feeling shot through my body. I think I have found my man. We sat and chatted for a bit and I loved the fact that he was so interesting and intelligent. There was definitely chemistry.
I checked the room for Christine and found her in the corner with Meghan. I smiled and she waved. I guess I was on my own. The drinks were working their magic. I was getting closer and closer to him. I didn't resist when he took my hands and kissed me. It was a wonderful kiss, but I was taken back by the force by which he was holding my arm. It was startling and exciting at the same time. He asked me if I had had enough of the noise and the crowd. I had, but was I really ready for this?
I asked him to wait a moment while I spoke to Christine to make sure she was ok. I had to interrupt a show on the dance floor between she and Meghan. I let Chris know my plans. She hugged me and surprised me with a kiss on my lips. Again taken back by the excitement I felt. Maybe I should invite her. No. Not this time. This was my night to return to the living. I said goodbye and joined my new friend James.
He stood up as I approached and I couldn't help but notice the bulge in his khaki pants. My heart jumped and I became damp. I wanted him. He again took my arm and led me out of the club. Once the door closed behind us, he put his hand on the back of my neck. I leaned forward ready to enjoy a caress and felt his thumb and finger tighten on my soft skin. He pulled me close to him and pushed his mouth on mine. Hard. I enjoyed this but couldn't help a feeling of dread that rose within me.
He was standing up straight, and had not let go of my neck as he was kissing me, forcing me to my toes as our tongues danced around our mouths. My skirt was rising above the band of my thigh highs exposing my garter. I was a little uncomfortable being so demonstrative in public. I don't think that it was my exaggeration when I thought I saw the police car slow and gaze over at us. Did that cop think that I was working the street? I tried to pull away and adjust my skirt, but James would not let go.
My breath caught in my throat. What was happening. He finally let me go and the look in his eye scared me. I tried to say that I forgot something inside so that I could go back to Chris, but he took my elbow in his hand and led me to his car. By now I was wondering if I should have stayed home. I reached in my purse for my cell phone. I was getting nervous. As I pulled it out of my purse the condoms that I had tossed in also fell out onto my lap. I looked over at him, hoping that he didn't notice. Of course he did. It just wasn't my night. He laughed a crazy little giggle and said, "Don't worry baby, I have my own."
I was shaking now. He reached over and took my cell phone off my lap and slipped it into his shirt pocket. "Let me hold that for you slut."