Hi-I'm Rachel. This is my story about what happened to me one crazy night last summer on a sailing holiday on a Greek island. I'm in my late thirties and was happily married to Andy and have two children. We live in the south west of England. I have shoulder length blond hair courtesy of regular trips to the hairdressers and am pretty in a girl next-door sort of way. People say I have a nice smile and that my eyes and face light up when I laugh which is as often as possible. I have always had to watch what I eat but have kept the weight off and remained slim and my 5'5"" body looks nice in my short summer dresses and skirts. We have been married for about 15 years and still love each other but inevitably time has taken the edge off the sex and it has become less frequent, unexciting and routine. For example it had been a very long time since we had any oral either way around and in truth I had become less interested and most of the time was going through the motions to keep Andy happy. Andy often says that long term married women are more worried about the prospect of their husbands having sex with someone else than they are about whether they ever have sex with their husbands themselves. There is probably some truth in this. I had only had sex with two men in my life before this night and one of them was my husband. Being a mother of two and working part time I never get enough me time and seem to come last in the queue.
Most stories about gang bangs and orgies seem to feature sex mad women who cannot get enough, and it is all completely marvellous and never seem to involve real women who have mixed feelings about what has happened to them or regrets. What happened to me came completely out of the blue and was completely out of character. Throughout the whole experience I knew I should not be doing it, and wanted to stop but I was prevented from stopping by the group hysteria, and the fact that I was just so drunk and it was just so much fun and I was just unable to stop.
Do I regret it now? Do you know somedays when I am a bit low, or things are not that good with Andy then I think Yes-I am glad that happened-You're only here once. Other times I feel ashamed and full of regret and worry that things will never be the same again with Andy.
We had been on a sailing flotilla holiday in the Greek Ionian Islands. Every night we stopped somewhere new each time more idyllic and beautiful than the last. We had got to know the other crews over the two weeks and had a lot of fun. The different crews had gelled well. There had been a succession of balmy boozy evenings with a lot of banter and yes some innocent flirting. All the other crews were couples or families except one, which had 3 boys on board who seemed pretty dishy and who were doing some sailing qualification. I call them boys as they were about 10 years younger than me but they were men really in their late twenties. Their names were Steve, Mike and Tony. You could not help noticing them as they were fit, and tanned, and more often than not had no shirts on. Every day we went sailing to the next destination and every evening we met up as a group at a Greek taverna and got noisily drunk.
It had got to the very last night of the holiday. This night we had gone to a last night dinner at a Taverna arranged by the holiday company and had the usual prizes, awards, funny anecdotes from the holiday and votes of thanks. There had been unlimited wine provided and I had been completely stupid and in the party atmosphere got completely drunk. The evening had been a riot. After the meal we staggered outside onto the beach where there was a private party disco. It was a hot beautiful evening and there were pretty coloured lights scattered around and you could hear the sound of the waves lapping on the shore. I should have said that our two children were being looked after with all the other kids in the flotilla at a nearby separate location where they keep them amused with films and pizza etc.
This night I felt like I was so far from home but had that demob happy feeling that you get when you are going home tomorrow. The setting was just perfect and so pretty and everyone was just having fun, playing the fool and laughing. I just seem to be in the mood to let my hair down and I had had far too much to drink -. Apart from the wine I had been drinking mainly vodkas and manhattans, which my husband kept getting for me. He also seemed to be enjoying himself although I think he had stuck to beer but seemed to be chatting and laughing with all the women. It was just one of those parties which was going really well and everyone was up for enjoying themselves.
The music was good too and I was doing a lot of dancing. The dancing area was like decking but really close to the water's edge. It was still very warm and the dancing and alcohol made me even hotter. I was wearing a silky white sleeveless blouse and a short red cotton skirt. I was really getting into it and enjoying a good bop when Steve (one of the boys who were here without partners on the male only yacht) came over and started dancing with me just as wildly as I was. I think it was some old 70s rock group but the beat was as hot as ever. My skirt was swirling up and exposing a lot of my panties and I was getting distinctly sweaty causing the fabric of my blouse to cling. I felt so sexy and so drunk. I had not realised how much attention I was attracting until a crowd of the other crews started to form around me and start clapping in time to the music. I am just loving this attention and laughing uncontrollably.
Suddenly someone starts chanting, "Off Off Off."
At first I wondered what they were on about but then although completely pissed it becomes obvious. I had no intention of doing anything like that but then unbelievably my husband is also laughing and whispers in my ear something like just unbutton your blouse and show your bra a little to keep them happy. I suddenly feel excited and sexy at this thought and ask him if he is sure. He smiled again so I slowly undo the top three buttons and pull the blouse down off my shoulders to show my cream lacy bra. Of course the audience goes wild and pretty soon everyone at the party is surrounding me and chanting, "More More".
I said, "No way -that's you're lot."
But they start booing and I feel stupid and churlish so I look at Andy and he is encouraging me, so I decide to undo some more buttons. The more I expose the wilder everybody gets. It's so hot and I am wearing a bra anyway so I figure I'll give them what they want and take my blouse off completely and throw it to the crowd.