Sam was startled at first when he woke in bed surrounded by the musky scent of another man, his arm heavy as it rested protectively over him. But then he remembered what had happened, where he was, and why he was there. It was a mix of emotions, mostly negative. He slumped back against the pillow but his sudden flinch of shock had caused James to stir.
He groaned as he stretched, rolling over to hold Sam even tighter to him, pressing his face into his neck. Sam froze, and he felt as well as heard as James chuckled.
'Morning Sammy,' he said, lifting his hand to stroke his cheek.
Sam swallowed, still lying dead still looking straight at the ceiling.
'Morning,' he muttered and James tutted.
'Morning what...?'
Sam cringed. He had forgotten about the 'sir'. He didn't want to call him sir, it was so humiliating. But he didn't have a choice.
'Morning...Sir,' he said tentatively, hating himself.
'Good boy,' James mumbled, patting him on the head clumsily, like a pet.
He wanted to get up, get out of the bed, get away from James. But it wasn't like he could get very far. He was his cellmate, his possession. He belonged to him, he had said the words himself.
'What are you thinking Sammy?' James asked and Sam swallowed.
'I was wondering how many others have been claimed by other prisoners Sir,' he said honestly and James opened his eyes, looking at him with a curious expression.
'Plenty,' he said, 'lots of prisoners who feared for their safety like you did.'
'But sir, I didn't see anyone else when we were in the yard? Or at mealtimes?'
'They're not always easy to spot,' James said starting to sound irritated. 'Now, enough chat, we haven't got long before showers, and I need you to see to this before we go.'
James gestured down to the suddenly very visible tenting in his boxers. Sam's stomach tightened.
'But Sir-'
'I'm really tired of your resistance to me Sammy,' James growled, 'do you want to end our deal? We're about to head into the showers after all, I'm sure the other prisoners in our block will be delighted when I tell them you are available for a free fuck.'
'No, you wouldn't!' Sam protested.
'Wouldn't I?' he said icily, staring him down until Sam looked away, unable to hold his gaze. 'So? Are you going to do what I ask or not?'
Sam looked down at James boxers, fighting back the tears as he reached to pull them down, freeing James morning glory for all to see. He glanced back at James, hoping for some sort of kindness, but his face was stern and unblinking as he watched him, waiting.
He cautiously reached out and took James penis in his hand, his fingers only just getting a good grasp. He swallowed nervously and began repeating what he had done the day before. It was harder this time, because yesterday he had been horny, desperate for his own release, dazed in his own pleasure. There was no pleasure today, only the task.
He thought he was doing a good job, James seemed to be enjoying it, eyes closed, leaning back with his arms braced around the back of his head. But after about five minutes James sighed, Sam looking over at him in surprise.
'It's just not working for me Sammy,' James said sadly, but there was a twinkle of enjoyment in his eyes.
'I'm sorry, Sir. I'm doing what you showed me,' he said, annoyed at himself for doing it wrong. If he was going to have to give a hand job, he hoped at least it would be a good one.
'I know you are, you're a good boy,' James smiled, and Sam felt that same mixture of embarrassment and warmth at the praise that he couldn't quite understand.
'Should I do something else, sir?' he asked and James smirked.
'I do have one thing in mind,' he said eyeing Sam in a way he knew couldn't mean anything good. 'How about you use you're mouth, Sammy.'
Sam gave him a horrified expression. 'You want me to...' he trailed off, blushing.
'Suck my dick,' James said calmly and Sam whimpered.
'But sir, please-'
'Sammy,' James said sternly. 'What did I say?'
Sam hesitated. He wanted to argue, but he knew it was useless. Was this the final straw? But he really didn't want to lose his protection, not now, not moments before entering the public shower, the infamous place of movies and stories. But he really didn't want to suck his dick either.
How different is it to a handjob, really? A voice said in his head. Its very different! A second voice argued. It's beyond humiliating! It's gross! Or could it just be you over-reacting?
'Don't be so tense Sammy,' James said soothingly, sitting up and gently massaging one of his shoulders. Sam met his eyes and he gave a gentle smile. 'I promise, no one will know but us, it'll be our little secret.'
His massaging hand moved from his shoulder to his neck, and as he rubbed he gently pushed his head downwards, Sam allowing him to push his head lower and lower, closer and closer to his penis. When he was only inches away James stopped pushing, allowing Sam to close the last of the gap. His eyes flicked up to James once more, as if seeking approval to continue. James nodded at him, a mixed expression of pride and excitement playing across his face as Sam licked his lips nervously, and leaned in, opening his mouth around the throbbing head.