CHAPTER 1
I stood in front of my door cursing myself as I was searching for the keys in my tote bag. The sun was about to set and since Hamburg had fallen it was not a good idea for unmarried women to be outside after dark.
Had I left them inside? -- Damn it! -- could I really have been so stupid? Should I call one of my friends to see if I could spend the night at their place? Should I call a locksmith? Should I...?
I let out a sigh of relieve as my fingers touched the jingling metal of my keys. Then, all of a sudden, I felt a presence right behind me.
"Be silent and open the door, human," a male voice whispered into my ear. He had appeared out of nowhere but now he was so close that I could feel the warmth of his body against my back.
Before I could scream or turn around a big hand covered my mouth. He was now pressed against my back, trapping me between his body and the door. I could feel the leather armor of his uniform where my shoulders were forced against his chest. I knew he was wearing a uniform because that is what all the Veril soldiers wore and I knew he was a Veril soldier because they were the reason I should not have been outside once it got dark.
"You smell so good, human," his breath was hot against my neck and I could feel his lips brush my ear as he spoke. "If you do not open the door at this moment, I will have you right here, on this doorstep."
And, although I was paralyzed with fear, to my even greater horror, I could feel my body reacting to him, to his voice and his hard body so close against mine. For one moment I felt myself giving in, relaxing against him, losing myself in his scent.
"You smell good, too," I whispered. Why had I said that? Was I off my mind? I had heard that the Veril had ways to twist human minds if they wanted to.
I could shortly feel him tense against me then he relaxed again and I heard a soft laugh. I guess that he had not been expecting my reaction either.
"I am glad that you think so," his voice was ringing with what seemed like amusement. Did Veril even have that -- humor?
"Now open before the last bit of my self restraint runs out."
And I did. My hands were shaking as I turned the damned keys -- if only I had found them a little bit earlier -- in the lock. He pushed the door open.
I had no choice. Nobody was going to come to my aid, even though the street with its little bars and restaurants was bristling with people -- mostly men, of course. Even if somebody wanted to help (which was very unlikely): My assailant was in his perfectly good right to capture me.
When my country had capitulated to the Veril after the massacre of Hamburg, we had expected to be occupied by their troops, we had expected to lose big parts or even all of our territory, we had expected that we might all be slaughtered. But against our fears the Veril had been more lenient with us than we probably deserved.
All they had demanded were three things: The first one being the permanent right to keep their military stationed here while my country was demilitarized completely -- a safety measure, they had said, so we would not be able to attack them again. Secondly the city of Hamburg, which had already been conquered, would remain Veril property. It stayed under the rule of General Tsul Vo'ren, or the Butcher of Hamburg, as he was called behind closed doors by my people. He had been the general in command of the decisive battle -- if you could call this massacre a battle -- that had lead to our surrender.
All in all the territorial demands the Veril had made to my country were small -- we had been dreading much, much worse. It had been us who had started the war after all, and we had seen in Hamburg just how grossly we had underestimated the Veril's power and their dark magic.
The Veril leaders (who were called the Counsel of Twelve), had declared that we could have peace and stay relatively autonomous, that there would be no more deaths if only we adhered to one more condition: The Veril did not need more land or power, since their territories were bountiful and not constricted by the spatial limits that our dimension suffered from, but there was one thing they did not have: Women. Apparently no girls had been born since decades and even though their race lives longer than humans they were facing the end of their kind.
That is why, when our government had met with the Veril leaders, Suchil Tem, the head of the Counsel of Twelve, had named their third condition: The right for Veril soldiers to procreate with any unmarried woman of their choosing and, in addition, he asked for twelve young women to be given to the most important Veril officials as "wives". Our chancellor Alexander HΓΆcke, since he had no other choice (and maybe also because he wasn't an unmarried woman) had agreed, and the peace treaty had been signed.
The cool air in the stairwell of my apartment building engulfed me the moment he pushed me inside in front of him -- a relief from the summer heat outside.
I could feel his strength in the grip around my arm as he whispered, "Show me where you live."
Instead of responding I tried to yank my arm free from his grip but I didn't manage to move his hand in the slightest. In response he tightened his clasp, making me inhale in pain.
His voice had a menacing tone as he spoke into my ear again, "I am much stronger than you and I am much faster than you, human. You can not run from me and you most definitely can not fight me. Do not be a fool and make this harder than it has to be. I ask you again: Tell me where you live."
"Second floor," I said gritting my teeth in pain. "Please, you are hurting me."
"Go!" he used his body to push me roughly towards the elevator but loosened his hold on my wrist a little bit. All I could hear was his breathing behind me and the beating of my own heart while we were waiting for what felt like an eternity.
My house was equipped with, what had to be the world's slowest elevator, a relict from the 1980ies. When it finally arrived I pressed my eyes shut. I knew it was childish but I didn't think I could bear the sight of his inhuman form in the elevator mirror. I heard the door close behind me and now he didn't whisper anymore when he spoke. His voice was hoarse and, even though it had a tint of the otherworldly timbre of Veril speech, I was surprised at how good his English was. When communicating with us the Veril spoke mostly English. I guess they had no particular interest in making us speak Veril, or they just did not think that we were smart enough to learn it. But they also refused to speak our language, German, surely out of spite for us. But I suppose the conqueror does not have to learn the language of the conquered.
It was probably only a matter of time until more of us would know how to speak the Veril tongue, considering that the capitulation had only been five months ago, but for now English was the lingua franca between our nations. And the Veril usually spoke a very broken version of it
-- not him though, "Are you afraid to see the face of the man who will father your child, mishtz'in?"
Anger rose in my stomach at his words. He was mocking me -- as if what he was going to do to me was not enough.
"Fuck you, you demon prick!" I hissed through my gritted teeth.
I could feel in his tensing body, that I had pissed him off.
He snarled in my ear, "If you speak to me like that again, you will regret it. Now open your eyes, human."
I pressed my eyes closed even harder. Not so much out of anger, but more because now I was really terrified. His strong fingers gripped my long, dark brown hair, roughly pulling my head back against him.