I came this far, and I needed that video. He pointed the camera on me, I was still hesitant. Seeing him look down at me like this brought back a sort of muscle memory. Our relationship, although void of any substance, was intensely erotic. The last fleeting thought of sensibility, that it wasn't too late for me to shut this down with my dignity intact, disappeared when he pulled down his shorts.
His cock swung down in front of my face as his shorts fell to the ground. It was so large, intimidating.
"I wonder if you can still make it hard, or if you can even still handle one this large anymore?" He gloated.
He wasn't wrong, I felt a bit scared. My fiancΓ© is half his size. I also, hardly ever go down on him. I wasn't going to let on that I felt any hesitation. I didn't want him to think he had any power like that over me.
I looked up at him;
"Just like the video, ok."
My hand was shaking as I reached for his cock. He pulled back, I looked up annoyed, wondering what he was doing. I wanted to get this started.
"Beg for it."
I took a deep breath to swallow my pride. Then I begged. I begged and begged for him to let me suck his cock. Finally, after withholding it from me for what seemed far too long, he plunged his cock into my mouth. I wasn't ready for it, as I was still begging. I gagged. He was huge.
I quickly recovered as I felt a muscle memory take over. I loosened up as he moved his hips back and forth, taking my mouth. He paused for a moment to pull off the shirt he had given me. I didn't stop him.
Now, naked in an ex-boyfriend's shitty apartment, with his cock filling my mouth, I knew I had gone too far. He reached down and touched one of my nipples. Exposing that it was rock hard. He grunted knowingly. I wondered if he realized how lucky he was to have me like this. So desperate and so horny.
He grew as I lightly took hold of his balls. I had to raise up on my knees to stay on top of him. I felt proud as I felt his cock harden. I did it. I worked up and down his shaft, feeling a primal urge that was familiar, but dormant in me. I felt him begin to swell, I knew I almost had him. He was going to cum in my mouth and I wanted all of it.