He gave me permission to come once on Tuesday, on the condition that I had to send him a detailed report of what, when, how and what I was thinking about.
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It was late when I finally laid down, half past eleven or so. I was wearing a lounger, the purple one with flowers all over it, all in whites and pinks and purples. I lay on my back on top of the red sheets, with a white comforter close at hand in case I got too cold. It was quiet and the fan wasn't running.
Closing my eyes, I summoned up an image of me sitting in a small office, sitting back in a metal chair with a molded seat, presumably to make it more comfortable for the person sitting. It wasn't more comfortable, not really. Because I am so short, my feet dangled just out of reach of the floor. It made me feel like a child, a helpless, nervous one at that.
As I drifted into the fantasy, I started touching my breasts through the material of the lounger, cupping them, squeezing them, pinching the nipples lightly at first then with increasing pressure.
There was a man sitting across the desk from me in a comfortable padded seat, a chair of someone with authority. A high backed throne covered in supple black leather, but no arm rests. I found that odd, but couldn't say exactly why. His hair was dark, cut short and severe, not military, but close. He was not wearing a suit, but a button down white shirt, the tie at half-mast, shirt sleeves rolled up to his elbows to show off nicely muscled arms with soft dark hair. The top two or three buttons were undone and I could see the crisp white undershirt beneath.
I could feel him looking at me, his expression hungry somehow. He smiled at me and I could feel his dark eyes on my bare skin, right through the cheap black polyester suit I was wearing. I tried my best to ignore this, but I felt the heat rising in my cheeks. I have always blushed easily. Even as a girl.
I need this job, I remind myself sternly.
I slid my right hand down from my breast, over my stomach and under the hem of the lounger. My thighs parted and I lifted my knees, planting my heels on the sheeted mattress. The flesh between my legs was soft, smooth. I squeezed the mound of flesh, kneaded it, and ran the tip of my index finger along the slit of my vagina, teasing, but not dipping in, not yet.
"I'm afraid the position has already been filled." The man said, and he sounded regretful, he did, but there was something else in his voice, something I couldn't place. A smugness that put my nerves on end even as my heart sank.
I really need this job, I thought again and the words slipped from my head, out my mouth and into the empty space between us.
His eyes sharpened, predatory. "'I need this job, what?"
I licked my lips nervously. "I need this job, Sir,"
Now I touched myself down there, slowly inserting my fingertip into the folds of my flesh, soft and wet. Eyes closed, immersing myself in the fantasy I had spun in my head, I explored the labia, then probed a little deeper. While my right hand explored my pussy, my left had remained on my breasts, kneading, fondling, pinching and tugging at the nipples hard enough to cause little zings of almost-but-not pain, alternating between the left and right so neither felt neglected.
"And what would you be willing to do to secure a position here with our company?" He asked, leaning forward in his seat.
Be careful, my mind whispered, sensing a trap. I mentally ticked over a laundry list of bills that had been piling up, unpaid. I had been looking for a job for six months with no results, living off my credit cards, becoming more anxious, digging myself deeper and deeper into debt. Sure, it might be a trap all right, but I really needed this job.
"Anything," I whispered hoarsely, "I'll do anything to work here, to work for you."
He leaned back in his seat, steepled his fingers, a satisfied grin on his face. "Excellent," he murmured.
The mental image of Mr. Burns from The Simpsons flashed through my mind and I had to bite the inside of my cheek to keep from smiling, or worse, laughing out loud.
He stood then, his fingers going to his belt.
"Now," he ordered, "come here."
With slow deliberation I dipped my right index finger into the depths of my pussy then slid it to my clit. I ran it lightly over the hood, back and forth, just a whisper of pressure. My left hand abandoned my breasts and traveled down between my upright knees, spreading the flesh with my fingers, giving better access to that tiny bud. I rubbed the clit, back and forth, then little circular motions, paying slightly more attention to the left side, which for some reason seemed to be more sensitive than the right.