Oblivious Frog

"I see scars" he says "Do you like to hurt yourself? Do you like the sight of your own blood as you slice into your own flesh?"

I have been a cutter off and on throughout my life, as a child while fighting against childhood abuse. As a confused teen having self-harming fantasies and as an adult while in a drunken depression when the only thing that would release the pain was to cut myself open and let it seep out. "Yes" I whisper. "Yes, I have hurt myself. Yes, I have enjoyed the pain and agony. Is that what you want to hear!?" I raise my voice and start to cry. I am so angry now. "I don't fucking care! Fucking do what you are going to do and stop talking! YEAH! YEAH! I am fucked up, yes, I do stupid shit. FUCK YOU!" I scream and begin to fight and jerk against my restraints.

Someone starts to pet me. Their hands petting my head. "Shhhhh. It's ok." he whispers. His hands gently wiping the tears from my face and softly rubbing my neck, my chest. "You are a beautiful human. You did not deserve whatever happened to you in the past. None of it was your fault." There are many hands on me now. They are just laying their hands on me, and I am sobbing. What the fuck is going on!? I feel something warm dripping onto my stomach and the hands begin to rub my body. The smell is wonderful, like peppermint and powder. They rub the oil all over my tits my arms and knead their fingers into mine. They rub their hands down my legs, rubbing my feet sliding fingers between my toes. Someone begins massaging my pussy. The oil is warm and soothing. No one is being forceful. It is all nurturing and stimulating. My body reacting by shivering as my vagina becomes engorged and wet, I can feel it pulsing with the beat of my heart.

The hands stop their rubbing, and I get the sensation of someone over me. Then I feel someone on top of me, heavy and warm as I start to shake. His hands slide into mine and then glides them down my arms, over my chest and down my sides, causing chills up my spine and I arch my back and moan. His mouth is on mine now as he slowly kisses me his hands sliding under me cupping my ass. His kiss is deep and passionate. I give into him and accept his kiss, and it is good. His fingers spread my cheeks open, and he slowly slides his cock into my pussy. He is very large. He pushes it in deep as he squeezes and massages my ass with his large hands. He lays his head on my chest and begins to fuck me slow, hard, deep. I feel the leg restraints being loosened and my legs are free.

There are people on either side of me, each holding one of my legs as he pounds himself into me. Oh god, it is so good. I start to fuck him back; my ass being helped up and down off the table by the ones holding my legs. They are massaging my inner thighs, so close to my pussy and I feel one of them place a finger on my clit as we are grinding into one another. My lover moves his hands from my ass, raises himself up with his strong arms and slams his big hard cock into my pussy. There are fingers inside my vagina now and I can feel them as he slides in and out of me. Another hand slides a finger into my rectum, and they are all moving with the same motion as I take them all in. My body begins to quake and buck. I should not be enjoying this, this violation. But my body is reacting in complete submission as if with a longtime lover. "Kiss me," I plead. "Please, I want your mouth on mine."

He raises his head and whispers into my ear, "Let yourself go. Let all the pain and hurt go. Let it drain from your body." He kisses me long and passionately. I let myself go. All the tension and anger flow out of me as I feel myself ejaculate, against his cock, against the fingers inside of me. I am cumming and his mouth is so wet and warm as I feel him start to cum too. I suck in his tongue as I feel him explode inside me and the other hands slide out of me. He grabs my bottom again and pushes himself so deep as I feel our cum drip down between the cheeks of my ass.

He collapses on top of me, his hard cock still buried deep in my pussy as I squeeze it. The muscles of my vagina constricting and releasing as I milk his creamy cum. I feel him jerk underneath me as he feels the reaction and he sucks in his breath. It's quiet again and my head starts to ache. I need water. "Untie me," I whisper "Untie me and let me go." I am crying, my body totally exhausted. "Please? I am at your mercy. I am hurting and I need water. I won't try to leave." I assure him. I feel him shake his head and I am deflated. "Please." I beg.

His voice is muffled as his face is buried in my neck. "I don't want to let you go." he says, "I can't let you go." I start to panic. What the fuck does that mean. Are they going to disappear me? Suddenly I am afraid again. It has been a long exhausting night, and I fear they are not finished with me yet. My heart is pounding my head spinning. I need to think. How do I get out of this?

"You haven't done anything that I haven't enjoyed" I try to convince him "I just need a breather, a chance to get some fluids into me after all the ones I have depleted. Don't you all have safe words, UNCLE" I chuckle softly. I want him to think I am complying. I worry that I won't be able to leave. Do they have a place to keep me locked up? There are so many things going through my head. Making me a sex slave, sex trafficking. I don't understand, why me? I am not young and hot. I just happened to walk into the wrong place at the wrong time. I am not what anyone would consider some catch. I'm a mature woman, a grown ass adult. I'm confused and angry. "Please hon, just let me out of the restraints, take me to the restroom, give me a little water." I am pleading with him. He inhales deeply and rolls off of me. "I can hardly walk anyway after that fucking you just gave me." I tease. It is true, I don't think I could fight or run. My legs are shaking, my arms straining against the straps. I have no clothes on, and I have no idea where my keys, phone, wallet are. I am pretty much at his, their mercy.

I feel the straps being loosened and I start to breathe more normally. I don't move for a few moments. I rub my hands together in front of me and begin to massage my own arms. They are shaky and weak. I start to remove the blindfold, and someone stops me. "No, leave it" he says. I do as he says. He takes my arms and lifts me into a sitting position on the table. He then slides my legs over the edge, I sit there, my legs dangling and try to catch my breath. I can see from under the bottom of the blindfold, a pair of men's feet, then a pair of smaller, female feet, toenails polished a dark color, maybe black. And then she moves away. "Here, take this," he says, and I feel him place a glass in my hand. It is cool with condensation on the outside.

I want to gulp it down but hesitate. I sniff it. "It's ok, I promise" the voice replies "It's only water." I am parched and decide to trust him as I swallow the cold water. It feels so good as I gulp it down. I need more. But I need to pee. "Will you take me to the restroom, please?" I ask him. He lifts me from the table to a standing position and I struggle to stand on my own. There is a person on either side of me helping me stand as we begin to walk. I feel plastic under my feet and try to see beneath the blindfold. We stop. I can see a male figure lying on the floor. There is a sheet of plastic on the floor, and he is masturbating. His penis is very large and very hard.

He reaches and grabs my leg, I jump, startled. He rubs my leg and pulls me towards him. The two people guiding me direct me to where he is lying on the floor. They move my legs, so I am straddling him. "Now squat" the woman holding me says and pushes me down slightly. She rubs my vagina softly and stands behind me. She is holding my bottom as we both are in a semi sitting position. She wraps one arm around my waist and reaches around with her other hand to begin masturbating me. "Hold your pussy lips open for me" she whispers as she slides her fingers inside me. I do as she says.

The man on the floor rubs my leg as he starts to furiously jack his cock. He slides in under us, between our legs and says, "Hold that cunt open, let me see that wet cunt." The girl behind me is rubbing me hard and fast as I use both my hands to spread myself open. "Oh yeah, bitch, finger that wet cunt" he moans. His cock is so hard and purple. "Piss on me, you nasty bitch!" he growls, and I am surprised. The girl begins to pinch my clit as if squeezing a pimple. Oh shit! I can't hold it anymore.

"Don't cum" she says, "Piss on him, let it out, let it go. I know you can feel it. She uses her fingers to spread my pussy open, exposing my urethra. He licks his finger and reaches up, barely touching it. I let go. I start to urinate, and it feels almost as good as an orgasm. It is sticky and warm running down my leg and onto his chest. I let go of my snatch and place my hands on my thighs to keep from falling.

He is breathing hard, I can see him throw his head back and jack himself off with both hands, "Fuck yes, you nasty little bitch" he moans. "Do it now!" He says and suddenly the girl behind me wraps both arms around me and quickly pushes me down, down onto his huge, hard cock. She pushes me all the way down so that he is buried deep in me. And he screams. "FUUUUCK YES!" I am screaming too. All of it bubbling up to the surface. Everything that had gone down tonight. And I fuck his hard dick. I am fucking him as we both start to spasm against each other. As I am about to come, I feel someone come up from behind. The man on the floor pulls me down onto his chest as he raises my ass up into the air. Suddenly I feel another cock being shoved into my asshole. It is so big and the feeling of two hard dicks sliding into me is fucking unbelievable. I feel the guy on the floor spread his legs as the other one kneels down behind me.

The one on top grabs my ass with both hands as he slams his hard cock deep in my ass. The bottom guy is sliding his massive dick in and out I can feel both of them filling my holes, the sensation of the thin skin between them. Oh, fuck yes. "Oh, Fuck yes!" I cry "Fuck me, fuck me, with your big dicks!" I arch my back and go limp as they continue to pound me. We are fucking in a mixture of sweat and piss and cum and oil and I am a complete, willing participant. I can't fight it anymore. I give my body to them. I slip the blindfold off and look down. It is Spencer, the other pool player. His eyes are rolled back in his head as he bites his lips and thrusts his dick into me several more times and finally crumbles. He is totally wiped out. The other one pulls himself out of my ass and begins to jack his cum onto my back, moaning and groaning. I lay down on Spencer's chest his dick still inside me. My breathing is trembling. My entire body is sore and used up. I can take no more.

I start to hear sounds around us. As I realize there are people fucking all around us. I still have no idea how many people there are in the building. At this point it doesn't really matter. They have all seen much more of me than I have them. I am exhausted and would kill for a hot shower. I whisper to him in my horse, parched voice, "I don't suppose you have a hot tub, do you?"

He wraps his hands around my head, pulling me tight against his chest and begins to laugh. "I can't move, I feel like, well like I've been fucked all night" I say. As he gently rolls me off and away from him. He snaps his fingers, and a woman appears with a couple of big fluffy towels. He stands, his big dick hanging and wraps a towel around his waist. He extends his hand and helps me to my feet, my legs like wet noodles, trembling. He wraps the other towel around me, I raise my arms like a child an allow him to tuck it in at my chest. We start to walk, slowly. We leave the pool room, leaving all the other fucking people to do their thing. We move through the bar and into a back room that looks to be a storage room.

There is a door on the other side of the room, he turns the knob and opens it. It opens up to a dimly lit, tiled room, like a small locker room. I immediately catch the scent of chlorine; the air is warm and humid. I shake my head and have to smile. "No way." I say.

"Yes, your wish is my command" he says. As he leads me into an open room with a large bubbly hot tub set into the floor. Duncan is in it. He is all kicked back, head resting on one of the pillows attached to the side. Spencer takes my hand, drops his towel, removes mine and leads me into the tub. Oh, my fucking god. It is fabulous. The water is so hot, almost scalding as I melt down into it. It stings my used-up pussy, and it is soothing and painful at the same time. My body is completely relaxed, and I can't move. I only mange to lay back and let the bubbles sooth me. Spencer slides in next to me and brushes my hair back. He kisses my lips, just a quick peck. "Well, fuck, that was amazing" he breathes out. "You are a fucking goddess, a nasty little fuck queen." I can't speak. I only manage to breathe and try not to go under.

"Don't let me drown in here" I finally manage to say "I don't know if I can keep up. I feel I'm ready to pass out. Please don't let anything happen to me." My voice barely a whisper, my speech slurred. "And don't let me boil."

I laugh and once again, everything goes dark.