Chapter 7
Nuë woke. It was very early in the morning, just beginning to get light, the air cool. They were outside of Heltas, southeast of the city, camped on the steppes. It smelled good after the city, which had been so closed in, now only the sky and the land around her.
Something had woken her. Luta was back. He and Mihel were two hulking shapes and low voices.
"Go back to sleep, Nuë," Mihel said.
Nuë sat up, the fire still showing light that illuminated their faces. "What are you two talking about?" Nuë said.
"You always say that to her," Luta said to Mihel. "For hundreds of years, we're talking, she wakes, and you tell her to go back to sleep and it always makes her sit up and ask what we're talking about. If you didn't say anything, she would go back to sleep."
"Hello, Luta," Nuë said.
"It's good to see you, little sister."
"I didn't tell him about the brothel. He found out another way," Nuë said, sleepy, rubbing her eyes.
"I know. Don't remind him. He's just getting over it."
"A brothel, Luta," Mihel hissed.
"I was looking for a place to stay," Luta defended himself.
"You wanted a woman," Mihel accused.
"That too. We've already talked about this. You already yelled at me and threatened me and told me horrible things about myself."
"Mihel," Nuë said. "Luta isn't horrible."
"Thank you, little sister."
"He's awful," Nuë said.
Mihel laughed.
Nuë lay down again. They were quiet. She waited. She sat up. "What are you two talking about?" she said.
"We weren't talking," Luta said.
"I noticed," she said.
"I thought you were going back to sleep," Mihel said.
"You don't want me to know," she accused.
Mihel sighed. "Luta found the sorcerer."
Nuë felt tension roll through her belly. "Why was he looking for him?"
"So we can kill him," Mihel said.
Nuë got out of bed, coming and sitting next to Mihel. He reached and picked her up, putting her on his lap, turning her sideways. She frowned up at him. "Why would we do that? Why don't we go home?"
"Because he still has the necklace where my true name is written. We didn't find it in the tower. If he recovered his strength, he could bind me again."
"And we need to kill him soon, while he's still weak and doesn't have his magical objects," Luta added in the tone of someone once again making the same point.
"You're afraid to go because you don't know where to put me," Nuë guessed, looking at Mihel. "And every day, the sorcerer gets stronger."
"Yes," Luta said.
"Luta," Mihel objected, looking at him.
Luta looked away, his lips tight.
"Put me in a cave, Mihel," Nuë said. "In a public house. Dig a hole, stick me in it, and go kill this dog."
"It's not so simple, Nuë," Mihel said.
"What's complicated?" Nuë said.
"The sorcerer is dangerous," Mihel answered.
Nuë narrowed her eyes at him. She realized. "You're afraid you and Luta won't come back? You're afraid I'll be left out here alone with nowhere to go and nobody to protect me?"
"Yes," Luta said.
"Luta," Mihel objected, louder this time.
Nuë struggled to get out of his arms. "Let me up, Mihel," she said.
He waited and then tipped her back whenever she shifted forward enough. On her fourth failed attempt, she stopped. "Now," she said sharply.
Mihel sighed and set her on her feet. She turned around and looked down at him, drawing herself up.
She saw Luta grin, looking away.
"Look what you've done," Mihel said to him, gesturing at her. Mihel looked up at her. "Don't get upset, my light--"
"You take me with you or leave me here now," she announced.
"Nuë--" Mihel began, his voice so reasonable.
"No," Nuë said, making a gesture at him with one hand, shooing him. "Go away from me. This is my camp. You're not welcome."
Luta laughed, Mihel shooting him another look.
"I can't leave you here by yourself," Mihel said to her.
"Will you take me to fight this sorcerer?"
"No," Mihel said, adamant, shaking his head.
"Then go away. This is my camp. Come back when he's dead."
"And if I don't come back?"
"Stupid ifrit!" she cried. "How are you alive for so long and you're so stupid?" She was furious, going to her things, packing.
Mihel got up, following her. She was rolling her blanket.
"What are you doing?" Mihel said.
"Leaving," she said, sitting to put on her boots.
Mihel took her second boot and tossed it into the darkness. "Where are you going?"
She got up and hobbled, one bare foot, finding it, sitting where she was and shoving it on her foot. She got up, stomping, tying the leather as he unrolled her blanket. "Somewhere else. You won't leave my camp. I will make my own somewhere else. Don't follow me."
Mihel grabbed her pack. "I'm not letting you go wandering off alone."
"I'm not a goat," she said, stomping to roll the blanket, trying to grab her pack from him. He held it out of reach. "Give it to me!"
Mihel handed her the pack.
"You can't stop me, Mihel," she said. "I will stab you if you try."
Luta laughed again, Mihel glaring.
Nuë walked, carrying her pack, trying to pick the saddle up to put it on her horse. Mihel put his foot on it. She straightened and looked around quickly, choosing a direction. That one would do. She began to walk, a brisk stride.
Mihel walked beside her. "Nuë."
"Don't speak to me. I don't know you," she said.
"You can't just leave alone."
"Is that the wind?" Nuë said, looking around, walking. "I hear a great wind."
Luta laughed behind them.
"Incora," Mihel said, stern.
Nuë stopped and faced him. "Don't you dare to speak to me that way, Mihel," she said, advancing, Mihel leaning back a little. "I am not even insisting I go with you, but you're not grateful I'm willing to sit in some place, anywhere, idle, braiding my hair and waiting to see if my life is over because I murdered you and Luta. You won't take me. You can't stay with me. So go now."
"You're not safe here alone, Nuë."
"I don't want to live without you anyway!" she yelled, breathing. She gestured at him, dismissive, her eyes raking his form. "I'm not speaking to you today, big stupid ifrit." She turned again, walking. She would walk to Fada tribe if she had to.
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Mihel watched Nuë walk away, following her, walking behind her. She was upset. Once, when she'd been like this, he'd tried simply picking her up, and she had screamed until he had put her down and then she hadn't spoken to him for over a week. She had only relented when he'd volunteered a promise never to do it again.
He thought about that, behind her now, watching her butt, the tight circles her hips made as she walked briskly. He had made the promise to one of her earlier selves. She didn't remember. He could--
"No," she said in front of him.
Mihel stopped, staring at her back. He resumed walking. She wasn't bluffing, he knew. She would keep walking until she reached Fada tribe if he persisted.
He wanted to take her to the mountains and leave her with his mother and father, but Luta was right. By the time they got back, the sorcerer would be far more dangerous. Ezrel was vulnerable now, without the magic objects he needed, still healing from the stab wounds.
But Mihel was supposed to leave his incora on the plains alone, in the middle of nothing? She couldn't return to her father in Heltas. She wouldn't be safe on the trade road alone going back to Fada tribe. Was she going to live in the hills like a stufa, a mystic woman, muttering incantations and living off beetles and bristle grasses until they returned?
He looked up as Luta joined him, riding his horse.
"There's Vassi," Luta said from the saddle, walking the horse, Nuë in front of them, his incora pretending they weren't there and that she couldn't hear them.
"You want me to trust Vassi with my incora?" Mihel said, incredulous. "You're crazy."
"It's a day's ride. It's even in the right direction."
"A caravanserai. People coming and going."
"They're not bandits, Mihel. They're merchants, traders. If we paid him, he would protect her."
"I don't trust him."
"Vassi can be trusted, especially if you pay him enough. We promise him more later. You just don't like him."
"He's a liar. Opportunistic. A criminal, Luta."
"Only when he really wants something. I've known him for a long time. He's not so bad as you think, Mihel."
Mihel blew out his breath, wishing he could think of anywhere better. But short of taking her with him, which he was not going to do, he couldn't. "I'll tell him I will skin him alive if anything happens to her," Mihel said, deciding.
"Maybe I'll go ahead. You should let me talk to him first, Mihel," Luta said.
Mihel sighed, his stubborn incora still headed in the wrong direction. He gestured at her. "You tell her, Luta. She won't talk to me today."
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Mihel woke in the morning, curled around his incora, his forehead on her hair and his cock already hard. She was still asleep. His hand wandered under her shirt and to her firm breast, her flesh warm. He squeezed her nipple gently, rolling it.
Nuë squirmed in her sleep, pressing on him. He could push a few pieces of cloth aside and be inside her. They would stay quiet until they couldn't anymore. She wouldn't care by then.
They were under blankets. Luta was asleep, and he would pretend to be if he wasn't. Mihel just had to persuade her, his hand moving to push her pants down over her round butt.
Her hand stopped his on her breast and she rolled on her back. "Mihel," she whispered, frowning, her eyes sleepy.
Mihel smiled at her and bent to kiss her mouth. His hand tried to slip down the front of her pants.
"No," she whispered, stopping it.
"Why not?" he whispered back, settling for putting his hand on her pussy outside her pants and pressing.
"Don't, Mihel," she whispered.
"You know it feels good," he said, whispering back, pressing.
"It doesn't."
"It does," he whispered. "I can hear the lie, Nuë."
"Stop doing that."
"You might as well let him fuck you at this point, Nuë," Luta said, sitting up and running his hand through his hair. "I can't sleep with all the noise anyway."
Nuë sat straight up and picked up her boot where it was beside her, throwing it at him. Mihel was surprised to see it go wide, to the right of Luta's head. Nuë had excellent aim.
Seeing her grab the boot, Luta moved left to evade, perfect timing, the boot hitting him in the face. "How do you do that?" Luta cried, his hand going to his nose, Mihel laughing.