I am a 42 year old career woman (a head nurse) who had never done anything daring until last year when an âamateur photographerâ talked me into posing nude while I was on vacation. I ended up with pictures of me posed like a nude big game trophy posted on his pay web site. That âadventureâ was so out of character for me I wrote about it in a previous contribution entitled âHow I Was Bagged and Mounted.â
I swore to myself that posing for these pictures would be my final âwalk on the wild side.â So I certainly was not looking for more âexposureâ when I answered some âfeedback on your storyâ emails from a group of guys commenting on that contribution. But completely âexposedâ is exactly how I ended up, and not entirely voluntarily.
Before reading further you should know I am not writing about being forced to do something I found repulsive. In fact it has long been a fantasy of mine to entertain a group of men nude (not as a job, but just for a thrill). I never considered actually doing it for the usual reasons that most people never live out their fantasies (what would my friends say, etc), but also because I didnât think I was pretty enough. I am 5â 5â, 128 pounds, pretty blonde hair, 36C chest and I get more than my share of compliments, but I am after all 42 years old. Anyway here is what happened to me when, despite my doubts, I was forced to cross the line from fantasy into the reality of doing exactly that, and ironically it was to
save
my job and my reputation.
The Trap is Set
This all started when I responded to some of those âfeedback on your storyâ emails that turned out to be from a group of guys who were all from the same lodge (you know, those men-only âsecretâ societies). I was intrigued because these guys admitted being subscribers to that pay site on which my nude pictures had been posted and they were honest enough to say they enjoyed how the photographer tricked me into posing nude for the site. In these emails one of them casually mentioned that along the same lines their lodge held wrestling matches featuring women just like me.
I made the mistake of asking what the women wore for the matches, and they told me it was bikini underwear covered by lingerie. I commented that it sounded pretty tame. Once I showed even this faint glimmer of interest, however, I got sucked into talking more and more about the matches. Eventually one of them asked if Iâd be interested.
To be fair, I did agree to be a contestant, especially since their lodge was nowhere near me. In reality, however, I pretended to agree because I wanted to keep talking about appearing in front of a group of horny guys, without actually doing it. I kept postponing my âmatchâ and making excuses to keep the fantasy going, but my charade came to an end when I gave them a definite date that I figured was impossible for them to make. Without talking to me they rescheduled meetings, rented an expensive mat and canceled another fund raising event, all so they could agree to my date. I felt guilty and confessed that I never intended to participate for real in a match. Needless to say, they were upset.
The Trap Snaps Shut
Then I got a playful but somewhat mean email from the guys. When I clicked on the link in the email I found that they had copied some of the humiliating pictures of me from that pay web site where I was on display and then posted them on a free site. They also gave me a list of other free sites on which they were thinking of posting the pictures and then asked if I wanted to reconsider my decision about doing the wrestling match. I was upset because I had often overheard male technicians at my hospital talking about these kinds of sites, and they apparently visited quite a few.
I emailed the guy I knew best in the group and begged him not to go through with their plan. I said I would do just one match if I could set the rules and if no pictures would be taken. He gave his word that if I did just this one match they would never post any of my pictures. He agreed that no cameras would be allowed, but he said there could be no exceptions to the standard match rules.
The standard rules were not as tame as I had thought. I was to begin the match in lingerie and bikini underwear, as I had been told, but the object was to strip my opponent nude and drag her into a pool of vegetable oil by any means. The match ended only when the one of us was 100% covered in oil. There was no other way to end it. This was not a match you won by pinning your opponent (if you did you only got back a piece of clothing youâd lost). There was no surrender. If you were good you might be able to keep all your clothes on, but if you lost then you would have to entertain the crowd nude and covered in oil while the winner collected her tips. The winner received $300 and tips. The loser received $100 and some âexposureâ she would remember for quite a while. I had no choice but to agree to the rules and keep the date; otherwise humiliating nude pictures of me would soon be all over the hospital.
Match Day Arrives
On the agreed upon date the lodge sent a limousine to pick me up at a local store (I did not want to give my address) to take me to the lodge. The limo was first class with a bar which I took full advantage of. My strategy was to wear an outfit for the match that would be hard to remove. I planned to get my opponent on the mat and as we tussled Iâd be able to pull her clothes off one by one while my tight, clingy clothing would get stuck on me. In fact I had a hard time getting this outfit off even when I wanted to!
For my lingerie I chose a one-piece, red summer dress with thin spaghetti straps that showed off some cleavage and could pass for night wear if no one looked closely. It came down to my knees and had a lot of very tight elastic around the top that not only gave a nice shape to my chest but also made the dress very clingy and hard to take off. For my underwear I chose a white, seamless bandeau bra with no straps, hooks, latches or wires that looked like a running bra except it was a bigger and tighter because it had no straps and was held up by wide strips of elastic around the entire top and bottom. My panties were also hard to remove, âhigh-cutâ briefs that clung to me like a second skin, while giving maximum coverage both back and front.
The outfit was carefully planned to be classy and sexy but very hard to remove. It gave me the most coverage I could get under the rules. I wanted to control how much of me the guys would get to see. Since I had to be barefoot, I had my toenails and fingernails manicured and painted to match my dress. I also had my hair done up in a very young looking style. I added a pair of large sunglasses so that I could make sure there was no one there who knew me before revealing my face completely.
It Becomes Real
After changing into my outfit, I went up a set of stairs to meet the referee who was to escort me to the mat. As I emerged into the hall the whole thing became real for the first time. In the center of the hall they had put down a huge, official looking wrestling mat with a big circle on it and just off to the right was a rectangular childâs swimming pool which I guessed contained the oil. Large lights were set up on tripods along each wall about 10 feet from the mat (or pool) so there was no seating to the right or left of the mat. I counted a total of about 80 men. Half sat on my side of the mat and half on the other side from where I stood, with each side divided by a wide center aisle.
I pulled my sunglasses down and checked for anyone I knew. No one looked even remotely familiar. I began to get excited. This was a perfect setting to live out my fantasy. I could not believe it was really going to happen.