Nancy's fourth journal entry.....
I walked through the next week in a daze, still not believing what I had gotten myself into because of a few minutes of stupidity. I blew off Professor Martin's class both days, because there was no way I could look at the man, or have him looking at me.
My parents noticed the fog I was in, but as usual had no clue. I heard my mother tell the old man that she thought I might be in love. Nice try mom. Father said that I was just going through a phase. That was a helluva lot closer, but still no cigar, pop.
I knew I was trapped. I know now I should have called his bluff right at the start. I should have told him to go ahead and make copies of the damn video and send them to everybody like he had threatened to. He probably wouldn't have, and even if he did it wouldn't be as bad as it was now. I just wasn't thinking clearly when it was all going down. This might go on forever, with me putting on a little show for Professor and Monica every Friday night.
What freaked me out the most was that after all the drama and everything that had led up to it, I had enjoyed it. Maybe I was a lesbian after all. There was no denying that I really enjoyed Pam, both what she did to me and what I did in return. I confess that while I was very upset Friday night when I got home, the next evening I was getting myself off thinking about Pam.
Then there was Monica. On Thursday when I ditched Professor Martin's class, I called up their house during the class time knowing that he wouldn't be there, so I could talk to Monica. When she picked up she sounded out of breath, saying she was just getting done working out. I asked her if I could come over to talk with her and she sounded nervous.
She didn't think that would be a good idea but did agree to meet me at the mall after she showered if I wanted to talk. I did and agreed to meet her in an hour at the Macy's entrance.
I was waiting at the parking lot entrance of the store when Monica arrived. She was wearing a black leather coat and looked incredible, of course. She kissed me on the cheek and led me inside the store. We walked around the racks of clothing like we were shopping or something. I had a lot on my mind and wanted to talk but she was leading me around, telling me what would look nice on me.
Next thing I know she's having me try on a beautiful yellow sweater and then after gushing about how great it looks on me, takes it up to the cashier and buys it despite my protests. I'm now walking around with Monica and this $120 sweater in a bag.
Monica took me to the food court inside the mall and buys a couple of sodas. We went over to a table in a quiet corner of the dining area and sit down. Monica begins talking about the dogs and how much they miss me, but I finally cut her off.
"Monica, why are you guys doing this to me?" I asked while trying and failing to keep the nervous quiver out of voice. "I liked you guys so much. I know I did stupid things, but why didn't you just yell at me and throw me out the door?"
Monica patted my hand and looked at me with those big beautiful blue eyes. "Nancy, you had never done anything like you did last Friday night, had you?"
I shook my head. "No, that was the first time I ever really did anything with anybody."
"You enjoyed it though, didn't you Nancy? You looked so beautiful with Pam. She's really special, isn't she? I've watched that video three times since then and it's so exciting. The last time I watched I... , well you can guess what I did while it played. I'll bet" Monica said smiling wickedly.
"What's going to happen next? How long will this go on? You two could keep the carrot dangling in front of me forever!" I hoped I didn't sound as worried about that as I really was.
Monica shook her head. "Of course not dear, nothing like that. Richard just wants to enjoy you for a while, we both do actually. I promise that I will do everything I can to make sure you never get hurt. Tomorrow night there is a very nice couple coming over and I know you will like them."
"A couple? Look Monica, I'm a virgin. I know that sounds stupid in these times, but I made it this far and I plan on holding on to that until I get married. So if this game of yours gets to that point, I'm out of there and I don't care what you two do about it."
I know that's not a popular idea these days but I made up my mind early in that regard. It wasn't like I couldn't have gotten laid by now either, as pathetic as I've described my life here. Any girl can find somebody to screw them if that's what they want. That was never a problem. Every guy I ever jerked off wanted to fuck me, that much I'm pretty sure of. Most guys will screw anything with a pulse, or at least that's the way it seems.
Monica looked me with total seriousness. "We know you are a virgin. Nancy I swear to you that you will not be violated in that way, that I promise. I think that is a wonderful attitude you have. Now you will be getting the opportunity to explore a whole new world. You will be doing a lot of things, wild and different things, things you might never even have imagined existed. I hope that you are going to be able to learn to relax and enjoy them."
We got up and tossed our cups in the trash, as Monica seemed to be indicating this meeting was about to be over.
"I have to get home at start dinner. Richard will be home pretty soon, because I think his last class is done around three. Aren't you supposed to be in that class, Nancy? Oh, I see, that's why you called when you did. Very clever."
"I was going to just come over but I decided to call instead" I offered.
Monica looked a little flustered. "No that wouldn't have been a good idea Nancy, not if you didn't want Richard to know. Well this was fun dear, I'll see you tomorrow night."
Monica gave me a peck on the cheek and a hug and began to walk away. I caught up to her and stopped her.
"Monica, will I..., will we ever make love?" I asked.
"Is that something you would like to do Nancy?" Monica asked. I nodded vigorously.
"More than anything else in the world" I said with complete candor.
"I'll speak to Richard about that Nancy dear" Monica said softly and walked away. She turned after a few steps and said "I'd like that too."
I felt better than I had all week as I watched Monica leave the mall. At least I knew where I stood now, I suppose. There would be a couple waiting for me tomorrow, that much was certain. What that meant, who knew? Besides Professor Martin, that is.
I found out the next night. I arrived at seven on the dot as usual and went outside and played with the dogs for a time. They lost track of the ball a lot because of all the leaves in the yard. Winter was just around the corner and the crunching leaves under foot would soon be replaced with snow.
Ziggy and Roy got tired eventually and we all went inside. Monica was waiting for me at the door. She was wearing a long sleeved mint green dress and looked ...., you guessed it. She took me downstairs and helped me undress. I was wearing the sweater she had bought me and she told me how great I looked. When I was naked she checked me over. I had shaved almost everywhere before coming over but didn't do the pubes, where some stubble had grown. I was sqeamish about doing that and if they wanted it done then Monica could do it, which she did. I didn't have an orgasm this time, but I enjoyed Monica touching me, especially down there. I thought that shaving down there might be something that once you start, you have to keep doing it, because it had already started to get itchy down there.
Monica made quick work of that, too quick to suit me, and helped me get dressed. After the bra and panties came the white shirt and knee highs. then the plaid blazer and skirt. I really hated this goofy outfit, but at least it had been freshly laundered though, I could tell that much.
Monica led me out to the bar area and made us vodka and tonics. I belted mine down in short order and asked for another. I was developing a taste for these things, not to mention the relaxing effect they seemed to have on me. I felt the soft buzz begin to envelop me as Professor Martin came down the stairs. He was accompanied by a man and woman who were almost as old as he was.
The woman was very tall and slender with short silver hair and was wearing a light blue outfit. The man was a little shorter than she was and slender also. He was almost bald, with just a little gray hair left on the sides. I was introduced to them, Walter and Kay, meet Nancy. They greeted me warmly and Monica made them drinks as well. I motioned for her to give me another, which she did with a raised eyebrow.
This couple were very pleasant and everything, but I was very nervous and it showed. Everybody knew what was going to happen to me except me, and I'm not that big on surprises. We all went over to the other part of the basement and Monica led me over to the bed while Professor Martin spoke to the couple back by the couch.
"Okay Nancy, what Richard wants you to do to is lay down and pretend you are sleeping. Walter is going to come in the room and start touching you, after which you will masturbate him to orgasm" Monica said matter-of-factly.