Naïve Wanda: Memories & Nightmares

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Chapter 2: Naïve Wanda: Memories, Dreams & Nightmares

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Notes

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This story contains descriptions of the aftermath of an attempted seduction of a reluctant, naïve, barely legal teenage 18-year-old. One who was overwhelmed when an older guy attempted to seduce her - and almost succeeded. Her subsequent thoughts, dreams, and nightmares have an element of coercion, non-consent, humiliation, and submissiveness as well.

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Do not reprint this work on any other website, or any medium, without the expressed consent of the author (aka me).

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About Me

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In real life, I am a teacher and had a student named Wanda in my classes. Like the story, she is Hispanic. Also like the story, she was my neighbor. Living in the same complex over the summer meant that I was privileged to see her in skimpy summer clothes and around the pool in a bathing suit.

As in the story, she was sexy and voluptuous and smart and cute. She was petite, and her body was a mix of Ella Knox and Gabby Carter.

And yes, very naïve about things.

The rest of the story is a fantasy. Please read "Chapter 1, "Naïve Wanda: How it Started" first.

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Part 1: Naïve Wanda: Sex Education

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Wanda came over a bit later and asked for more frozen pizza. Is that all she ate?

After we ate, we sat on my couch, and she sat right next to me. Our thighs were almost touching. I felt she was a little close, but that word has no meaning anymore, as we were closer than that, a lot closer, earlier in the day.

She was so hot. I tried to look away, but my eyes had other ideas. Wanda truly seemed unaware of just how smoking hot she was. I had already grabbed her magical tits and amazing ass earlier today but was somehow able to stop myself. But to do that again... and again...?

She truly didn't seem to have any idea how horny she was making me. She had no idea how hard it was for me... How hard it was for me to stop myself, and how hard she was making me downstairs.

The term "sex on a stick" may be overused, but in this case, it fits Wanda perfectly. And somehow, she either just didn't realize it or figured if she ignored it enough it would go away.

I told myself I needed to buy one of those dog shock collars and wrap it around my cock, so I could zap myself whenever my eyes or thoughts wandered.

I carefully started "Wanda, I know you are very optimistic about figuring things out, but I want to realize that while I promised you I will try my best, I'm not sure..."

Before I could finish, Wanda placed a finger on her mouth as if to say 'Shush'. "Mr. Smith, my mom just texted me and said everyone is really hurt but hanging in there. She will be there for about a week, longer if needed. Now we know we have the entire week to study and experiment and learn. I think we should watch some sex education videos to start.

I started again "Wanda, I don't think you heard me. I'm trying to say..."

Wanda then put her finger on my lips to stop me and interrupted me yet again "I think we should watch some sex education videos to start. And as you say in school, we're not going to talk about how difficult or impossible a task may seem. We are going to do our best and not give up."

"You like to say 'You know how to eat an elephant? One bite at a time'. So that's what we are going to do here".

Well, that was that. Have I mentioned how much I hate it when students use my own words against me?

I tried to level-set her, but Wanda was determined to work this through -- one bite at a time. Or one kiss and grope at a time.

We searched for some sex education videos on my big-screen TV (it was connected to my desktop, which was running the prerequisite VPN and security anonymizer software. I have this configuration so I did not have to worry about anyone tracking back to me when I surfed the web for porn. The last thing I need is for some student or administrator to somehow find out about my surfing habits and special 'hobby').

Luckily, I was able to dismount my encrypted folder which had movies and images of big-tit babes. It would be quite an interesting and difficult conversation for me to have with Wanda if she found that folder. A folder full of videos of babes with huge melons - like hers - getting fucked. Sensual Jane. Ella Knox. Gabbie Carter. Violet Meyers. And more. If Wanda found these, she would realize that I was most turned on by women with big titties being squeezed and bouncing and wobbling while getting pounded. The bigger the titties, the better. Titties like Wanda's.

I've always have attracted to big tits. Unfortunately, my girlfriends and rare hookups all had average or small boobs. I never was able to experience the thrill of taking a massive pair of boobs in my hands - until yesterday. And I somehow found the will to stop myself. At least that one time.

Now the hottest babe I've ever seen, with not just huge melons, but also a perfect ass, is sitting inches from me. Me. Her teacher. And we are getting ready to watch explicit sex education videos. I was torn between sitting on my hands to keep them under control or using them to hide my bulge. Finally, I decided to sit on one hand and use the other to try to hide my woody.

We watched a couple of boring clinical sex education videos. Finally, one was interesting and even a little steamy. The video started talking about male genitalia and how the penis gets hard when excited, followed by a video animation. Wanda asked me to pause the video.

Wanda asked in a small voice "I think I saw and even felt your penis getting hard while we were talking and doing stuff before. Is that true?"

She's asking me if I got hard while groping her...? If I got hard? Is she that oblivious? I guess I should no longer be surprised at her innocence, her naivete.

I wanted to reply that the truth is that my cock is always in a perpetual state of hardness around her luscious body. That I have a constant boner. And if my cock were any harder, it would have poked a hole through my shorts - and the ceiling.

Instead, I said, "Wanda, you are very pretty and beautiful and sexy and I couldn't help it. I'm sorry". A small smile appeared on her face.

We continued to watch the video and Wanda kept glancing over at my crotch, which just made me even harder. My cock was standing at attention. There was a huge tent in my shorts. It reminded me of a rocket on a NASA launch pad. Hiding it was hopeless.

She continued asking me questions. If only the sex-ed teacher at the school could see me now.

"Does it hurt when it gets hard like that?" She searched for the right word... "When you have an... an erection?"

"It hurts a little, but also feels good, especially when I get relief."

"When you mean relief, do you mean when you have the sperm come out, right? When you have an orgasm, I mean cum, I mean ejaculate. Right?"

I still could not believe how naïve she was. She reads all those steamy romance novels. What does she do? Skip over those parts?

"Yes, that is correct, when I have an orgasm."

"So that's similar to when a woman orgasms, right?"

"Well, it's a bit different, as women can orgasm more than once. Guys usually can only once. But overall, yes".

She bit her lip and stared into my face with pleading eyes. "I've never seen a penis, except in some videos like these. Can I see it? I really want to see it. I need to. As part of my education." She continued with her justification. "I need to see it. I need to be prepared. Like we discussed earlier."

Oh shit! I did promise Wanda I would help her with her journey. And she needs to learn more, with my help. And I agreed. I guess this is also part of it. Of course, my cock agreed wholeheartedly with her. He was just begging to be freed. To star in his own "show-n-tell" party.

What if some boy pulls out his cock and surprises her? Well, she needs to be prepared. I also felt a pang of jealousy thinking about the possibility of another boy with her. I also knew that if I pulled out my cock globs of cum would immediately erupt from my dick like a volcano.

I also should give her an A+ in the art of using my own words against me. It was starting to feel like two-against-one, with Wanda and my cock voting one way, and what was left of my brain the other.

I took a deep breath. "Wanda, everything we are doing is highly inappropriate, and it could get you expelled, and me fired - or worse. I know we can keep this a secret, but I think that's maybe too soon. Let's take it slow, OK?"

She nodded, but I saw that look. I didn't say no, and I couldn't say no, and she knew it.

It was only a matter of time.

It was inevitable.

Never mind that what we've ALREADY done, at best, would get me fired and blacklisted from teaching ever again. And at worst, I'll be in jail with a six-foot-five inch 300-lb inmate nicknamed Bubba. And Bubba will perform a colonoscopy on me... by ripping out my colon and jumping rope with it.

I put the video back on and we watched it together. It did show a simulation of a penis shooting out some cum, err, ejaculating sperm. The video must have been created recently, as the animator did a decent job rendering the CGI. Wanda asked me to rewind it twice. I just handed her the mouse. She even figured out the slow-motion function.

If a month ago, you would have said to me that this summer, I would be sitting in front of a TV... with my most voluptuous 18-year-old student next to me... watching videos of CGI cocks shooting cum... in slow-motion no less... I would have asked you what mind-altering drug you were on... And whether I could have some.

Internally, I was happy that I could measure up in size to the animated penis, and that I could shoot a lot more than the cock in the video. My ex-girlfriends and rare one-night hookups always commented on the amount of cum I was able to produce.

Wanda's eyes were on a swivel, alternating between looking at the TV and glancing at my cock. Each time Wanda glanced at my cock I swore it grew another inch.

"Mr. Smith, do most guys' penises look like the one on the TV now? I mean, the one time I watched a porn video the guy's penis looked different. Bigger". It was easy to tell that she was trying to be nonchalant while asking me, and even easier to see that she was getting turned on.

I guess this is all part of her sex education. At this point, it wouldn't surprise me if she wanted to watch some hard-core porn with me one day. Or ask me to rub one out.

I decided to answer truthfully. I went into teacher mode, explaining it in a way that was as sanitized as possible. If I explained it any other way, I think my cock would have burst out of my pants and finished the conversation for me.

"Wanda, they use camera angles and different tricks to make genitalia appear bigger in porn. But yes, many porn actors have genitalia which is larger-than-average. Just like women in porn are prettier and are usually shapelier than the average woman". I left unsaid that Wanda's body was better than 95% of the porn actresses, with her huge, all-natural boobs and amazing ass.

She nodded. And I was glad that she didn't have any more questions. Or at least she did not have any more questions she was willing to ask me - yet. Otherwise, she'd see a huge cum-stain in my lap, and my next lesson would be for me to explain to her how guys sometimes will nut, I mean prematurely ejaculate, in their pants.

The video then went into detail about the different parts of a female's pussy, err, vagina. Wanda was again extremely interested, and she rewound the video three times. She whispered, "That's where that bastard touched me."

"I can never thank you enough for being there for me yesterday. And being here for me now." I saw her eyes get misty and watched a small tear fall onto her beautiful cheek. I just nodded. What could I say? That I wasn't just there, but I watched while that perve groped her?

Being here for her now is the least I can do. But that will never make up for my inaction. My idiocy. Once I get that shock collar for my cock, I should just set it to 'electrocution'.

After the video ended, she said quietly "I just seem to lose control when I get touched in my.. my erogenous zones. Even when you tried to help me earlier to keep me from getting lost in the sensations, it just did not work."

"We need to figure out why and solve this. My problem. Our problem, as we agreed. I'm so grateful to you for helping me. I just can't do it alone."

Since I agreed earlier, I guess it is 'our problem'.

We both needed bio-breaks. Wanda went across the hall, back to her place, and called her mom.

She's so smoking hot. Just being next to her makes me excited. Hard as iron. I've shown videos in class of how flowers turn to follow the sun. I realized my cock does the same thing, it twists and turns and follows Wanda wherever she goes.

Or perhaps each of her massive melons contains a super-magnet and my iron-hard cock has no choice but to turn and follow.

And watching videos with her next to me, of cocks and vaginas and cumshots, no matter how educational, was too much. I rubbed out another one.

After a few moments, Wanda returned and said that her family is stable and showing some progress, but her mom still thinks she may have to extend her stay.

Wanda asked to watch another video. This one was even steamier than the first. The cock was longer and more realistic. The cum shot was thicker and longer. I could see Wanda breathing heavier. Hand jobs. Fellatio. Cunnilingus. At one point I grabbed the mouse to stop the video, and she grabbed my hand to stop me.

Sex toys such as dildos, vibrators, and even butt plugs were shown. BDSM dog collars. Each time a new toy was shown on the screen, I felt Wanda tense up. I think she was too embarrassed to rewind these parts. We finished the video.

She asked in a quiet voice "Do all guys get turned on watching porn?"

"Most guys do"

"Do all girls?"

"From what I know, a lot of girls do get turned on, but they usually don't admit it."

Wanda's voice was so soft it was almost a whisper "Some of the girls in school talk about watching porn or finding what they called 'toys' in their parents' bedroom. One girl even bought one of these 'toys' to school. Some girls put it in their mouth like it was a penis. I was too nervous. One girl even turned it on, and it started vibrating. And then she put it between their legs and told everyone how it can make you feel good. "

"She dared anyone to touch themselves down there with it. A couple of girls did and said it felt good, really good."

"Some also said that they even have some 'toys' hidden in their bedrooms. They swear it makes them feel even better than fooling around with their boyfriends." She paused for a few seconds. "But even if I had one, I would be too scared to try. I couldn't even try just using my fingers. I guess I'm a prude."

What could I say?

... "Hey Wanda, I'll buy some toys that you can test on yourself?"

... "You can use my bedroom anytime... to pleasure yourself? "

I decided it would be best for me to just nod in agreement. I was also curious about which of her classmates were using toys but did not know how to ask her for details.

Wanda didn't even seem that embarrassed telling me this. I should be honored that she's opened herself up to me and that she's comfortable telling me her deepest secrets. Instead, I feel my cock growing... and throbbing...

I would talk in class about how bamboo could grow over a foot a day in length and is in the Guinness Book of World Records. I may need to do a daily or hourly cock-selfie and submit my guy for consideration as well.

I also warned my guy that if he doesn't behave... when I get that shock collar, I'm going to attach it to him permanently. With crazy glue, duct tape, staples, and a timer set for 12 hours. With a setting of 'extra crispy'.

Wanda then looked down and asked me in a soft voice, "Mr. Smith, the video said some guys and gals like to use these toys WITH their partners. And many women like that a lot. To enhance their lovemaking. Have you ever done that?"

I answered quickly "Yes, some women do like it." I thought back to one of my favorite activities, which was to shove a butt plug in my date's ass and eat her pussy until she cums. Or fuck her pussy while her ass is already filled up and vibrating...

It dawned on me that the last time I did that was several years ago.

Wanda was squirming next to me. "Wanda, I know we said no secrets, but I think we are jumping ahead. Let's think about what we watched". I saw a combination of disappointment and a little bit of relief on her face.

We chatted for a while about other things and watched an episode of 'All Creatures Great and Small'.

When it was over, Wanda looked at me, then stared down at her lap. She asked in a very quiet voice...

"Mr. Smith, can I ask you another question?"

"Sure."

"You've never mentioned a girlfriend. Do you have one now?"

"No Wanda, I don't. And if I did, then I don't think I could be in the situation we are in right now."

"When was the last time you had a girlfriend?"

"A serious one? It's been a while. A long time. Years."

"You're such a great guy. I would think girls would be lining up to be with you"

I let out a nervous laugh and then sighed. "I'm not a six-foot stud-muffin with wide shoulders and six-pack abs and bulging biceps and a huge chest and lots of money and who's a pick-up artist. You can probably see that I'm a private person. Someone who doesn't have many close friends."

"I guess I need someone who has the same interests as me. Who has similar hobbies and interests. Someone I can connect with on an intellectual and emotional level. I would rather be alone and settle in with a good book or TV show than go out partying."

Wanda nodded. She understood.

"I guess being a teacher makes me seem like an extravert. But you may not know that at heart, I'm an introvert and shy. Very shy. I can't just to go bars or a party and pick up girls."

"I think you're the first person I feel comfortable enough to talk to like this. I probably shouldn't be telling you this, you being my student and all."

"Oh, Mr. Smith. Anything and everything you say will be our secret. Forever. "

I felt the need to lighten things up a bit... "Hey, don't tell the other kids that their teacher is a shy lonely nerd"

She smiled. "Oh Mr. Smith, I would never do that. Our secrets are always between us. I guess we have similar personalities. I'd also rather just watch TV or read something on my Kindle by myself than just hang out. "

Then she sighed "I'm so glad we got to know each other. I thought I was the only person in the world like this. I'm happy I found someone else like me"

"So am I Wanda, so am I." Geez, this conversation is going into some dangerous territory. I changed the subject.

I checked the time. It was already past 11 pm. "Wanda, I think we left off on a really good note and it's time to call it a night. We have a busy day tomorrow."

She looked a little disappointed but stood up to leave and walked to the door "Yes, I understand." Suddenly, she then turned around. She looked sad and nervous.

"Oh, wait, you have to tutor tomorrow, and I have to go to the Vet, in the mall. Where that stuff happened." Her lower lip started trembling.

Wanda looked like a scared little girl. I looked at her and said with my most serious Teacher-Voice "I'll be there with you. We can park in a different part of the mall and once your volunteer work ends you can meet me inside the tutoring center.