SHARED
I woke, bewildered. I tried to move my arms but they refused me. I felt panic roar through me. My arms, I couldn't feel my hands! It was dark. I was blind! My body vibrated with remembered pleasure.
It came back to me. The step inside the front door, the arm around my waist, his mouth on my pussy, his cock in my mouth, the kiss, mounted on his cock like a corsage; it all came back to me in a trembling rush. My blindfold was still in place. I didn't know what time it was. I sensed him, realized my numb shoulder was against his bare back. I bumped it with my forehead. He groaned and rolled against me, almost like I wasn't there.
"What?" He mumbled.
"My arms, my hands are numb. I can't feel anything." I whispered, not wanting to hear my own voice. The sex hangover and the utter collapse, the full surrender to this man stood over me like a looming giant. I closed my eyes tight, glad I was blindfolded and bound. A stranger was naked beside me. I'd not even seen his face.
"Yeah, okay." He muttered. "Hang on."
I felt the bed heave as he rolled off of it. I heard his belt buckle rattle and then there was the sharp, sickening snick of a switchblade snapping into place. The bed moved again. His hands felt along my upper arms. They tingled painfully but dully, not really feeling him but knowing he was there. He found the stocking wound around my wrists and there was a soft ripping sound and my arms flexed free. I couldn't feel my hands. My arms below the elbows were like attached pieces of meat I no longer owned. It frightened me. I tried to move my hands but sensed nothing. His hand rolled me onto my back. I came aware that I was naked, still. He laid the cold knife on my tummy. It lay there, metallic and cold. I went completely still.
His hand, however, was not still. It traveled below my waist, his calluses scraped along my skin. I was smooth shaved so felt his fingers on me, the thick pad on his palm next to his thumb, the ridges of dead flesh torn away from calluses. His finger found my slit and entered me, pushing into me. I groaned.
"You are hot, woman. What's the matter, your old man ignoring you?" His sneer irritated me.
"No. I love sex. You need practice, though, buddy."
Lay back and enjoy it. No fear. Fight the fear. The fear leaves the marks.
His finger probed inside me and then left me. I felt him move my arms over my head. He crouched over me in my imposed darkness. With a knee he moved my left knee closest to him wide and then he was between my legs. The fear welled up in me. I fought it. This man had raped me and was about to rape me again. The thrill stood up to be recognized and I did. I understood I longed for him to be inside me once more. The sensation wobbled around in me like a drunk cat. I was being raped but I'd climaxed with him, not just once but several times.
His cock found my pussy. The head nuzzled at me. I came aware of his knees pushing my thighs wide. He leaned over me. I could feel his breath on my face.
"You are a beautiful woman." He breathed. "And I'm going to fuck you, all weekend." Then he kissed the side of my mouth. That suggested it might be dark but why would he speak of my beauty now? If it was dark? The next thing I felt was his mouth on the inner curve of my right breast. I felt the back of his head on my other breast. He sucked on the skin, hard.
I wriggled under his kiss.
"No. Don't mark me. Please." I whispered urgently. His lips released me but then sought and found my nipple. He sucked hard on it and I felt the electric zing flash through me and I was instantly aroused. "I said, I'd do anything you wanted, if you don't hurt me, if you don't mark me."
His lips released me. I couldn't help but think my words affected him and I felt a flush of pride. The truth may have been the belated response to being told I was beautiful. A girl likes to hear that, even when it is a stranger raping her. We won't admit it, even to ourselves but knowing that he was fucking me because of straight up lust, that he couldn't resist fucking me again, and he thought I was beautiful, that got to me, well, that and the presence of the head of his cock nosing into me. A vast shiver ran through me. He was entering me a millimeter at a time, so slow I wanted to scream, to demand that he push it into me.
You can't rape the willing. What if he wasn't raping me? What if he was fucking me and I was fucking him back? Did that matter? No. Not right then. Later but not then. At that moment, when I felt the agony of feeling returning to my hands and arms, all I wanted was to feel his big cock inside me again. Then the asshole kissed me.
My hips rose under him, thrusting his cock into me, which was what I wanted. That was unmistakable. The knife still lay on my belly and I think he forgot about it. He lay down on me and it was between us. His hands, though, reached up and pinned my hands over my head. His cock ground down into me through the folds of ecstasy. I gasped with the pleasure of it. His weight sagged between my legs, pinning me to the bed.
"Oh Christ." I whispered. "Oh please, fuck me!" The facade dropped, like there'd been any reluctance in the first place in my behavior. I was acting like a sex-starved woman but I wasn't acting and I wasn't sex starved. His dick inside me stirred something in me that I'd never wanted to admit was there. John had glimpses, like when I asked him to suck milk from my swollen tits when the baby refused to. I remembered his look before he did and how he tried to fuck me after. We made a mess.
The cock inside me disappeared. A noise interrupted my growing arousal. He heard it too.
"What's that?"
"What time is it?" I asked, instantly alert. It had to be Tina.
"Nearly eight." He rasped. "Fuck me, you mean you weren't making it up, about your sister-in-law having sex with you?"
I grunted. I wanted to say "Dummy, who would lie about that?" But I controlled myself. Before I knew what was happening, he had my arms pulled tight and a length of stocking tied around them and pulled them up and attached to the headboard. He was fast, his fingers were nibble. He stopped to pinch a nipple, really hard. I bit off the cry of pain but noticed the slight throb it created in my pussy. I passed it off as missing his cock. I thought that idea was better than the alternative which was that I liked the pain of having my nipple pinched. Hardly an improvement, only barely.
He quickly tied each ankle so I lay spread eagled from the waist down and my arms tied together over my head, blindfolded, naked and aroused. He was fast. The noise that had alerted him was the muted sound of a car door closing. I was still blindfolded. My heart hammered in my throat. When he gagged me, I thought I was going to vomit.
"Be quiet until she gets up here." He rasped and then he was gone. I was alone, naked, tied and I just knew Tina would never imagine what was happening. The bitch would take advantage of me. That thought while disturbing, got filed with the others that I was manufacturing on the way to declaring myself hopelessly twisted. The next thought was the one that got hung up in my flow of consciousness. I wanted her to take advantage of me. That was a thought that labeled the excitement chasing itself through my body. I tried to imagine her eyes when she saw me, naked, tied, blindfolded and gagged.
I realized, belatedly, that my gambit to get him to leave had not only gotten me fucked one and a half times but was about to get my sister-in-law fucked. Couldn't happen to a nicer woman.
It isn't that I didn't like Tina. She was more woman than I was. John couldn't help himself. He was proud of her and constantly compared me to her. She was a perfect fuck toy. When she stood with her back to you and her arms at her sides, you could see the swell of her tits bulging left and right. She had strong white legs, freckled, a tight set of buns and lips that never needed lipstick though she enjoyed painting them a dark, evil red when she had sex with me.
She arrived with a hiss. I heard it, like a tea kettle cooling or better, heating up on the way to a lurid boil.
"My, my, my, what do we have here? It looks like Helen is all tied up waiting for little ol' me. Mmm mmm good. Hang on sweetie, I'll give you what you want in a moment." Tina chortled. "You surprised me this time." The room rustled and wheezed as she did whatever she was doing.
I lay still, wondering if she'd wonder how I got all tied up by myself, and then followed that up with who might have done this to me and if she should be thinking about going down on me. I thought perhaps she'd know something was wrong.
Wrong. I tried to make that word work for me but I shrugged it off, pushing back the fear. The thought that replaced it was the desire to see her, to watch what happened next, whatever it was, I wished dearly I could see it. The moment Tina kissed me on the neck, I forgot what I was wishing for but I think the message got through. She kissed the side of my neck, ravenously. I felt her breasts brushing mine, encased in just a bra. She loved making love to me with most of her clothing on. That I was naked seemed very much like a menu item for her favorite fantasy.