This is my story about how an innocent small town girl was forced to go down a path she could not have imagined, and in the process discovered her true self.
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I was born into a working class family that was always struggling to pay the bills. My three siblings and I never had any luxuries. Mom and Dad divorced when I was five, and Dad disappeared. We all worked at part time jobs; there was no talk of me going to college.
But in my case something extraordinary happened when Dad's wiggly little tadpole met up with Mom's so porous membraneβas Emeril would say, "BAM": a perfect combination of genes, DNA, or whatever produced a female of exceptional beauty. I know, that sounds conceited, but it's true. Of course my future gorgeousness was not apparent when I was a baby (all little girls are cute), but by the time I was a teenager I was drawing the attention of boys, girls, men, women, teachers, coaches, you name it.
My body developed early, and by the time I was eighteen I had a figure that would have looked good on the cover of Victoria's Secret's catalog. With luxurious black hair and dark sultry eyes I could captivate any straight male that came my way. My sisters were not unattractive, but I was something different. Mom shook her head and worried for me. She said that beauty was good, but that too much beauty was dangerous, that it could make a person one dimensional.
As you might expect, that bit of wisdom floated over my head like a summer breeze. I loved the attention. Teasing boys was fun, and I let a few of them have their way with me (I always liked that phraseβit helped me imagine that I had no choice in the matter, and that idea has always turned me on). My girl friends were envious and kept their boyfriends away from me as much as they could.
I dated all the alpha males in my high school, and dropped them when someone new and interesting caught my fancy. Needless to say I was not very popular with a lot of the guys. Still there was always a suitor willing to accept the challenge to get his hands on my hot body. The boys always seemed to like the sex more than I did. At that point I had not experienced the special kind of sex that in the future would drive me wild.
After graduation I found myself without a boyfriend and nothing exciting on the horizon. I had to work to get any spending money, and that summer I took an outdoor waitressing job at the local Big Burger Drive-In. It let me show off to the men who came on their lunch hour to eat and flirt. I was hoping some fascinating man would happen by and get me started on my adult life. I was eighteen, stunning, and ripe for the taking.
The big Harley rumbled in at about four o'clock on that fateful Saturday afternoon. Little did I know that my life was about to shoot off in a completely new direction. Riding the big machine like a knight on a war horse was a stud who reminded me of a young Burt Reynolds. I guessed he was about thirty years old. Behind him was a pretty young blonde in short shorts. It was something right out of the movies. My teenage heart went thumpty, thump.
They parked the bike and started to go inside. I stepped out from the entrance with my order pad and nodded toward a picnic table under the big tree over to the side. Sunlight forced its way through the leaves and made dancing patterns on the redwood table top. The guy looked at me, and then at his girl.
"I think we should eat outside," he said.
"I wonder why," sighed the girl, giving me the once over.
My skimpy waitress uniform was snug on the top, with a short skirt that showed a lot of leg. That day was warm and I had decided not to wear a bra. In those days my tits were so firm a bra was like a handkerchief thrown over a newel post. Besides I liked the feeling of the shirt rubbing against my bare nipples. Thinking back on it, I must have looked pretty hot as I sauntered up to them in my sneakers with built up heels.
"My name's Candy, and I will be serving you today." My real name is Shirley, but that did not seem to go with the scene. I was feeling very frisky and bored with my small town life.
My customers slithered onto the opposite benches attached to the table, with the stud facing out toward the cars and me. His eyes locked on mine. "Thank you Candy. My name is Tom, and this is my friend Cheryl. What do you recommend?"
"Well sir, we are famous for our big burgers," I said, keeping my eyes on his. I wanted to let him know that I was not cowed by his aura of biker masculinity.
He grinned. "I hope they are as delicious as you look."
"Oh please....", sneered his girlfriend.
"Shut up Cheryl," he said without looking at her. "I know you like her too. If you're not good I'll have to spank you right here on this picnic table."
I'm sure my mouth must have dropped down to my chest. Never had I heard a grown woman threatened with a spanking. Cheryl dropped her eyes and said nothing. It was clear she took his threat seriously.
"Candy you can bring us each a big burger and a coke."
I nodded and half turned to go back to the restaurant.
"Wait," he said. "When does your shift end?"
His voice was so commanding that it didn't occur to me not to answer. "In half an hour," I replied.
"Good. We should be just finishing then. I want you to come join us."
Why not, I thought. It couldn't hurt to sit at the table with them and flirt. They were the most interesting people to come through in a long time. I batted my eyes. "Sure, as long as Cheryl doesn't mind."
Tom shifted his eyes to Cheryl, who was still staring at the table top. Deliberately he reached across the table and closed his finger and thumb on her left nipple. Her shoulders pulled back and she gasped.
"No problem, right Cheryl?"
"Yes Sir, no problem," she whined as she twisted in her seat.
I could not believe it. In public, in broad daylight, he had pinched her tit and was still doing it. And she was letting him! I felt a tingling in my stomach. What would I do if a man did that to me? They wouldn't dare. I was mesmerized. And why did her saying 'yes sir' have such a strange effect on me?
He looked up at me as he kept squeezing her tit. I could tell he was analyzing my reaction. I probably should have gone to the girl's defense, or at least walked away in disgust. But I could not move. The strange feeling in my stomach persisted.
Boys had always been very tentative with me, touching me like I was a delicate flower, afraid of my reaction. It enhanced their status to be seen with the most beautiful girl in the school, and they did not want to blow it. Here was a man who did what he pleased with his girl. It gave me the shivers.
A knowing smile appeared on his handsome face as he watched my discomfort. Finally I tore my eyes away and retreated hastily back into the restaurant. There were no other customers in the drive up area, so I was able to hide inside until his burgers were ready. His callous treatment of his girl friend and her submission both frightened and intrigued me.
In a few minutes the tray was ready. I took a deep breath and pushed out through the screen door with their order. As I walked carefully toward the picnic area I felt his eyes moving up and down my body. Unconsciously I straightened my spine and pulled my shoulders back. Some feminine instinct drove me to present my best to this fascinating man.