Lots of errands today; I need to stop by the library. As I step inside, I notice the librarian shelving books; she's got a nice big, juicy ass. Mmm—I mentally lick my lips.
I collect the books on hold, browse the videos—I'm feeling itchy, restless. Might be a good evening to watch a movie, as I'm not sure I have the concentration for reading. It's been a full week, and I'm tired; I know my sometime lover is busy tonight, so an evening in sounds relaxing.
Something's wrong with my card—I probably owe money for late fees. I stand in line for a librarian, and it's her again. As she turns to retrieve my receipt after I've paid, I see her ass is even fuller than I thought, and I can almost feel my teeth biting into her thick flesh. I go home and rub myself to a huge orgasm, thinking of that ass.
All week the image stays with me, and by the next Friday I'm coming apart at the seams. I haven't seen my lover since last weekend; he's out of town for a few more days.
Anyway, it's different with him; thinking of the librarian, I feel fierce. I want to knead her like bread dough, beat her like whipped cream. I have to somehow get inside that sweetness.
I stop by the library, just to check--to test whether I still feel the same response on seeing her. She might not even be there, I tell myself.
But she is, and she's wearing a tight pencil skirt that emphasizes her big round peach of an ass. My mouth waters, imagining lifting that skirt and diving in, licking and biting everywhere I can.
I've never even been with a woman, so my reaction interests me. Not since I was a kid, anyway; the requisite playing around we all did.
I recall that I was the initiator then; I took the "man" part in the ongoing sex play I had with my best friend. I told her that her breasts would grow as big as mine if I sucked her nipples, and we took turns licking each other's labia.
Hm. Thinking about that is turning me on a little, imagining sucking the librarian's breasts. She's a redhead, and I picture them as creamy white with salmony pink areolas and small pointy nipples. I want to push my way into her wet slit; I can almost see the soft red fur lining the entrance.
She's shelving again, so I browse the area she's working in. I don't know how to start, what to say; as she straightens up, what comes out of my mouth is, "You're very pretty." And she is; short wavy hair, flawless skin, large green eyes. She's startled--"Oh! Um, thank you", with a hint of upward inflection at the end, as if she's asking me a question.
I forge ahead, "I'd like to take you out for a drink when you get off work." Now she's blushing. "Uh, well, I, uh, I have a partner. A boyfriend!" I smile an insincere smile, "Me, too. He would think this is pretty hot." I have no idea where these words are coming from, who this person inhabiting my body is.
She doesn't respond, is looking down at her feet; I start to feel the first wisps of shame slithering into my body. Then her head comes up, with a snap--"Okay, yes. I get off at 6:30."
We agree to meet right outside the front door—any observant co-workers will think we're just friends, headed out for a drink at the end of a long week. The library closes, and I have a 30 minute wait, which I spend imagining that she will slip out a different exit, ask one of her co-workers to come tell me she had to leave.
But then, there she is—she's refreshed her watermelon-colored lipstick, and I am dying to kiss her full lips. I steer her into my car, and as soon as we're inside I kiss her and put my hand on her thigh. She's not wearing tights; Seattle is finally warm enough to go barelegged, and her legs are smooth and warm.
She moans a little as I kiss her forcefully, opening her mouth with my tongue. Her legs fall apart as she's pushed back into the seat as I lean toward her; I slide my hand up, up, and then I can feel her heat through her panties. I want this to last, so I touch her through the fabric instead of shoving my hand inside, as I am aching to.
I can smell her, and all of the sudden I lean down, put my face right into her crotch. She groans, pulls at my hair like she's trying to make me stop; I breathe onto the strip of fabric covering her, then lick slowly up each thigh. She moans and opens her legs wider, which I take as my cue.
Tented by her skirt, I lean back and gently pull the panties aside; she looks so beautiful and swollen I have to taste her with my tongue. As I touch her with just the tip, right in her opening, she groans gutturally and grabs my hair with her hands.
I realize she's pushing my face into her, so I press in harder. My nose and mouth are overwhelmed by her hot, wet cunt; the smell is intoxicating. I start to lick and bite blindly, frantically; I'm holding her hips as she grinds into my face.
I finally pull back to focus on her clit; as I suck and bite it, she begins bucking against me, and I am wishing I could keep her still, make her concentrate on what she's feeling.
As I think this, I sit up, my face dripping with her juice and sweat, and she freezes, not sure of what I'm doing. I tell her, "Lean the seat back", and she blinks, but complies. I realize what I want is to be in control, instead of feeling like I'm on a runway train. I want to slow this down, and I want to call the shots.
We're parked right on the street; what we've been doing has been fairly discreet, but I want to get her completely naked. I get into the driver's seat and drive a few blocks to a parking area behind a building. I know the businesses are closed, so there would be little traffic in the small lot.
She lies still, her skirt still pulled up, and doesn't say a word. As soon as I turn off the car, I turn to her and start kissing her, wanting her both to be reassured and to understand that we're going to do this at my pace, my way.
I kiss her for a few minutes, and she starts breathing heavily again; I stroke her nipples through her blouse, and they are long and hard; not the little buttons I imagined.
She smells like flowers and fresh bread and powder, and her skin is as white and smooth as I pictured. She must never let herself get burned in the rare Seattle sun; she's unmarked as a baby. I decide I want her undressed completely—I want to see that beautiful full moon I've been dreaming of.
I unbutton her blouse, ease it off her round shoulders. Her bra is of the laundry-day variety; plain, serviceable. It makes me like her even more for some reason. I reach behind her and unhook it; she seems frozen, immobile.
I look at her face, and her eyes are closed. I'm not sure if she can't let herself see what is happening, or if she's scared and trying to hide it. Or if she's just wanting to savor the feeling of being taken.
Whatever her state, I need to keep going. Something is driving me, compelling me to have her. To make her feel things. All week I've pictured her on the brink, shaking, moaning, crying out; I want to be the one to take her there.
With that thought reverberating in my mind and body, I pull off her bra and her breasts are full, round, and her areola are huge; her nipples an inch long and dark purple-red, like some strange tropical flower. I wonder if she's had a child.