I had never really spent much time thinking about raping anyone. Now I'm as dodgy on consent as the next horny guy, but I wouldn't have ever considered myself a rapist. I do now. And I make no apologies.
She wasn't even all that physically attractive. Big boobs, but they were kind of saggy. She had a nice plump ass, but it was one of the those asses that's kind of long top to bottom--not exactly one of those big bodonkadunks that you want to see twerking on the dance floor. And she had some belly, though not too much. She was a typical 19 year old who didn't exercise enough and went out drinking every weekend. Her metabolism had slowed down and she was still eating like she was a 14 year old. I knew her type; she was going to end up being a frumpy, 200+ pound housewife in 4 or 5 years. While she probably had potential, she was going to end up as your typical, lower middle class, uneducated, underemployed woman who churned out a few kids and never amounted to much. That was pretty clear to me.
Her boyfriend was a pretty good friend of mine. We mostly hung out as a matter of convenience, we'd been friends for a while and it was low effort to continue being so. We didn't share too many hobbies or interests in common, but we both like to party. Drinking mostly, but some other fun stuff, too, every once in a while. He didn't get a lot of attention from girls, and when he did he tended do anything he could to maintain that attention. That he had a girlfriend at this point was a surprise to most of the guys in our friend group. We all knew, or rather mostly suspected, that he wasn't the only focus of her, uh, attention.
Now I like easy women. They make the world go around. I'm a guy that likes to fuck pussy, and women who'll give it up have a special place in my heart. I like the idea of settling down and having a family, but I also like the idea of fucking a variety of pussy while I can, and then continuing to fuck a variety of pussy for a long, long time. My buddy's girlfriend's apparent easiness wasn't lost on me, and I began to take more notice of her. She was dating my friend, but that honestly didn't concern me much. What I was concerned with, however, was whether or not it was reasonable to try to get my dick inside her.
She hung out with us quite a bit, but on occasion she'd have to work overtime or had some family emergency that she had to attend to. My friend never really complained about the times when she wasn't available to hang out. I think he was grateful for the time she did spend with him. But to the rest of us, it was pretty obvious she had other boyfriends. Well, not really boyfriends so much. It just seemed obvious that she was fucking other guys behind his back. He either had no idea or didn't care, I wasn't sure which. And none of the rest of us brought it up to him. I certainly wasn't going to let on that I knew she was getting strange dick, because I was beginning to think I'd like to one of them.
She'd sometimes arrive to meet us at the bar with her hair a little messed up, or her clothes slightly askew, or sometimes even both of those combined with being obviously drunk or high. No one was sure what she was doing, exactly, but it was pretty clear that wasn't getting drunk working late. One night I noticed as she was standing at the bar she had few rips in her stockings. I couldn't be caught staring, but after about my third or fourth glance over I noticed something else. In addition to being noticeably ripped, her stockings looked to be a bit wet along the inside of her thigh. I hadn't seen her spill her drink. She was a bit drunk, but probably not enough to have pissed herself. Besides, there wasn't that much wetness. And it looked a bit thick...
Then it dawned on me. This fucking slag has some dude's cum dripping down her stockings. This whore had a pussy full of jizz, and not my buddy's jizz. Probably some random dude, or some fucking drug dealer, or anybody, really. I guess I wasn't surprised she had been late to meet us, or that she was probably getting fucked. But I was surprised that she was careless enough to just let splooge just run down her leg like that. Drunk enough for that, I suppose.
Normally such sloppiness might be a turn-off. But I knew what kind of woman she was. Some women are just dumb, useless, talentless, and wind with a bunch of kids on welfare. Some are dumb, useless, and talentless, but have just enough sense to understand that their pussy is their worth. They can trade their snatch for the attention and money of a man and end up reasonably well taken care of. Whether they trade pussy for that from one man, or for that from many men over the course of their lives, they understand that men need to fuck. And their pussy, therefore, has at least little value. It's fuckable. It can be a nice warm, wet hole that men use to get off.
My friend's girlfriend was one of these dumb cunts that had just enough sense to realize that hole between her legs was all she had going for her. Her face was ok, her tits were big enough but saggy, and her fat ass wasn't winning any awards. But her pussy still got wet, and she obviously knew she could use it make men happy. She didn't have a job, but always had a little money. She always had a little weed, or some cigarettes, or some new bit of clothing. My buddy wasn't buying that for her, her pussy was.
Realizing all this, I thought I'd have a little fun with her. A whole group of us were talking, laughing, and drinking standing near the bar, and she wasn't necessarily engaging with me. But I found occasion to walk by her and quietly speak into her ear. "You're leaking," I said. She shot me a confused look, then put her hand down on the inside of her thighs. As soon as she felt what I had seen earlier she took off for the bathroom.
She was back after several minutes, but she was missing her stockings. She just wore a skirt now, kinda short but not crazy short, and some boots. And a belly shirt that showed her pudgy belly and barely held up those saggy titties. If she had a bra on, it wasn't doing much. But now that I had proof that she let guys shoot in her pussy, I was a bit more attracted to her. Any slut who opens up her legs and lets guys use her as a cumdump is at least a bit attractive to a guy like me, no matter what she looked like. Even though her body wasn't tight, she was beginning to grow on me. Her face was cute, I guess. And she had obviously tried with her makeup and hair. She tried to look hot, but just wasn't there. She wasn't hot, but let guys cum in her. After several drinks, that was what I was mostly focused on anyway.
Maybe an hour, and several rounds of drinks, later, I found myself on her end of the bar chatting in a group. Her boyfriend was off playing darts, and eventually the folks we were chatting with wandered off, too. It was just her and I. She seemed to realize that I might ask her about earlier and she looked at the floor.
"Did you get yourself cleaned up?" I asked.
"It was nothing...I was fine," she replied, still looking at the floor. She was clearly a little embarrassed, and who wouldn't be? I mean she had some other man's jizz leaking down her leg while her boyfriend was just a few feet away from her. And I had called her out on it.
She eventually looked up at me. "Fuck you," she said, and walked over to another group of friends to end our conversation.
I had talked to a few other chicks at the bar throughout the evening, but didn't have any prospects that looked good. Usually I can end up taking a drunk bitch home when we go out like this, but we were at a local bar where most of the women were taken, or so old and fucked up that I'd probably rather just jerk off at home. But I don't jerk off unless I have to. And my buddy's girl was still looking at least ok to me. Using her pussy to stroke my dick would certainly be better than my hand, and I'd much rather cum in a cunt than into a tissue or that old shirt that I sometimes use.
The more I thought about it, the more I wanted to fuck her. I really didn't care if she wanted it. She was obviously the type of girl that gives it up pretty easily. So it must not mean that much to her. She uses her pussy to her advantage, so it's not like it's something sacred, or something she holds precious. So if she doesn't care that much about her cunt, or whether or not a man uses it, and she gives it away without much concern, what did it matter if I just took what I wanted from her? What did it matter if I just decided I was going to fuck her, and forced her to go through with it?
She's always cancelling plans on my friend, she's come to the bar dressed like a slut, she had cum dripping down her leg. She's clearly a whore with no respect for herself or her body. If she doesn't respect herself, why do I have to? If she doesn't respect her pussy, why do I have to? If she lets a bunch of guys fuck her behind her boyfriend's back, why shouldn't I be able to just take what I want from her? It won't hurt her to have just one more guys load in her cunt. It won't hurt her to be held down and fucked just one more time. Hell, I could probably smack her across the face and call her a dirty fuckin whore and it wouldn't be the first time or the last time. She's probably been fucked before when she didn't want it, and it'll probably happen again. Why not me? Why shouldn't I be able to unload in that puss? It would sure be better than jerking off. Maybe barely, but still better.
It was getting late and the crowd at the bar was noticeably thinner. My buddy and his girl were talking across the bar, in a group of people, when I noticed her get up. It was pretty obvious she was saying her goodbyes. But my friend didn't appear to be going home with her, which wasn't unusual. He'd rather drink than fuck, and tonight he'd made drinking his priority, it appeared. I, however, wanted to fuck. And I had thought about his girlfriend and her cum soaked cunt enough that night that I was ready. I needed it. And I decided this was my opportunity.
Before she left the bar, I set my drink down and walked out. I had parked my truck out back and headed there. As I was remodeling one of my rental houses, I had all manner of supplies inside. I grabbed a few things and quietly closed the truck door to keep a lookout for anyone walking out of the bar.