My husband surprised me with a week long get away in the mountains for my birthday. I wasn't really a world traveler, and I liked the quiet peacefulness of the woods. He liked to go new places, see new sights, and be around people. We're total opposites on pretty much everything. Always have been. With the kids older now I'm thinking it'll be a nice romantic week away just the two of us. It's been so long since we've done that. The romance died too many years ago, and I've missed it ever since.
I figure it was the weight I gained after I got pregnant with our first. I was 97 pounds before, and almost 200 after thanks to meds and post partum depression. I never did lose the weight either no matter what I did. Our marriage has had it's up and downs, but it was our sex life that seemed to suffer the most. It took five years before I could convince him to have another baby with me. Even then we only had sex a handful of times before I got pregnant. He wouldn't touch me the entire pregnancy which was hard considering my pregnancy hormones made me crazy horny. After my second I fell into a deep depression, and raising the child basically by myself while he worked led me to pack on more weight.
Now I'm still five foot one, but I'm a size 28. For all you out there that don't know what that means; it means that I'm over 300 pounds. Yeah, morbidly obese. Even with the help of my doctor and trying starvation diets I never lose much more than ten pounds which comes right back. Needless to say my husband doesn't touch me sexually unless I either force myself on him, or after it turns into an argument. It's been the source of many, many arguments too. The days got rather dark for a while. I actually talked to a lawyer about divorce. Then I discussed things with my doctor who recommended a nice therapist.
She helped me work through a lot of my anger and depression, and she helped me to be more open and honest. I still have my secrets though. I can usually tell his reactions before they happen so I never told him the truth about what happened when I went out with Cory while he watched the kids. I just told him we were driving and got lost, and then Cory kissed me out of nowhere so I thought it best I come home. What actually happened was that we did go driving, and since Cory was on parole he wasn't allowed out of the county. We were out of the county when I got pulled over for a taillight out, and after we left the cop I drove down a ton of back roads until we came to a dead end in a woods.
We were sitting there collecting our wits and calming our nerves when he kissed me. I didn't stop him. All my frustration and neglect made my body react very positively from the attention actually, and when his hand went up my shirt and under my bra I just turned to mush forgetting about anything else. Before I knew it I had his hard dick in my hand while my tits were out with him kissing all over them. He had my jeans unbuttoned and was trying to get his hand down my pants, but it was too awkward. He got out opening my door, and took my hand getting me out of the car kissing me very passionately. Since I was standing his hand was easily down my pants and rubbing my very wet crotch making me moan into his mouth while we kissed. I felt him pull my pants down with my underwear, and thought about stopping him, but I couldn't. I had to have this. Even blaming my husband for creating the situation.
In hindsight I know that was foolish, but I was looking for ways to make what I was doing okay. By not stopping him I gave him the okay for more, and being as big as I am I wasn't often getting the more. When his tongue touched my clit I melted against the car. He worked my desire into a froth where I never noticed him taking my pants off me at some point. He had me so wanting that by the time he opened the back door to the car I gladly laid down spreading my legs for him. He laid over me kissing me as his dick slipped right into my hot pussy, and he slowly and deeply fucked me to orgasm. The waves had just started coursing though me when I felt him tensing against me. I was too lost in the moment to notice though. I was having my first orgasm in over a year.
It was right after we finished that he pulled out and I noticed the big string of cum going from me to his dickhead. I wasn't too worried about getting pregnant since I was on birth control, but knowing that I have another man's seed in me was a lot to take in. By the way it ran out when I stood up I had a lot taken in so far. I drove him home in relative silence. He went in to kiss me before getting out but I stopped him feeling the guilt and shame. That was the last I saw of him. I couldn't trust myself around him so I stayed away, and a few months later he was put back in prison for parole violations. He got caught drinking when he was supposed to stay sober. When I got home I took a shower, and I went to bed since it was late. I cried myself to sleep as Cory's cum leaked out of me.
My husband never knew what happened, or the I even cried myself to sleep that night. I think he has a feeling more happened than what I told him, but he's never said anything. In the years since then I've remained faithful, and things have slowly improved in our marriage. The sex is still about the same though, but it's not nearly as long before he gives in to my needs. He even got a vasectomy when I had to stop taking the pill for medical reasons. We do things together, and he treats me good. The sex is the only issues I now have with my marriage, and I doubt he's going to change about that now. I just do my own thing when I'm alone when I can. I created a profile on an adult site to chat with others, and I found out I'm not so weird in my thoughts and desires, but he's weird in his lack of libido. Not alone, but certainly rare.
We went to the California mountains to the cabin retreat. What I thought was going to be just us turned out to be us and three other couples. The lodge was nice, and the May weather was warm but comfortable up in the trees. Being a Wisconsin girl I was about the only one in tees and shorts. The other three couples were mostly wearing sweaters or sweatshirts with pants. He unloaded the car, led me to the room which he already had a key for, and helped me settle in. There was a note on the corner table outlining a meet and greet at five with snacks, and more activities happening through the week like hikes and such. We decided to go to the meet and greet since we were going to be spending the week with these other couples, and I knew there wasn't anything sexy happening in my near future anyway.