This story is fantasy but it is based on actual events except the setting and backsory has been changed. The thoughts and feelings of Paula are real in that they are what "Paula" experienced and this story takes the reader into the mind of a young woman with a high libido and the pleasure she derives from opening herself up to possibilities that others may consider forbidden while at the same time she deals with her childhood low self esteem. She alters the balance of power from apparent victim to enthusiastic participant in an unusual relationship.
Push, push out. That's it, relax and let it slide in. I heard his voice, deep and soft which terrified me because I knew he wouldn't be gentle once his cock was up my arse. My mouth was stuffed with a stranger's short but incredibly thick cock that made the hinge joints of my jaw strain and ache. He had my top knot pony tail of brown hair gripped in his fist and he shoved my head from side to side like a rag doll as he used my mouth. Sometimes I gagged and that amused him as he pushed my head down onto his cock and my brow rubbed against his fat hairy belly.
I had no control of these events, kneeling on the low table that was covered in a sticky foam-padded vinyl. I had no idea of its colour because the blindfold of rough cotton material was firmly tied around my head. My arms ached like my jaw and my wrists chaffed on the handcuffs that were clipped to the back of a dog collar around my neck. So I must have presented a wanton sight. A naked blindfolded 18 year old kneeling with my hands up behind my head, heavy breasts flapping and jiggling tummy hanging down as I was fucked in the mouth and arse by two strangers.
The man behind me held my bum cheeks apart revealing my rosebud that I desperately squeezed closed. He let go my bum and a loud smack jerked my knees off the vinyl as his hand hit my left bum cheek. I gasped around the cock in my mouth but the fist in my hair kept my head bobbing on his slobbered upon cock. He really wanted to cum soon and his hips were pushing the stubby cock hard into the inside of my cheek then the back of my throat. He didn't seem to care where so long as he could build up the tension in his balls and shoot his mess into my virgin mouth.
My arse must be red by now with so many hash spanking smacks on both cheeks. The stinging hurt with each smack and grunt from the deliverer. Over the top of the sting was a burning that went right through me. My belly warmed and I wanted to squeeze my legs together but they were tethered apart to what I assumed from the sticky feeling on my knees was a filthy massage table. Then to my relief the spanking stopped and in addition to the heavy breathing of my mouth fucker, I could hear the soft voice telling me I was going to be a good girl now and open up my arse to him. Anywhere else and I would have flaired up at him and told him where he could go. But that wasn't an option today.
Stupid, stupid, stupid. That's me. Walking home alone last night from a girlfriends flat warming party. Sure, I was a bit drunk but hey, the girls and I had a hoot of a time mixing deadly cocktails for each other and competing with each other to tell the most outrageous thing they had ever done. My one was letting a boyfriend undress me in his father's car on a date and then he sucked my generous tits in the main street under a street light so that anyone passing would see us. He enjoyed himself sucking my erect brown nipples and flicking them with his tongue. No one saw us of course; it was 3am and looking back through the pain of my jaw and burning of my bum, let alone the fact that a great big thick cock was pounding my mouth, the most daring thing I had done was totally pathetic.
So there I was, 3am again and walking alone on a quiet dark street which was quite nice really, being drunk on weird cocktails and dressed in my best stocking, suspender belt, lacy bra and sexy dress. Even a size 16 girl is allowed to tart herself up for a hen's night. I felt buzzy with the booze and my face muscles were sore from laughing so much. The high heeled boots I wore hurt my feet but I didn't care because I felt wonderful in them, sashaying along the street imagining being picked up by some hunk in a sports car. Dreams eh? I felt frisky more than horny. I carelessly rubbed a nipple as I walked, sending tingles through my pussy. I fantasised that my hunk in a sports car was flicking my hard nipple as I continued to run my fingers over it.
My mind jerked back to the present as the man fucking my mouth pinched my left breast nipple and pulled it violently. My body followed his hand as his fingers stretched my boob towards him. My mouth went forward as far as my head could go against his gut and he started to spurt cum down my throat which made me gag and choke but he just laughed and forced my head down so that his cock stayed between my juicy lips. The head of his cock twitched as he spasmed in my mouth and he jerked his hips again and again as spurt after spurt subsided until he pulled out. I was left with a softening piece of man meat dribbling on my face with cum and snot and dribble coming out of my mouth and nose. I coughed and moaned a primitive sound of subjugation. There was no more fight left in me.
The blindfold had the effect of amplifying all the things these men were doing to me. I was so much more aware of my body and anything or anyone touching it. It intensified the face fuck I had just received and I was numb with shock yet surprised how it felt. The taste of his cum was strong and I could smell the sweat on his belly mixed in with some cologne he used. Violent but perhaps a little exhilarating I had to admit.
I have got to be mad to be thinking like this the voice in my head cautioned. But what choice did I have I replied. True the voice replied, maybe you should try and enjoy it. Shit I shouted inside my head. These bastards are having me and I'm debating with myself whether or not to join in. I'm being taken here I repeated to myself as if there was any action I could do to affect the outcome. Too late for that the voice whispered. That dark street was your undoing you dreamer of hunks in sports cars.
The soft voiced man behind me had paused as his friend finished his enjoyment of my mouth. I wondered if my red lipstick was all over his cock or did my slobber and his cum wash the colour away? He let my head slide down his thigh until my face touched the vinyl; so that my boobs were squashed against the sticky surface and the cum dribbling out of my mouth pooled onto it too. I made little sobbing huh, huh, huh sounds as I cried tears under the blindfold. The man behind me pulled my hips back up a little so that my arse remained high in the air and as he did my face slid along the surface of the vinyl, now slippery with my slobber and other man's cum. A gentle hand stroked the hair at my temple and sort of massaged my scalp. It confused me as the same rough hands that had been jerking my head around his cock, now reassured me that everything was all right. I started to slow down my sobbing and gave in to the calming feeling of fingers in my hair.
A finger forced its way into my arse, cold with some sort of lube. I tensed with surprise and discomfort. It didn't hurt but my mind went into overdrive panic with it. He's going to push his dick in my arsehole my mind screamed. No, I whimpered. My voice frightened me as much as the finger moving in and out of my bum hole. I sounded like someone else. I didn't recognise the scared little girl pleading without any belief that her wishes would be heard. Alone is this, the voice in my head said. You are with other humans but you are alone. Unless...Unless what? I whispered to the voice. Unless you relax and let him fuck your arse and you join in. I was astounded my mind would play this cruel debate game on me. Its not a debate the voice said. It's common sense. Pretend he is your sports car hunk. Give yourself to your new lover. Try it. See if it makes it easier. Do you think you will cum if he fucks your arse? Stop it! I cried to myself. I was only asking if you knew whether you could cum from a cock in there and not in your cunt. You're fucking crude aren't you? I snapped. The voice remained calm and soothingly purred back that aren't we all crude?
What was crude was the second finger also pushing into my bum. My ring muscle felt stretched and uncomfortable and I wriggled to dislodge it. Be a good girl, the man said as he rubbed my bum cheek with his free hand. That felt nice and distracted me a little from his slow but persistent stretching of my ring. His fingers were well into me and that was not terrible but the stretching and tugging on my bum ring hurt a little and I felt a pressure that to me was unnatural.
Think of something else he suggested. And breathe. Breathe deep and slow. Stop panting. That's better, breathe slow. Yes you're learning. Good girl. That's it, nice and slow. A third finger was now in my arse, slippery with gel. Push, push out and relax he crooned.