When I got home I cried. Then I took a shower and cried again.
I was going to get fired. Someone would find out, Chris would tell someone, let it slip that he had made a teacher cum, and it would be all over for me. I would be fired, probably arrested, I'd be smeared in the media and sent to live in a women's correctional facility for the rest of my life.
It didn't matter that I didn't want it and hadn't asked for it. It didn't matter that I had said stop. I didn't fight hard enough, and worst of all, I had enjoyed it. I couldn't get out of my head how it felt to have Chris bury his head between my thighs, how the orgasm had shaken me and left me exhausted. It was a mistake, but there was a huge part of me that just wanted to bask in post-orgasmic bliss and replay the whole event over and over. Which is why, at half past eight that night, I lay naked on my bed with a vibrator pressed against my clit.
When the doorbell rang, I contemplated ignoring it and letting my late-night caller think I wasn't home. It rang a second time, and just as I was never one to let a ringing phone go unanswered, neither could I let the door go unopened. I groaned in frustration and threw on my robe, tying the sash just as I got to the door of my apartment.
I'm not sure who it was I expected to see standing in the hallway of my building, but it wasn't Chris Austin. He stood with a slight grin on his face, his body relaxed and confident. He hadn't even changed clothes from earlier in the afternoon. I must have looked surprised, because his grin widened and he raised his eyebrows, letting his gaze slowly travel down my body. I became acutely aware of how the satin fabric clung to my still damp skin.
"Did I disturb you?" He asked.
"No, I was just..." I faltered. "I just got out of the shower."
"Can I come in?" He inquired, taking a step closer to me.
"N-no," I stuttered, well aware that if he stepped inside everything that happened earlier would probably be repeated.
"I can't come in, but you won't shut the door on me," Chris observed. "It looks to me like you're conflicted. You enjoyed this afternoon, but you feel guilty and ashamed." He was right, but I wasn't going to add fuel to the fire, so I stayed silent.
"Well, I'm not conflicted," he said, taking a step closer. He was standing close enough that I could have reached out and touched him. "I'm a little annoyed. See, you've had your needs satisfied, but I haven't had mine met. Don't get me wrong, I loved the taste of your cum on my lips, and the little sounds you tried to muffle were music to my ears, but I think it's a bit unfair. You see, in the hours since, my cock has only been growing harder, and I think you're the only one who can satisfy it."
Chris had dropped his hand to his crotch and was rubbing the bulge that strained against his jeans. I had never thought about it before, but now I couldn't take my eyes off of it, and I found myself involuntarily licking my lips.
"I can't," I managed to utter, shaking my head slightly.
"Ms. Kupala," he scolded. "I'm disappointed in you. Denying yourself what you obviously want is one thing, but preventing your students from fulfilling their potential? That's just shameful."