This story takes place after the events between Nicolette and Mr. Wilson in his garage on that fateful August afternoon. Mr. Wilson's Garage Part I, II, III)
I spent the week after my time with Mr. Wilson staring at myself naked whenever I got the chance. I'd rush out of bed in the mornings and run to the bathroom to look at myself, admiring the scrapes, scratches and bruises he had left behind, working my pussy into a frenzied, soppy mess, his name on my lips every time I came. The moment I came home for the day I'd lock myself in my room and use a new dildo that I had bought, one that was shorter and thicker, one more like Mr. Wilson's cock, and I would fuck myself until I couldn't anymore. I would pinch and twist my own nipples until I winced then keep going, because even though he was nowhere around, I thought if he knew, he would like it.
I became distressed the morning I woke up and my tits no longer bore his bite marks, ivory and pale pink reclaimed their place where deep purples had temporarily reigned. My knees had healed from crawling across the concrete of the garage, the handprints on my ass had faded away.
For a few months after the events of that August day, we texted regularly and I sent him naughty pictures or grainy videos, he never asked for them, but told me I was a good girl when he received them. He came over less and less, staving off any advances I dared to make. Six months later my father said they had a falling out and one day not long after, he stopped responding to me altogether. When I finally decided to show up at his house to find out what was wrong, to ask why he didn't want me anymore, to throw myself at his feet to beg for another session with him, I was despondent to find it empty with a "SOLD" sign in the front yard.
No one in town seemed to know where he moved, but he left behind a salacious reputation. One night after a covered dinner at our church, the gossipy wives began to cluck and as soon as I heard his name, my ears perked up.
"The fact of the matter is, James Wilson was disgusting, having relations with all those young women." One said matter of factly.
"Could you even call an 18 or 19 year old a woman?" An older, sour faced one asked. "Ignorant girls really! Nicolette, your family used to be close to him, did he ever, oh I hope not, but did he..." She trailed off.
"No ma'am. I didn't know he was like that." It was a half truth.
"Well thank God!" Sour face exclaimed. "It seems he had a thing for brunettes!"
"I heard!" Another one chimed in. "You know Anna and Bill lived across the street from him. Said there were dark headed girls in and out of that house constantly. And he was old enough to have been a father to all them." My heart sank, I was merely a conquest in a line of who knows how many.
"Apparently, his wife left him years ago and took the kids because she found him with the babysitter and since then it's been a dang free for all!" They were in a tizzy and I didn't want to hear anymore. I excused myself and that night made a plan to get out of this town and away from the memory of Mr. Wilson.
It has been almost 10 years since my time in Mr. Wilson's garage. A decade since he used me as his personal rag doll; abusing every hole I had, covering me in a thin layer of sticky white, forcing his will on me, making me cum like I never had before.
I feel like I've spent the last decade chasing that naughty high. Partially feeling disgusting for wanting it and the other part not caring and wanting to be as filthy as I could be for whoever would have me.
Since Mr. Wilson, I've certainly had a type; significantly older, good with their hands, facial hair. I've been with men my own age, but they were never enough. On occasion, I would find myself as a third with an open couple, but recently I decided I wanted to exclusively date older men, then I have had to navigate those waters.
I was selective with the older lovers I took, but mostly they seemed to be two pump chumps who thought doggy style was out of the box and needed to dump inside someone because their wives wouldn't let them anymore. I found a few good ones here and there, who wanted me to be their sugar baby, who bossed me around like I wanted, got rough like I wanted, but they were still desperate for me the next day, which is all I ever wanted.