Defeated.
There was no other feeling that a man in my position would be able to feel. I was now the "willing" slave of Grace Lock. She had brazenly manipulated me into wearing some kind of morphing chastity device and then used that to slowly paint me into this corner.
My current corner was in her bedroom. Kim, Kate, Sarah, and Keisha had brought me here after the ceremony had ended. They bathed me and then placed me in my current predicament. I was kneeling with the ring around my balls pulling down hard. I would have sunk closer to the floor if it wasn't for the stocks keeping my head and hands locked in place.
It was a bit of a weird setup but I was pretty sure I understood what was going to happen. The stocks were part of a chair that if I guessed right would be where Mistress sat. The placement of my head left no doubt that I would be licking pussy when she was in the chair. None of that really worried me. It was the unknown that Mistress had succeeded in making me dread. What had she thought up to do to me that I hadn't foreseen?
I didn't see her enter, "Slave, welcome to the rest of your life. You have committed yourself to me and I will make sure that you become the best slave that I have ever produced."
I opened my mouth to protest, but she quickly sat down and her pussy fully pressed against my mouth and I was not able to speak.
She grabbed a handful of my hair, "Only speak when absolutely necessary. For now, LICK and I better enjoy it."
This woman had done so much to me when I had a say in it that I started licking to the best of my ability afraid of what would happen when I had no say.
Mistress's head lulled back and her hand thrust my head deeper into her pussy. "Very nice slave, you have learned quickly, but there is still so much to master."
I licked for what felt like an eternity before she tensed up as her juices flowed into my mouth.
"Slower slave, but don't stop." I kept up but made sure not to be in a rush. She in turn moved back a bit so I would be able to reply to her.
"So, I bet you are wondering what is in store for you going forward. Well just to be clear slavery is not a legal practice, but that doesn't rule out the consequences you will face if you displease me. So, bear in mind that the device on you is not removable by anyone except me and that it can dish out so much punishment that you will be in a mental hospital when all is said and done. In short while there is no legal precedence for the place you find yourself in you are mine and there is nothing you can do about it now."
I didn't hear anything there that required a reply so I kept licking.
"I'm not going to go into long drawn out details. The basics have already been established. The only change is that now I will just tell you what to do and punish you if you don't do it to my satisfaction."
A sadistic look crossed her face, "For starters I want you to ring your bell."
What bell? That was the thought that passed through my head before the device shrunk again and drove the spikes into my cock. My cock that was already crammed in with nowhere to go was now sending waves of pain though me. I screamed at the top of my lungs as Mistress once again forced her pussy down over my mouth muffling the majority of my screams. I shook as much as I could and after a moment I head the tinkle of a bell.
That bell. The bell that was now hanging off the end of my cock. I kept making that thing ring. It was painful to my balls, but nothing compared to the spikes. There must have been pure terror in my eyes as Mistress smirked down at me.
"Good job slave." She paused and looked at me. I felt the spikes forming again.
"Thank you, Mistress!!" The spikes quit growing but didn't retreat.
"So now you know how the basic punishments will be dealt out. Also keep in mind that punishment can and will be dealt out in public. You might want to be on your best behavior when we are out and about."
"Yes Mistress." I don't know how I even replied. I was back to licking and working on keeping the bell ringing at the same time.
"Stop ringing slave, just focus on me."
I kept up my assault on her pussy while grateful for being able to stop ringing my bell.
"I'm going to enjoy you. I doubt you will enjoy it for a while though in time I expect you to accept your fate as a beta male in service to me. I will do many things to you over our time together. For starters Keisha is going to ramp up your training. You will go to the gym for everyone to lust after as Keisha puts you through the paces. In no time you will have the body of a spartan soldier.
"Then there is Kate. She will work on your flexibility. She has a way of making everyone seem double jointed. You will need it so that when you are secured you will be able to stay there without as much pain. Sarah will be in charge of your diet. To you it will always be cum, but she will tweak it to get the desired effect. You might not have noticed it yet, but the cum will increase your sperm production and make you balls bigger. That should make you even more desperate to cum."
"Finally, there is Kim. Kim will be who pushes your boundaries. She tells me that within a year you will be able to swallow the biggest cock I have downstairs."
My eyes must have popped out at the last one. I was remembering the one that looked like a leg downstairs and wondered how that would work.
Mistress just laughed. "It won't be all bad though. You will get to pleasure me and four glorious times a year I will help you empty your balls of all that built up cum. One of those times each year, if you have been good and earned it, you will actually get to pick which one of my holes you get to fuck."
Even with all I had been through I still wanted to fuck this lady. She had ruined my life and I wanted to at least once get to fuck her good. She knew it too.
"I see that you have not lost your desire to fuck me. That's good, but your first shot is almost a year away. Until then you will be trained and molded into a fuck toy I will use as I see fit. Oh, that reminds me. On Monday you will stop by HR and tell them you have decided the IT stuff is beyond you and that you want to stick with being my secretary."
My mouth was full of pussy and my nuts felt like there was a 10 pound weight hanging off of them, but I still spoke. "Please..."
Once again, the spikes drove themselves into my cock. I screamed and shook and screamed some more. It kept up until I passed out.
When I awoke I was tied spread eagle to Mistress's bed. She was riding up top on me and I was treated to a full display of her tits bouncing and giggling around as she moved up and down on my shaft.
There was no feeling though. I glanced down and saw the device had grown into the phallus she was riding while my cock felt like it was rock hard but there was no sensation at all. When she saw that I was awake she slowed and leaned down close to my ear while still slowly rocking on the cock.
"You see slave, you don't have a choice anymore. A real man would never have allowed me to place this device on him. He would have just thrown me on the bed and taken what he wanted. You though are not a man, you are just a boy. A simple-minded beta boy who will never feel his cock inside a pussy again. So, tell me BB, do you want your IT job or your 4 orgasms a year?"
I just stared at her for a moment and then closed my eyes, "The orgasms Mistress."