Author's note: I know this is going slowly, but trust me, we are going somewhere. I just have limited time to work on Melissa's story right now. I appreciate those of you who have stuck with me to get this far. I hope you are not disappointed. For those who are dropping in now, I appreciate you, too, but I will suggest you start at the beginning if you want all of what I'm trying to explore to really make sense. Thanks.
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Melisa awoke feeling great. Better, in fact, than she had in some time. She was rested, and the world seemed brighter to her. She got out of bed and took care of her morning ablutions. This included not only her shower and shaving, but also a thorough enema. Lastly, she worked some lube up her ass to get her through the day, since it was most likely that she would need that before long. All of this was just part of her mornings now, and she tended to all of it without much thought. It was just what she did. She added a little lipstick and mascara and was done.
Cleaned up, she walked to the kitchen where Ron was cooking breakfast. There was a little spring in her step. Yesterday had helped her sort some things out, though she could not have said what those things were or just how anything was different.
Evidence of that came right away, though. Usually she would eat quietly, and after breakfast Ron would either approach her and, putting his hand on her shoulders, would either press down so that she went to her knees to suck him off or turn her around so that he could bend her over the counter and take her from behind.
This morning, she approached him and immediately went to her knees. She pulled his shorts down, exposing his flaccid penis. She sucked it into her mouth, and still sucking, pulled back as though she was trying to stretch his member to erection. As she did this, he did become more stiff and grew longer, until it was his full length and not just in her mouth, but down her throat as well. She pressed her nose against his tight belly, striving to get him as far down her throat as possible. She held him there until she had to breathe, and then pulled back gasping. She did this several times before setting up a rhythm where she would make the trip from the head to the base of his cock and back. Her pace picked up and soon she was enthusiastically fucking him with her mouth and throat. Soon he had her head in his hands, taking over as he approached his climax. When it arrived, she held his ass cheeks and pushed herself as deep as she could. He held her there, too, as his discharge was spent down her throat, only a short distance to her stomach.
She held on to his ass and kept him deep in her throat even after he released her head, only slowly pulling back and sucking the last of his cum out as she went. She caught her breath, pulled up his shorts, then stood up and asked "So, what else do you have for breakfast?"
She smiled and went to sit on the short stool at the counter where she usually ate. Ron smiled, shook his head a little, and then said "How does bacon and eggs sound?"
"Sounds great."
He poured her coffee and put two eggs in the pan.
After breakfast she left to go lay on the beach for a while before her guest arrived. Her stool was still wet when she got up to go.
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On the beach, in the secluded spot she liked so well, Melissa was able to think. Sort of, anyway. She was still more than a little confused. What really had her attention at the moment was the spanking she had received the day before. Mr Dorn had asked her permission to spank her and she had granted it, though she did not relish a spanking at all. And spank her he did. And she did not like it. It hurt. Except it had made her horny as hell. The same with being made to masturbate in front of the man. It was the act of having to do something she really did not want to do that had made the experience so arousing. It was his being powerful and her not being powerful that was such a powerful experience for her. And her climax was unlike any other time she had pleasured herself. The humiliation was part of it. It seemed to have heightened the arousal of the spanking and the orgasm that followed her masturbation. That and the powerlessness.
Someone having control over her, or perhaps not having control herself, seemed to be the answer to a question she had never asked. Mr Dorn had said that some people sought control and others were happy to relinquish it. He was clearly right about himself; Melissa had never encountered a man who was so confident and in charge. She had never thought about herself in those terms, but it seemed that she was one of the other kind. She did not want to be in charge of anything. And being in a position where it was abundantly clear that she was not felt quite liberating to her. There was a feeling of lightness that she did not really understand. Being "made" to do something enhanced the feeling of not having power. It clarified it for her.
And, it was different from having been tied up or restrained in some way. She was obviously not in charge there either, but it was not so much a choice on her part to submit to what was done to her. She allowed herself to be restrained, but after that nothing was required of her other than to be a plaything. Mr Dorn's spanking her involved a choice on her part to submit, and to stay submitted. She did have to stay put. While she did try to cover her bottom with her hands, it never occurred to her to try to escape. There was much more power over her when it was his command that held her in place.
Likewise, when he told her to masturbate in front of him, humiliating as that was, she did not feel like she could do anything but comply. She could have refused, of course, but it did not seem like that was an option to her. Still, she had to make a choice to submit. And, she had. And, the humiliation seemed to be part of what made it so arousing. And, it all made her head spin.
She mulled these things over an over, not getting anywhere particularly, but soaking it in. Absorbing it.
She heard the plane in the distance. She knew she would have to head back, and got up to do so.