November 3
"He" sent me another email today. This started with a threatening email last week from an account with a very 'porn star sounding' name, obviously a guy's account for making booty calls and to hide his identity. My jaw dropped when I saw photos of myself sucking all sizes of black cocks, one where I have a huge grin and cum spread across my face. They were from my birthday BBC gang-bang present from Ray, taken 6 months prior. That night I took 3 new black partners, along with Ray in all 3 holes. That was a total of 4 Big Black Cocks for an incredibly sexy birthday gift! I'm a small white woman that can proudly take the largest cocks, my favorites being black. I had been totally pushed to my limits that night and treated like a fuck toy. There is little memory of that evening's final hours though; I'd passed out from the wine and cum swirling in my belly.
We were new swingers and had used some adult sites to meet others, explored kink, and looked for those sharing our tastes. We shared photos of ourselves but not a face pic unless we were sure the new friends could be trusted, with only a few exceptions from our first contacts... the images in that email must have been sent before the precautions.
Now we blur faces and don't show identifying features, but the blackmail message used my REAL NAME with my unblurred face clearly displayed in the attached photos. This email told me I was going to prevent my family's disgrace by obeying his orders. It began with demands for more photos every day for a week, then web-cam shows. I was told to keep this from my husband, the asshole who sent the pictures out to potential couples for us to meet! While he worked, my latest orders included servicing the friends of my blackmailer. I was scared but this man new my profile information. He new Ray was dominant and that I was a submissive slut when playing with sexual partners. I could not deny enjoying anal, deepthroat, or any of the wild cum spewing parties my supportive hubby set up. He had proof!
This was different, it scared me that our kids and coworkers might find out, and that was not worth the awesome sex. I wouldn't know which visitor might be my blackmailer either; his instructions for me included a script and I couldn't pry about his real name.
Today's email told me I was going to be visited by a buddy of His, Billy, and I was to do exactly as he said. At midnight, I was to dress as a "bar ho". His friend would pull into my driveway, I would get in his car, and suck his cock. Simple. His friend had free reign of my body to touch but could not fuck me. That was a relief. I'm still very nervous about letting someone fuck me without Ray around.
Damn this evil prick! Sometimes I hated the fear, which lately I put aside after doing the shows and sending photos. In his emails, the mystery man praises my tits and ass, continually telling me he won't reveal me because he would lose his beautiful toy. We have stopped the cursing when emailing back and forth that I initially used because of the anger and fear He would expose my swinger lifestyle. The guy behind these emails has this control over me, but not like I'm a prisoner. I feel wanted, sexy, and the words make me feel confident that the men visiting just want sex, not to murder me with chainsaws! That helps. Now I am almost excited to read them! It's always something I end up enjoying. There's also a mystery I like and there's no guilt that I'm cheating because I don't have a choice.
So I showered and shaved, leaving a tad bit of hair just above my pussy, something different than my usual clean shave. I dressed in tight, dark jeans that guys love to see me in and a v-neck tank top so my tits would be seen as I bent forward. That thought as I dressed made me symbolically stretch my jaw, imagining how I would have to suck some creep's cock. After wiping a tear, I did my makeup like Ray likes. The dark eyeliner around my eyes, heavy mascara. I waited for His friend to arrive. I got nervous when I saw his truck but I knew I had to go through with it. If I was to give myself to him completely, this was a way to begin that process.