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Chapter 5: Inked, pierced and blown
It had been 4 months since Bambi had been trapped and trained by her Mistress. In that time, she had been fed plenty of female hormones through her feeding dildos and, coupled with Bambi's training and liquid diet, the feminising effects were starting to show. Bambi had yet to notice the changes, but her Mistress did.
Bambi's skin was softening and with it, her body hair regrowth had also declined. Her hair was thicker and shinier than before and despite the cycling and treadmill exercises, Bambi's legs looked more slender without any muscle. Her hips and butt look wider and her waist narrower.
In fact, Mistress thought to herself as she watched Bambi rub her clitty through her cage trying to reach a sissygasm on the screen, Bambi was definitely developing like a girl should. Perhaps in a few more months, Bambi would certainly notice her breasts starting to grow and her nipples will become way more sensitive. Coupled with her shrinking clitty and balls, Mistress considered that Bambi would easily pass as a girl on the street. And with a little bit of surgical alterations, Bambi definitely would bring in the big bucks as an escort. But she'll have to speak to Charlotte and see what her plans for Bambi were. Not to mention that Bambi's ejaculate was becoming more watery, a clear sign that Bambi had decreased sperm production and the hormones were definitely working and reshaping Bambi's physique into a more pleasing feminine one.
But for now, Mistress was going to do something about Bambi's secret masturbation sessions at night. She had caught Bambi 'rubbing one out' a few times on the screen but she held off punishing her, waiting for the right time to use it against Bambi. With Bambi's body developing as a girl, this might just be the right time to compel Bambi to make a difficult choice how she would prefer being feminised.
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Timing her entrance, Mistress banged open the door to my room just as I was squirting my sissy juices into my hand during one of my secret night time masturbation sessions.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" bellowed Mistress in rage. "How dare you masturbate and squirt without my permission? Now I understand why you've been so rebellious recently. It's because you've discovered a way to pretend you're still a man and 'rub one out'! Maybe it's time to cut off your little balls and cure you of any delusions that you're still a man!"
Hearing Mistress yell angrily at me was so shocking that I froze like a deer in headlights. It was her last statement of cutting off my balls that galvanised me into action to beg her for forgiveness.
"Please Mistress, please... I'm sorry... Please don't shock me...." I grovelled desperately, begging to not be punished. "I won't do it again... It was just a one-time thing... Please, Mistressssss..."
That was as far as I got before I felt a tremendous jolt of electricity race through my body and I spasmed in pain. Mistress shocked me again and again until I was nothing more than a blubbering mess. Then came the lashes from her riding crop. The lashes landed all over my ass cheeks, reddening them and I was reeling in pain.
"You. Think. That. Just. Because. I. Am. Nice. To. You." Mistress panted as she whipped my ass. "You. Can. Do. What. Ever. You. Like. With. Out. Permission?!"
"Puhleese... Stoooppp... Mistreesssss..." I cried out in pain. "Iiii aaaaamm soooo soooorrryyyy... Puhleese..."
After what seemed like forever, Mistress stopped, and stormed out of the room, leaving me a crying mess and in pain for the rest of the night.
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Returning to observe Bambi on the screens, Mistress smiled knowing that the timing couldn't have been better. Sure she was annoyed that Bambi had found a way to circumvent the cage, but that was to be expected and now she had leverage. After the beating that she had just given Bambi, she was sure that Bambi would do anything to keep her happy.
And now, she decided it was time for Bambi to be fitted with a tiny half-inch cage, down from her current 1.5" one, which had no room for Bambi's clitty to even get erect. This time, she'll get Bambi to put it on herself and thank her Mistress for it.
But, Mistress had another thought. While Bambi was being punished, even though Bambi was crying like a little girl, she did not attempt to move away from being flogged, and this was clearly a sign that the subliminal conditioning was working. Bambi was slowly accepting her place as a submissive. Perhaps it would be better to make Bambi choose her own punishment. Of course the choices wouldn't really be a choice for Bambi and Mistress was going to make Bambi choose between getting castrated, or getting some new piercings and tattoos.
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Somehow, after the brutal lashing and punishment that Mistress doled out the previous night for my illicit masturbation, I managed to fall asleep and woke up to a still angry Mistress standing over me.
"You lazy slut. How dare you have the audacity to sleep after last night?" Mistress said furiously.
"Please Mistress," I whimpered in fear. "I'm so sorry, Mistress, it was a one-time mistake that won't happen again. I'm really sorry, Mistress, I'll do anything to make it up to you."
"Now, you wouldn't dare to lie to your Mistress, would you, slut?" questioned Mistress menacingly. "Because if you did, you know you would invite more punishment. So, you said it was a one-time thing... If I were to go back through all the recordings of you, I wouldn't find you doing this before last night?"
"I...er..." I stammered.
"So you did lie to me, you stupid cunt. But seeing that you said what you did to try and lessen your punishment, then I suppose the punishment would now be more severe. So I'm going to give you a choice of punishment. I had initially wanted to put you into a smaller chastity cage that I had to stop you from rubbing your clitty, but now that I know you've been lying to me, your punishment gets worse. But you have a choice. Option 1 is for you to be castrated. If we remove your balls, your clitty will never get hard again and since you no longer have any legal rights, we can simply get any doctor to snip them off and be done with them. Your second option is to not only be put into the tinniest chastity cage ever made, but to also get tattooed and piercings. Now you don't get to decide what tattoos or piercings you'll get but you did say that you'll do anything to make it up, right?"
"Yes Mistress," I said, crestfallen. The options that were given to me were horrible ones. It was either I lose my manhood forever, or get permanently tattooed and pierced, and the choice was clear since tattoos and piercings can be removed but castration is irreversible. "I choose option 2, Mistress."
"I see," said Mistress in a grave tone as I just kept my head bowed and eyes closed, knowing that I had made a choice to further my feminisation. "I thought you had accepted that you were not a man, but clearly, that is not the case. But nevertheless, since I gave you a choice and you made one, I will keep my word. Now, I'm you know your daily routine, so get to it. I have arrangements to be made."
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A few days later, my clitty was now ensconced in a new chastity cage that was barely half an inch in size. The lock that was above it was slightly larger than the cage itself and it was very uncomfortable. Just as I finished my morning shower, Mistress came back into the room with another woman pulling a luggage.
"No need to get dressed Bambi," said Mistress dismissively. "Get your sissy ass onto the bed and it's time for your tattoos and piercings."