Before Aedan shuts the door I call him back.
"Yes?" he says.
Maybe it would be better if you did give me something to help me sleep." I tell him.
"Are you sure?" he asks.
"Yes, tonight will go either two ways; I will convince myself I can escape; or I will go into despair. I really prefer to sleep." I say.
He says something to the guard, then comes over and holds my hand until there is a knock on the door. Aedan opens it and is handed some pills and water. He brings them over and I take them.
"Thank you." I say
He pushes back my hair and kisses my forehead again.
The next four days are more of the same, I have two sessions a day giving blow jobs. The pleasure stimuli for me gets less as the days go on, until I cum when my mouth is filled with cum every time.
This is not an accomplishment that I am proud of.
I have overheard enough to know The Devil is not happy with this gentler training. Mistress reminds him he is paying her big bucks to make me a good slave. A slave who is acting out of fear or hatred, cannot give the same pleasure as one who enjoys it. He grumbles under his breath, but lets her control my training.
Sunday morning, I am in the kneeling position I was ordered to be in by 9:00. Shouldn't Sunday be a day of rest? I meditate and focus on my breathing to calm myself. I was told we are finished with the blow job training. I have no idea what comes next, and I am anxious.
Finally in comes Mistress, The Devil, and of course Aedan.
The dominatrix asks "Slave, have you ever done anal?"
I feel my ass checks and anus tighten in response to this query. Of course I haven't, who does she think I am? Nice girls don't do anal. Oh my gosh, is this next?
I blush and answer, "No, Mistress."
Fuck, I am becoming what they want me to be; no forgetting to say Mistress or Master for me. I cum from men cumming in my mouth; less than a week ago I had never let a man cum in my mouth.
"OK, slave, we will start slowly. You need to try to relax, it will be less painful that way." She tells me.
I try to control my breathing, to calm myself. It is not working. I have no idea what is going to happen.
She tells me to put my face on the floor. My hands stretched and clasped over my head as far as they would go. Stick my ass in the air.
I am very apprehensive as I get into the position.
"Aedan, stroke her back and try and help her relax." Mistress says.
He follows her instructions, his touch helps me relax.