I met him via the internet. Mike and I spent a lot of time online chatting and exchanging e-mails, a lot of it cyber sex, and even talked on the phone. After talking online for a couple of months, I took a chance and invited Mike to come over one morning after my husband went to work. We had both fantasized about play rape, and we figured that this would be a wonderful chance to act it out. Since we had never met in person, it would be very realistic. At least that was the plan, I am still not sure if it worked out that way.
Mike had instructed me to lock the dogs up, and leave the backdoor near my bedroom unlocked. I was to leave out some scarves and rope, and get back in bed naked and pretend to be asleep. I had everything prepared as planned, and crawled back into bed. I was very nervous and having second thoughts. Part of me wanted to jump up and lock the door quick, but in truth the nervousness was arousing me, after all this is what I had wanted.
I heard the outside door open and rolled onto my side, my back to the door. He was over an hour early, but that just meant more time together. I was trembling as the bedroom door was opened, but of course there was no turning back now. I did my best to pretend sleep as I heard him moving behind me. Suddenly his hand was wrapped around my mouth. I struggled to turn and face him, but he easily held me head in place. I saw his hand in front of my face, and he was holding a very sharp knife. This was not part of the scenario we had discussed! I could panic welling up inside me. If only I could hear his voice and know for sure that this is the man I had spent hours talking to on the phone and internet.
He moved the knife and released my mouth; I guess that was his way of warning me to keep quiet. A blindfold was slid over my eyes, blocking out all light, I think it was one of my scarves. He rolled me onto my stomach and quickly tied my hands behind me. I tried to convince myself that this was Mike, but without seeing him or hearing him, how could I be sure. The covers were ripped completely off the bed and now I was totally exposed to his gaze.
I felt his hands running over my shoulders and back, goose bumps springing up at his touch. My arms, my neck, my legs not an inch escaped his touch. Then his hands were on my buttocks, kneading and massaging the firm sensitive flesh. His touch is feathery soft at times, and firm and demanding at others. With easy movements, he rolls me to my back and pulls my legs apart. I feel the rope being tied around my ankle but I am not sure if I should fight it. Not sure whom I am with, I cannot be sure of how I should react, so I stay still. Soon both ankles are tied to opposite corners of the bed, leaving me open and vulnerable.